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Sunday, December 30, 2007 Xmas Over! Yohoo~~~ Xmas is over!! Finally!! Didnt had a great time on Xmas but received lotsa gifts from my loved ones. :D Received a bag that i eyed for at bugis from my bro n his gf, A Winnie the pooh Mug from my sis n her bf, a black shorts from my mum n my dad :D As for my friend's side, i received a Anna Sui's perfume from Alice (my sec sch fren), A Pair of cute bear earrings from Helen by Lilian and Caiyun ( SnK Collegues), A hanging cute white bear from Sweeyan ( Baleno ), A Forever bear Water bottle From Sharon ( Baleno's In-charge), a Mini-bit's necklace from Huijuan ( Baleno's 2nd Man), A green froggy coin purse from Belvin (ESC), Two bottle of alcoholic drink which i cant rmb the brand from Amanda (ESC), a hello kitty hp strap and casing from Tiffany (ESC), a small little card written by June, Ben n jerry icecream and a classic mirror from Darrell (ESC), Hello kitty cookies by Huiru(poly) and hp pouch by Shufen(Poly). Thats all i received from all my friends and family. Didnt took pix.. So sorry. Lazy to take and lazy to upload too. :P:P Afterall long time didnt upload pix in my blog entry.... =x Though i given out many presents to my friends but still didnt really had a enjoyable xmas this year. :( Kinda sad huh?? Lolx~ During Xmas eve and Xmas that day, i was working. Damn freaking tired and boring lah. I went dinner with my mum n dad to Cafe Cartel at Bishan on the eve. Went shopping at bugis with Lilian. All last min plans. Kinda sad huh?? But still, haha~~~ What to do rite?? WAhaha~~~~ Boughts lots of things during the december and CNY is coming. I simply cant wait! :P Tml is the last day of 2007, i cant wait to welcome 2008. I gonna be a year older too. Damn it. I dun wanna be 20 and above. I will not look old but i will feel old... Damn it!! ArGH~~~~~Haha Well, thats all for now. cos i gonna have a early slp for tml. Gonna have a full shift for CNY eve. Damn it!! Reali hate working now.. Who can i lean on??? :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Sunday, December 23, 2007 OMG~ Another few more days is XMAS~~ Whee~~ Though every year my xmas may seems the same to me but as long with a big group of friends around, boring xmas will become a HAPPENING Xmas!! But i guess this year xmas eve n xmas gonna be a boring day for me. These two days, i am working morning shift and all my friends at first planned to go out wit me. However till now, no news from them. ARGH~~ Always put aeroplane one lor. Hate it!! Going to spend the xmas alone liao. Damn it!!!!!!! These days have received some presents from my friends and collegues. I'm lovin it!!! So far the most expensive and unexpected present was from my sec sch fren, Alice. She again gave me Anna Sui things. Tis time round, she gave me perfume. During my bday was Anna Sui's Nail Polish. KAo.... EXXXXXX lah. Lolx~ But anyway Thoughts That Counts!! Got for me and i can use can liao.. :P:P Went to shopping these days. Shop n bought alot of things lah. Lolx~ Total bought one bottom and 4 Tops. And i oso bought some Body Shop items and some cute little thingy to put my cosmetics and stuff like this. Lolx~ Tml gg to be a long day for me. Yawn. Gd nite guys :P:P :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Thursday, December 20, 2007 These days i have been working just to earn as much as i can during the holidays. Hopefully it helps me a little after the holiday. If not,i dun hv the money to spend on New Year clothing. :( :( Seriously,i tot this year my Xmas would be as happening as usual. But i guess this year gonna be a Boring Xmas for me. I really dunoe where have all my frenz gone to. No one have smsed me to ask me out. Kinda saddening lor. Very sad leh. Den i hv no bf too. What a lonely Xmas this year.. :( Lalalalala~~~~ Thank god i spend my time shopping. I bought two leggings and one red shorts. Hehe~ Finally get myself a shorts. U guys should noe my size la. Its kinda hard to find that i can wear and bigger size. But the shop person always dun tink that i wear tt big. God damn it. Nid to cut down a few more b4 i officially can wear smaller size. :( But i still nid to get more shorts. White, yellow, blue n black. Nicer design and comfortable of cos. :D Hopefully cheaper too. :P:P This year CNY gonna wear a simple nice top with a short and High Heels. Thats gonna be my very simple dressing for this year CNY. Look forward den ;) These days damn sianz lah. No frenz to go out with. I must take the initative to ask people out one leh. Sianz leh. But now, i have decided to go out with my mum. So ask to accom her. As always.. :( Anyway thats all. Gg to work all the way till i get my next off day :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Thursday, December 13, 2007 Heard my mum going to share with my sis n bro to get a Adidas bag for me. Whee~~ Can get a new bag lo. So happy lor!! Lolx~ Though i hv alot of bag but i still tink its still not enough. So if u guys wanna get for me things..., pls pls pls dun give me any hp strap, keychains or pouch cos i have too many already. From xmas present, random gifts and bday present. So added up like too many?? Lolx~ I prefer people to buy the things that i dun hv though i have many bags?? Or even get sth that i would want or like alot?? Lolx~ Now trying to save up to get myself a laptop casing. Lolx~ Den sling bag and more clothing?? Lolx~ No accessories man. I bought too many le. Lolx~ Gg to shop for NY clothing soon.. lolx~~~~ ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Xmas presents giving!! Today is my first paper of my term test. It seems easy but i dunoe what to ans them =x But hopefully can pass =)) Today brought alot of Advanced Xmas present for all my friends. Most people in ESC have one including my classmates and friends. :)) Still have more to be given out to my sec sch fren and my family. N of cos, i still nid to get some more and hopefully can gif it to em b4 xmas. :P Sry guys. All of them find it really shocking that i gave to many people. Lolx~ U guys like can liao lor.. :D:D All find me very sweet... :D i all along very sweet to friends one leh. lolx~ :P:P Heard some of them wanna get for me sth. Seriously dun nid lor. U guys like and happy can liao. Lolx~ Thats how i spread the love and happiness around during XMAS!! Whee~~~~ The sweetness and shocking smile that i get from em is really finding.. hehe~~~ Cant wait till the Xmas that day ;) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 Today went out with my friend to go shopping instead of studying. lolx~ Tried alot of clothing and saw alot of things. Bought some xmas gifts for my friends n siblings. Going to shop for more maybe tml or so. hehe~ All i want for xmas got alot leh. Adidas bag, Watch, Laptop casing and... more coming up. lolx :P :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Monday, December 10, 2007 Wah.. its seems DEC is really a happening season of the year. Why do i say that?? Everywhere is having SALES. Moreover people are oso shopping for Xmas gift. Such a gd timing. Can kill so many birds with one stone. Lolx~ Bought some gifts for friends and family. Going to shop for more next week :) And even drawing.. :P Gg to save part of the money to chill out with friends after term test and oso start shopping for New Year clothing liao. Lolx~ :P:P SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING~~ I cant wait.. wHEEEEE~~~ Still couldnt tink of any Xmas wishes i want. Maybe post it in another entry when i tink over it. =) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Saturday, December 08, 2007 I still sick. Now left with coughing and sore throat. Trying my very best to get well soon cos next week got two important event for me to attend. One is Taufik's bday bash and another one is singing competition. Actually dun intend to go de.. I m refering to the competition thingy. Just gained one more experience and see how far can i go next.. :D Upcoming plans will be trying so be thrifty and den gonna buy New Year clothing.. Afterall everywhere is having Seasons End Sales. Gonna check out what sales does it really have. :) And gonna save aside for CNY. As for my hair, gonna do sth again. Hehe~ :P Gonna be pretty though no matter how hard i try oso no use... :( With the hongbao money, perhaps now i wanna set aside n den i wanna go for singing courses if possible. Worried that i cnt cope with my schedule. As u guys noe, i have too many things to handle and deal with. Thats why i always complain tat i'm tired and i have no time to go out have fun. So when i really wanna have fun, i always have hard time finding people to accompany me esp go SINGING or MOVIES. These are the two things that i enjoyed doing the most though Shopping should be the 1st choice ever!! Lolx~ Haven reali choose the songs that i am planning to sing for E-Guides Open hse. But i have already confirmed two songs so far. Gonna buck up a little n faster practice as much as i can so that i wun disappoint some people who intended to be there to support me :D Well... i should go back to the main topic! These days i have been trying very hard to be happy infront of so many people. I tried not to be emo though i am a emo kid. Afterall so many things had happened over my side n i am seriously, not happy at all. How i wish there is a special someone who can share my sorrow with. Seriously it really hurts me when i noticed