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Thursday, May 29, 2008 Something that i would like to share with u guys - Part 15 Suddenly feel so EMO.. dunoe why. Sometimes i do wonder is there anything wrong with me or even do i reali so STUPID? why do i say so bcos sometimes i will asked am i so ugly or worse till the extend no one likes me or even the person that i like will like me too. Kinda sad when it comes to relationship. It seems nth goes smoothly over my side when it comes to Love. N even when someone likes me, i will never finds out unless someone tells me or the person confessed to me. Even if i can sense there is sth more within the person towards me, i wun dare to think any more than that as my 6th sense is always WRONG though they said girls' 6th sense is very accurate. But somehow i dun tink so. Perhaps i just merely too innocent, simple-minded or.. NO EXPERIENCE? I simply no idea... :( I will even tok to my mum or sis abt it whenever i reached home very moody and lonely. All they said is to ask me SLIM DOWN! If i ever slim down and the person that i like, likes me back or even ppl starting to like me, i dun tink i will accept this kind of LOVE. To me, true love do exist if only the person that likes me like me too or even reali discover the inner beauty in me. I dun have to like the person at the first place but the person who likes me, impressed me! :D Is my expectation too high?? Many of my friends said so but somehow, i dunoe if its true!! CLEO magazine Horoscope section stated love opportunity is comin and i have to seize any chance by all means and be selfish. Be clear in what i wanna say and playing hard to get will work! But somehow, i never enconunter this b4 and i dunoe if it will happen to me.. HAHA Thats all for now. Missing some special ppl who r not in Singapore and ppl who graudates. Reali hope they do come back often or come back soon!! Bday coming soon.. Hope it will be memorable bday once again with SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE !!! :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 Recently went out with my sec sch gang and my Snk gang!! Omg~~ No pix have send to me yet but nvm.. gonna upload whatever i have from my handphone!! Afterall, my hp is still e BEST ;) Whee~~~ Reali missing lots of people right now esp my working clicks! I gonna miss Lilian, Felicia and Caiyun to accom me to do lot of things such as.... Shopping, eating, gossiping, scolding, quarrelling, sharing... These were the things that we normally enjoyed doing when we see each other at work. Reali used havin them since i start working at Baleno! Esp Caiyun and Lilian. They were the 1st two whom i noe from SnK. Slowly, i began to feel i'm part of SnK Family. Noe alot of ppl from SnK and many tot i'm one of them but so sad, i'm not! Many wonder how i noe them and how come we r so close like sisters!! Thats how strange a friendship could be when it comes by and built up so strong unknowingly. 3 of them send me a text msg on my last day of work at Bishan. They sound super EMO than me but i'm very glad and touched. Reali nice knowing them and have them as my friend. They always think of me whenever they got outings or theres sth to share wit me. Reali the foursome!! Lolx~~ Well, i will try my very best to keep in contact wit em regardless how busy i am. REALLY!! Trust me k? Sisters!! :))
My bday comin soon le. Nid to schedule out which day is for which group of friends as some of them have started calling me out!! Whee.. so happy!! Hope i can get to receive suprises and gifts that i wanted. haha~~ YIPEEE~~~ Below photos is taken when i went out with my sec sch classmates. Its been so long since we last met each other and this is oso our first time gg out with this grp of ppl.. Lolx~~~ Had lots of catch up and we reali had fun.. More pix coming up.. nid to get from JO!!!! :D Wonder when are we meeting again... HEHE~ Guess the next meet up will be celebrating my bday!! WHEEEEEE  Me.Geraldine  Me.Josephine       Me.Angel  Angel.Me.Josephine  Me.Syaza  Me.Liyana   Me.Crystal :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Monday, May 26, 2008 these days have been real busy for me i guess. Finally my outlet at J8 have closed down and i am transfering to North point outlet. Tml will be my 1st day there. Hopefully i can get to adapt to the new environment! :) I reali missed my SnK damn lots and we went out tgt recently on Sat. We went to Fish & Co so as to celebrate Lilian's bday. We bought for her Lee Hwa Destinee pendant! She's lovin it ;) Well, got some photos to upload but i have yet to receive all. Will upload once i receive it :D Feeling damn emo now. Cos someone whom i have a crushed on leaving for overseas attachment. I wanted to send him off but somehow sth is stopping me. Kinda very sad and dun bear. He told me that he's sensitive and hopefully he is able to sense how i feel. Hopefully i can sense how he feels towards me too :( Sigh.. It seems i have lots of things to do. nid to rush off my project by 11JUNE