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Tuesday, May 06, 2008 Something that i would like to share with u guys - Part 9 No pix i this post. So sorry. I decided to write instead. HAHA~ Pardon if its long :P Well, i read some of my friend's blog. Kinda happy for em as at least i noe they r doing fine at their side and they r happy with their life now. Though i no longer staying by their side as i used to be, i still love, care and misses em as i always do. They r forever in my heart wherever i go. How i wish they do really noe how i feel. They claimed that i changed and they always claimed that i have no time for em. But the truth is, i dun relai dare to ask em out or even join in their fun though some of the ppl in their grp asked me to join in. I feel abit weird if i just joined in like this unless the whole bunch in that grp asked me to join in. At least i will feel more welcomed. Friends friends friends. Where are all my dearest frenz whom i used to have all by my side??? Can i noe??? Can someone tell me?? I miss the past moments b4 some graduates or even drift away from me. I simply have too much to say to em except some ppl whom i totally given up hope on em. Seriously~ A stab in my heart and tears keep rolling down my cheek. No matter how many times i wiped it away, the pain will never go away. No matter how hard i tried to dun bother and moved on with my life, the sight of em makes me tink of em even more. Sometimes i do wonder, who am i to em and how do i stand in their heart?? Just when they nid me, i'm always there but somehow, they dun seems to nid me anymore. I do agreed what Ain told me. Sometimes in our life, we do nid to pay a price. Just when i entered ESC, things totally changed including my life,my friendship and my love. Is this what i should deserved?? Does they really understand my situation? Does they reali noe how i reali feel? Have they ever put themselves in my shoes?? Or even.. does they still regard me as fren or even do they reali misses, care or love me when they do say so?? Many questions in my mind which i have no answers. I shall just let it go and moved on n keep smiling to them whenever i see em. Take care my friends. Thank u for being part of my life and it will always stay inside my memories till i graduate. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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