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Saturday, December 01, 2007 Eski Bar Well,i haven reali recover from my illness and i went to Eski Bar with my Club people. I went crazy after that and kept drinking non stop. I noe sth that i not supposed to noe and i finally noe the truth behind it. I was so crazy and i cnt tahan that i kept drinking. Cos i believe by drinking can let me forget what is it and go as crazy as i can. Yes, i became very high that day but i was NOT DRUNK. I'm aware of what i've said and what i've done too. Everybody was worried for me cos i couldnt walk straight and....i kept wanting to vomit. I didnt reali eat the whole day that day cos i have no appetite and i went there so-called empty stomach. Well, i went home straight away n slept. I was very sleepy. I'm not drunk and i didnt vomit when i reached home. All i wan is to sleep as long as i wan n dun wake up to face the reality. Dun wear the shirt that i gave u if u dun hv feelings for me or gif me a chance. Wear it with purpose and not for fun! If u wanna avoid me cos of what people been asking u and spreading around, so be it cos i dun mind. If u mind, den tell me straight. Dun out of the sudden gif me cold shoulder.. U noe its very unfair and hurting to me?? U dun even noe how deep u have hurt me. Other people noe.... U only noe when people have been asking u.. not bcos u urself felt it. i didnt say anything or do anything or whatever. I just do small little thing cos i believe in this way, u will see the sincerity and my true love.... How i wish i haven recover... cos only u... who didnt even care n concern abt me. Very saddening :( :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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