den i can get to enjoy my bday peacefully. Friends have been asking me out for bday celebration! Very happy to hear that! :D thats all. Do take care B4 i forget. Do vote my friends for ESC tml till thurs!! They are Alvina,Andy,Samuel,Eddie,Deming,Darren,Eunice,Eekian,Belvin,Jel,Szejun etc!! Do make ur choice wisely!! Cyber Center!!! Thanks a million ;) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Thursday, May 22, 2008 Hey guys. Here i am once again to update my blog after some time. Been reali busy and tired cos nid to get up damn F***ing early for my MP. 6AM in the morning! Can u imagine how early is that? I simply have no choice as i nid to walk to Hougang Inter to take 72. I couldnt take 27 anymore due to the traffic jam and the tamp busstop is always full. As a result, i was always late for my MP for 1-2 Mintues. SICKENING!! So by taking 72, i will be able to reach sch by 8.30am or even b4 9am! Thank God.. Phew! For now, besides that, sometimes after i clocked out from my MP, i nid to rush down to work. As my outlet is closing, i will have to be transferred to NP to work. :( I gonna miss Bishan lots lots lots. Missed my working collegues, SnK collegues and LEE HWA handsome guy. Lolx~ Thinking back, it is reali funny. Dunoe them that well, yet the person that i will missed the most will be the ppl from LEE HWA! Wahah.. Bobian.. there got the most charming, cute guys working at j8. Other than that, i dun tink i see any. Haha~ One of the reasons that motivates me to come to work everytime. Lolx~ HEhe, besides that, i have GOOD NEWS to announce to u guys. I am current PRESIDENT for this year iHub. One of the diploma club of my course. Kinda shocking to hear this? I tink many is damn shocked to noe abt this. HAHA~ I reali not running ESC this time round and many dun believe man. N now, u guys have to really believe me this time. I said i'm not running means i'm not. So dun doubt me that i'm lying to u! Afterall, theres nth to hide and i dun see any reasons why i should lie rite? But anyway, ESC election is coming soon! i'm gg to decide who should my votes goes to! Really! ppl tink running a club is easy and simple-minded. When u entered in, really thats in! Never ending events and arising problems. So yeah. All e best den!!! Haha~ But still, i would want to work in ENG event esp april and oct orientation! Hehe~ hopefully they will look up for me to help out. Cos if they reali ask, i will definitely help em without considering any thing else besides my club and work side. HAHA~ YEAH! Tml gg out with my sec sch fren. Cant wait! Its been so long since i reali meet up with the rest! WAHAHA~~~~~~ THats all. Take care ppl! Ciao :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 MP is getting BORING~ I don't know if u guys know what projects i am working on. My group is actually doin gaming. Initially we r designing games for PSP however, i tink we will have to move it to XBOX. We will still have PSP games as part of our project but it will be a simple point-to-click games due to many limitations. Doing PSP, we will have to buy the SDK and it costs around $8000+ in the market. However, we get student package at a lower rate around $4000+. Our supervisior, find its rather expensive and dun tink the school will be able to sponsor so much on our group. After a discussing with the company, the price is kept it around $3000 and below. However still, i dun tink we r able to get SDK as the price is not yet confirmed. So, our supervisior suggested our group to change our project and focus on Xbox. Kinda no meaning for our grp. We were so excited and enthu on our project. But due to the delay in alot of things and the research that we found is rather demoralising. Alot of limitations on lots of software. Even those software that dun require any SDK to port the games over to PSP, they dun have any audio effects. If so, whats the use rite? Sigh.. Today i didnt go to school. My group managed to learn ANOTHER software which is for XBOX. Tomorrow when i go back, i still nid to work on PSP thingy n den learn the new program. We went thru lots of writing of emails and research on PSP. but somehow, it gonna be a little waste for our groups. But still, if teacher dun wanna fight for us, theres nth much we can do too regardless how persistant we want for our project :(( GSS is coming soon. and i simply cant wait. Got things in mind tt i wanna get. Hopefully can get it at a cheaper rate. Better work MORE this month. J8 Baleno is closing soon. Next wed will be my last day of work at Bishan. Kinda dun bear to leave that place cos that place holds alot of good memories. Sigh. Wonder if my new working place will have the same environment that i wish for...? Wish me luck den... ;) Hope everyone are doing fine. Do keep me updated and ask me out cos i always go home after my MP or even go work after that. So yeah~~~ Want my number, ask me personally!! :DDD ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Something that i would like to share with u guys - Part 10 Recently, My sister's ROM just ended. Kinda very happy for her though in between they went thru alot of ups and down together. But can see my sister is really happy for that day. She reali looking forward for this day to arrive. So yeah~ Tears of joy! I wore the outfit that i wore for my DND. But have a changed in the hairstyle only! :D I still look very gorgeous and cute on that day lolx~ :P Many of her friends couldnt recognise me and compliment me! Hehe~~ HAPPY!!! Whee~~~ Wish my sis the best of luck ever!! Happiness is the most important of all. How i wish i can able to noe what is happiness and love is all about.                  