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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 Whatever makes u happy =D So many things happened and i can see many people have their own troubles to troubled with. Its okay if u dun wanna share. Sometimes, things are left not to share with anyone or can tok to anyone except to certain people that they are closed with or maybe comfortable to tok to or even people that they trust. Am i right to say that?? Well, in fact i'm troubled with many things too but that doesnt mean i'm stress.. lolx~ But i wun share my problems anymore lah. whatever i will write in my blog le. i dun care.. :P These days ESC people have been saying that i;m crazy. Thats how i normally vent out my anger beside spending money and eating. lolx~ Laughing out loud is one way i can actually cool my anger now n forget my probs.. :D Am i crazy?? LolX~ Well, whatever it is to those people. pls kindly dun bottled ur probs to urself. Tok to someone. at least can find someone to confine to.. Its okay if u dun wan or cnt share with me, but if u nid someone to casually talkign to u, i will always be there for u.. :D Alrite?? Whatever makes u happy!! :D yes.. i have someone in mind. not denying that. but then that doesnt mean anything else. get what i mean?? Lolx~ wanted things to progress but den at the same time dun wanna rush things out too. So people who have guessed it correctly, keep it quiet alrite.. haha~ If u wanna help, really help but dun ruin anything okay.. haha~ :P :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Sunday, October 28, 2007 WhEEeEEE~ Today is my pay day. So happy!! I worked half morning today n i went to meet up wit my mum after work. While its still early and waiting for my mum at the same time, i went to shop alone at Bugis Street. Within the 2 hours, i bought myself 2 pairs of shoes and 1 sling bag. Total only cost me $62.8! Hehe~ :P But meals itself already cost me $28+ with my mum.. :( So yeah The things that i like is the shoes that i bought! Why do i say that?? Cos one pair only cost me $12.90!! Very cheap rite?? Lolx~ I just happened to walk pass n i saw this small pathetic shop crowded with so many people. But their items managed to get my attention! Supposed to get at least 3 pairs in total but.. too bad that one of the design doesnt look nice on me so yeah.. :( Gonna wait till next new arrivals :)   Finally got plenty of covered shoes now. Afterall now i have to go labs almost everyday so yeah. cnt wear slippers :( But still, i dun hv to worry anymore.. wahaha~~ I oso got one bag from Zinc. Supposed to get white in colour but in the end i get brown. White is too easy to get dirty. But still when i tried on it, it looks nice on me.. so yeah.. :P haha~ It doesnt look nice on the pix itself so maybe wait till u guy get to see me wearing it to work/sch/shopping day!! ;)  Oh ya i forgot, recently i got my friend to draw shoes for me. N i finally got it after months. lolx~ Cnt blame him lah. He's busy n i'm satisfied with the design. In total i hv to pay him for the pay that he bought. Gosh.. It is so ex.. $20!!!! Alamak. used once only but i intend to maybe come out with few design n i am gg to buy white shoes n used the colours that i hv to paint on it. Do look forward alrite?? ;) Nice rite?? Simple n cute!! I like.. Thanks Samuel ;)   Well, say frankly speaking i have to many pix to upload in my blog n share it with u guys. Pardon me if i took too many self pix lah. I just love the cute faces that i've got.. =x haha~ Most is take during break time. I dun take pix everyday. Once in awhile only. So when that time came, i will take many at one shot. lolx~ Enjoy!           .JPG) .JPG)    ENOUGH OF MY SELF-PIX. Even i cant tahan it.. :P But it do looked lovely isnt it?? =x haha~Those designed pix is those that i uploaded in friendster. The rest is only EXCLUSIVE in blog itself.. so yeah.. haha The rest is those pix that i took during the holidays when i went out with my poly friends and camping.... ;)                   Today is the last day of Kelvin ( SnK first in-charge) at J8. He is one the friendliness and funniest in-charge that i have ever worked with ever since i came in to j8 to work. Seriously. Kinda miss him cos he barely transferred over here for two weeks or so. He will be gg to Parkway parade. So far so i dun tink i will get to drop by to visit him too.. haha~ Bought him cakes as a farewell gift n even draw him a fat pooh!! Afterall he eat alot n he loves chocolate. haha~ Enjoy kelvin. Nice knowing u :D  :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Friday, October 26, 2007 Yohoo~~ Its me again.. lolx~ Today its the 4th day of school. Well.., what can i say man?? Nth much too. Its just that i am very close with shufeng n huiru in class. Non-stop of laughter n jokes. Lolx~ Today, i just talked to some other guys in our class n we chatted. They oso felt the same way as i do towards some issues. I suddenly found someone who totally understand how i felt. N i do really hope those people who know can come to and ask me exactly what is gg on cos i dun feel like writing this thing inside here. It will look long n it will sound saddening too. So why bother rite?? Lolx~ Got many things waiting for me to do next week. Going to have a Sub Com Confirmation Lists inside ESC for the next two weeks. I just wanna have a confirm number of Sub Com i have in ENG sch and in additional, i want a ACTIVE sub com who reali participate in our events and can help out in various dept that is needed. In this