the guy whom i like drifted away from me. I dunoe wat is he thinking right now. Totally treat me invisible when he really see me now. It is really very saddening and painful. I tink no one will understand. So yeah... Been trying really hard to stay happy!!! I dun wan people to worry for me. I do noe who are really care and concern abt me! I'm sorry guys. I didnt mean to. Been troubling over this thingy these days but i tink i needed some time to get over it. Perhaps..... U guys are the strength for me!!! :D When i get to see u guys and tok to u guys, it totally brighten up my day. Esp the smile and the laughter that u guys have brought to me. Its okay that some of u dun read my blog cos me myself dun have the habit of reading other people's blog. But thanks to those who are willing to noe how i really feel cos now.. i no longer say it out. All i do right now is to write it here. So yeah. Cos the min i say it out face to face or tok to people abt this issue, i will cry. I just dun wanna let anyone to see my cry anymore. I m getting weaker... As in health... Really!! I dunoe how to put it. Just as long i keep on smiling n be happy will do :) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Monday, December 03, 2007 Today went to eat dnr with Eric, Huizhen, Bel, June, Des and his gf. Hehe~ So fun and very full too.. hehe~ But gonna cut down again from tml onwards le. Jiayou sharon!!!! :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Sunday, December 02, 2007 Today was a boring and tiring day for me at work. Why? Cos today there is not much crowd, so sales are not good. When sales are not good, I felt bored and get tired easily. Too much staff today and it makes no difference as in help in pushing the sales. So yeah.. kinda bad mood today at work. Black face throughout. Very tired lah and my right hand wrist got blue-black. Maybe cos of ytd lah. That’s why. Sianz…. Haiz… Tml hopefully can release earlier though I didn’t meet 22 hour. N I tink my next pay day will be lesser too. Sianz. Faster next pay come leh. Nid to get prepare for CNY clothing etc. Gonna go shopping again… WHEEE~~~ Planning to rebond, coloured and highlight my hair. YEAH~ gonna be special. Hopefully I can cut down till 60plus KG if possible. Really leh. But one thing is I realize I get sick very easily these days just when I’m gg on diet. Why ar?? Hmmmm… But heck care lah. As long I can slim abit.. Hehe~ Hm… My fren helped me to sign up a Singing Competition by Music Clinic. Recommended by my son, Welson Chua. Omg~ Cant wait to duet with him during the next year E-Guides Open Hse performance. I will be singing Solo too. Wanna watch and show ur support?? I will update in here when I got the news.. :D :D Wat else shall I update?? Hmmm… Well got upcoming outing plans with frenz.. Hehe~ Cant wait. But all I wanna do the most is to go SING and practice…!! Keep choosing songs lah. Lolx~ Well that’s all for now. Tml gg to meet up with Zhen n rest for Dinner. Whee~~~~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Saturday, December 01, 2007 Well,i haven reali recover from my illness and i went to Eski Bar with my Club people. I went crazy after that and kept drinking non stop. I noe sth that i not supposed to noe and i finally noe the truth behind it. I was so crazy and i cnt tahan that i kept drinking. Cos i believe by drinking can let me forget what is it and go as crazy as i can. Yes, i became very high that day but i was NOT DRUNK. I'm aware of what i've said and what i've done too. Everybody was worried for me cos i couldnt walk straight and....i kept wanting to vomit. I didnt reali eat the whole day that day cos i have no appetite and i went there so-called empty stomach. Well, i went home straight away n slept. I was very sleepy. I'm not drunk and i didnt vomit when i reached home. All i wan is to sleep as long as i wan n dun wake up to face the reality. Dun wear the shirt that i gave u if u dun hv feelings for me or gif me a chance. Wear it with purpose and not for fun! If u wanna avoid me cos of what people been asking u and spreading around, so be it cos i dun mind. If u mind, den tell me straight. Dun out of the sudden gif me cold shoulder.. U noe its very unfair and hurting to me?? U dun even noe how deep u have hurt me. Other people noe.... U only noe when people have been asking u.. not bcos u urself felt it. i didnt say anything or do anything or whatever. I just do small little thing cos i believe in this way, u will see the sincerity and my true love.... How i wish i haven recover... cos only u... who didnt even care n concern abt me. Very saddening :( :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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