Once again. HAPPY FAMILY :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, May 06, 2008 No pix i this post. So sorry. I decided to write instead. HAHA~ Pardon if its long :P Well, i read some of my friend's blog. Kinda happy for em as at least i noe they r doing fine at their side and they r happy with their life now. Though i no longer staying by their side as i used to be, i still love, care and misses em as i always do. They r forever in my heart wherever i go. How i wish they do really noe how i feel. They claimed that i changed and they always claimed that i have no time for em. But the truth is, i dun relai dare to ask em out or even join in their fun though some of the ppl in their grp asked me to join in. I feel abit weird if i just joined in like this unless the whole bunch in that grp asked me to join in. At least i will feel more welcomed. Friends friends friends. Where are all my dearest frenz whom i used to have all by my side??? Can i noe??? Can someone tell me?? I miss the past moments b4 some graduates or even drift away from me. I simply have too much to say to em except some ppl whom i totally given up hope on em. Seriously~ A stab in my heart and tears keep rolling down my cheek. No matter how many times i wiped it away, the pain will never go away. No matter how hard i tried to dun bother and moved on with my life, the sight of em makes me tink of em even more. Sometimes i do wonder, who am i to em and how do i stand in their heart?? Just when they nid me, i'm always there but somehow, they dun seems to nid me anymore. I do agreed what Ain told me. Sometimes in our life, we do nid to pay a price. Just when i entered ESC, things totally changed including my life,my friendship and my love. Is this what i should deserved?? Does they really understand my situation? Does they reali noe how i reali feel? Have they ever put themselves in my shoes?? Or even.. does they still regard me as fren or even do they reali misses, care or love me when they do say so?? Many questions in my mind which i have no answers. I shall just let it go and moved on n keep smiling to them whenever i see em. Take care my friends. Thank u for being part of my life and it will always stay inside my memories till i graduate. ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Something that i would like to share with u guys - part 8 Oh man. I am getting tired. Dared to slp without caring if i will get caught. Missing many people. So many ppl inside my mind. I am so stressed ARGH~~~ How i wish there is someone to brighten up my day!!!   Deming Serious Look Darren Hardworking Look  Just when i wanna take my self pix, someone just like to disturb me and trying to be EXTRA.. (DEMING)  Below pix, deming is trying to act as BATMAN and darren is trying to act is JAY CHOU. OMG~ They look more like a hidden mask GHOST =X    Recalling back, i have been blogging for more than 4 years but still not as FAMOUS as Xiaxue lah. HAHA~ I not so pretty neither do i blog some interesting or amazing stuff. I'm not praising her that she is better than me but somehow, HAHA~~~ I dun reali fancy her but more to the things that she shop. LOLX~~ Now, i am trying to update my blog more often cos i reali got so much to say in here. In sch, i cant blog cos not convenient and while at home, my sis kept herself to the lappy and i cant use. :( so.. i always stay up late to blog as much as i can. :) I reali misses all my friends out there even those whom i used to be close with. I guess they have changed and they have forgotten me. I shall let em be and set them free from my side. So stop saying that I DAO or what. Cos u guys started it first and u guys made me behave in this way so yeah. But seriously, i still love u guys and misses u all..... :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Monday, May 05, 2008 MP is getting boring and tiring. Everyday clock in, we have been doin the same thing over n over again. Make me wanna slp any time i want. And i'm getting short tempered. ARGH~~~~ Ytd i have work. I worked Afternoon shift. It was boring of cos. Lolx~~~~ But thank god, HUANWEI came to look for me to have dnr.. WHEE~~~~ We ordered quite a no of dishes. All thanks to HIM as he claimed that he's not tt hungry but just when he saw other table's order, he decided to order some more. OMG~~ I almost couldnt finished mine.. but.. he managed to help me finish