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Saturday, December 08, 2007 Trying hard I still sick. Now left with coughing and sore throat. Trying my very best to get well soon cos next week got two important event for me to attend. One is Taufik's bday bash and another one is singing competition. Actually dun intend to go de.. I m refering to the competition thingy. Just gained one more experience and see how far can i go next.. :D Upcoming plans will be trying so be thrifty and den gonna buy New Year clothing.. Afterall everywhere is having Seasons End Sales. Gonna check out what sales does it really have. :) And gonna save aside for CNY. As for my hair, gonna do sth again. Hehe~ :P Gonna be pretty though no matter how hard i try oso no use... :( With the hongbao money, perhaps now i wanna set aside n den i wanna go for singing courses if possible. Worried that i cnt cope with my schedule. As u guys noe, i have too many things to handle and deal with. Thats why i always complain tat i'm tired and i have no time to go out have fun. So when i really wanna have fun, i always have hard time finding people to accompany me esp go SINGING or MOVIES. These are the two things that i enjoyed doing the most though Shopping should be the 1st choice ever!! Lolx~ Haven reali choose the songs that i am planning to sing for E-Guides Open hse. But i have already confirmed two songs so far. Gonna buck up a little n faster practice as much as i can so that i wun disappoint some people who intended to be there to support me :D Well... i should go back to the main topic! These days i have been trying very hard to be happy infront of so many people. I tried not to be emo though i am a emo kid. Afterall so many things had happened over my side n i am seriously, not happy at all. How i wish there is a special someone who can share my sorrow with. Seriously it really hurts me when i noticed the guy whom i like drifted away from me. I dunoe wat is he thinking right now. Totally treat me invisible when he really see me now. It is really very saddening and painful. I tink no one will understand. So yeah... Been trying really hard to stay happy!!! I dun wan people to worry for me. I do noe who are really care and concern abt me! I'm sorry guys. I didnt mean to. Been troubling over this thingy these days but i tink i needed some time to get over it. Perhaps..... U guys are the strength for me!!! :D When i get to see u guys and tok to u guys, it totally brighten up my day. Esp the smile and the laughter that u guys have brought to me. Its okay that some of u dun read my blog cos me myself dun have the habit of reading other people's blog. But thanks to those who are willing to noe how i really feel cos now.. i no longer say it out. All i do right now is to write it here. So yeah. Cos the min i say it out face to face or tok to people abt this issue, i will cry. I just dun wanna let anyone to see my cry anymore. I m getting weaker... As in health... Really!! I dunoe how to put it. Just as long i keep on smiling n be happy will do :) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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