HEHE :P Well the reasons for meeting him is i nid to pass him present tt i prepared for him. He LURVE it so yeah. Thank god!!! PHEWWW.. I guess whenever my fren bday, i will try to buy sth which they nid or will be in gd use rather than sth which is not practical. If i am buying alone, perhaps the cost of the present is OMG but if i am sharing with a grp, sometimes is cos the things is too costly or even i have no idea what to get for the person nor. LOLX~~ Afterall its the thoughts that counts rite?? I oso cant wait for my bday to be coming soon. ITS JUNE!!!!!!!! Well. ltr gg to work. Gg to have a long rest in the bus while travelling. see ya ppl... :P :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Took lots of photos this week. wanna write more but somehow i was realy busy these week too cos after my MP, i went to work or even had a date wit my friends to have dinner. Phew~ Spend quite alot. Had my pay recently and i bought quite a no of things as usual. I bought a black cardigan at $16 from Cotton Candy, a tube dress at $33 from Far East, a top at $10 form Cotton On, a black silk shorts at Hypnosis at $30, a black Op shorts at $23.I tink should be thats all ba. But during the holidays, i bought shoes, tops, bags and even WATCHES. Yeah~~ lolx~~ Dun scold me if i spend too much. Thats me! Cnt blame. Wanna take pix of it but somehow too lazy lah. Lolx~~ Cos my friend oways asked if i bought anything these days and wanna noe how it looks. Or even they will see when i wear or carry den asked if its new or what. HAHA~~ Thats why when they wanna go shopping, they oways tot of asking me along!! Haha~ I am simply a nice shopping partner to shop with. N seriously, thats what i reali heard from my friends. They enjoyed shopping with me n they always bought alot of things that they wun regret and they like it very very much :D I am one kind of girl can be fussy on the things tt i am looking for or choosing but at times, i can easily buy things without considering. In the end, my waredrobe is filled with many clothings and bags now. OMG~~ Mummy is scolding me like hell.... But if u guys dunoe, i feel even much more happier when i bought something. Thats why i LOVE SHOPPING!! :DDD I dun have to care abt anything else n concentrate to look at the things tt i like n buy as long i like it. Somehow my heart always feel insecure, hollow and.... unhappy. Dunoe what is true happiness is abt at all. So when i am shopping, u guys should noe how i feel... But when things changed,i guess i wun be like now anymore. Besides working,schooling and shopping, nth else. Besides after working, i go home, theres nth i can do. HAAH~~ Thats how boring my life could be!! :DDD I'm just a boring person!!! =x Below are the pictures that i took at certain period of this week. ENJOY!!! MP   Me.Huiru Me.Shufen.Huiru Just when i was feeling bored, i decided to draw out my project storyboard                                Prog BBQ Recently i had a APR Orientation Prog BBQ on Thurs, LABOUR DAY. Whee~~~ So happy and i simply looking forward for it as i can get to gather with my PROGRAMMER again though i had lunch with em EVERYDAY. I simply not sick n tired hanging out with them. Cos.. With their nonsense, craps and jokes, simply brighten any one day!! :D Not a joke but the fact! I joined in the fun aft my work. The bbq was boring in fact cos i couldnt reali mingle with everyone. Everyone seems to be in diff clicks and groups. Kinda not happy with it la. But after awhile, it is much better For the first time and after so long, got ppl finally drive me back home. Haha! Huanwei send me and vanessa back. Hehe~~~ His car was the BEST i tell u. why? cos it is very comfortable and his driving was whoo~~~ Lolx~~~ Good, i like!!! :D but the journey back home was fun!!    Me.Vanessa   Me.Joanna Me.Huanwei Friday During the last day of the week, i was kinda slacking. Haha. Very tired everyday. MP was boring i tell u.. HAHA~~ B-O-R-I-N-G. Though i was kinda tired and busy, i managed to meet up with GERADLINE, my sec sch best friend! :D As always, we meet once in awhile. She noe that i'm hard to date and i'm always busy with lots of things. Reali thanks to her for her understanding. Reali glad to have her as my most wonderful Girlfriend in Sec sch!!!     B4 meeting her, saw wenlong and took pix in ESC room!! WHEEEEE   Me.Wenlong Daven.Me.Wenlong.Huizhen aka Sharon B4 this week end, we 3 took pix again!!!    Me.Darren Me.Deming    I oso manged to bought something for my three friends whom i own them. One for Shufen, Darren and Deming. Though i already gave Darren present, but somehow i still rmb tt he was rather jealous when i bought sth nice n better to Wenlong than him. So i decided to spend part of my paid on my dearest fren. I already do one for myself too :D All nice nice dun ya tink so???  I should end my entry here. Next week gonna be a busy week for me once again.Yawn. Do take care FRenz~~~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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