way, we can trained new people to lead the people. We cant be doing the same thing all by ourselves and we oso cant be asking the same old people to do the job too. U get what i mean?? It is really very tiring at times.. :( So i better get ready n be prepared for the upcoming stress... Jiayou sharon!! Haha~ I finally talked to cherished le. lolx~ Its been like 5 days ever since the last day of Oct Orientation camp that i nv tok to him. I dunoe why i nv tok to him too. Perhaps i got mistaken by his actions?? Cos at that time, he was feeling very moody out of the sudden. N as his cherished, i felt that i should at least go check it out n asked if he's alrite. Just when i was abt to go ask him, he just said stop and dun ask him . I immed very angry n said whatever up to u and went up to prog room. I was very sad at that moment n angry at that time. I didnt tok to him even if he stayed inside ESC n played games happily with the rest while i was sleeping. He looks alrite when i woke up. So yeah. i cant be bothered cos i'm angry which i should at least bear with him, afterall he is in bad mood. so yeah. Ever since sch reopen, i oso dunoe why i didnt tok to him. Cos the min i saw him, he again gif me the black moody look. So i tot... i offended him. So i didnt want to ka jiao him n leave him aside. Felt really terrible at that moment of time that i didnt tok to him lor. wanted to check it out n asked if he is really alrite. but someone better not. Ltr again people dun wanna tell me again. So yeah. better wait till the person to tell me on their own account. Sms him during the ESC meeting and i told him that i have things for him, ask him go check in everywhere in esc. He knew it was inside his drawer and i told him better go check it as it has been rotting for days. He still joke wit me that its smelly. Ass hole lor. From there, we began our cherished relationship and mood again. Lolx~ Had lots of fun that nite. We smile, we laugh n we joke. lolx~ He liked the tops that i got for him. Wonder when will we wear the same one?? Hmm.. Hint hint. Maybe the day is where we really got mo qi ( chemistry).. I will sure wan to take pix on that day. lolx~ I hv yet take pix from Huizhen, Qiuling n Pearlyn la. Wah.. gonna take all from em n upload it here n show it to u guys. Or else u guys said my blog is all FULL WITH WORDS WITH NO PIX.. argh.. Sometimes i very lazy la. Sry la guys.. lolx~~ Last but not least, i finally rejected those guys who is after me. They hv stopped pestering me. Phew~~ Really no sparks between em no matter i wanna gif it a try anot. Cos my mind n heart is hvin someone else already. Get wat i mean?? U guys will nv guess it correctly anyway. lolx~ :P Thats all people. have fun guys!! HAPPY BDAY BELVIN!!! :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 Today is the first day of sch. Well sad to say nth really happen. My classmates wasnt really excited or happy to see me. Just per normal. Whereas Shufen and Huiru who joined my class last semester was really very excited and happy to see me. The excitement really makes me feel really very happy for the starting of the 1st day of school. :D Hehe I'll try to tok to my classmates but somehow no topics at all. Sad huh?? U may wonder what happen?? How i wish i noe. Perhaps probs lies on me den. Cos throughout the whole holidays, i didnt contact em neither do i go out with em. Have chalet and outing but i failed to attend any due to work commitments and of cos my club stuffs. Too many events gg out. Have many things on hand to do. Plus i'm working on the other hand. So yeah. Kinda tired out but still holding on strong no matter what cos i have many good friends cheering me up!! Whee~~ Hehe Pay is coming out soon. I cant wait. I again have many things in mind that i wanted to get. Lolx~ I gonna have shopping spree.. hehe~~ Dun scold or say me alrite. I worked so hard lah. must pamper myself a little little bit. haha :P Jay chou concert sales is OUT!! omg~ I haven got my pay. still dunoe if i want anot. Cos i guess by the time i want, the good seats have all been taken up. Hopefully there is a 2nd day.. haha :P I dun care.. Tink i will go. Will the someone oso wanted to go?? U want to pei me go ma?? If u wan to pei me go.. i dun mind.. :P :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Monday, October 22, 2007 Well these days i dun feel right at all. kinda moody these days though sometimes i abit gila (crazy). Okay.. happy and sad to say that i finally reject the two guy who is after me. Well, really no sparks even after going out with them and have a little chat thru fone, sms etc. Seriously, no feelings even all my friends said i should just gif it a try. I did try but somehow nth works. So sorry. I feel sad not bcos i regretted. Its bcos i noe how it feels to reject a people. Just like when i like this particular guy n i confessed my feelings to him, but he rejected me. It hurts and i cried. So i noe how it actually feel to reject someone who have strong feelings for me. But now they still pester after me by smsing n calling me. I ignored n rejected their calls. No one noe except deming i guess and my S&K collegues. I dunoe who to turn to beside those cos so many things happened. As in all my friends looked abit erm.. moody.. Just like me. So i tink i shall not add in my problems as their burden. I do feel uneasy when i see em erm.. cold towards me. But.. i shall not go talk to em till they talk to me. N of cos, i will smile, joke n laugh to em when they talked to me. :D I tink i like someone now i guess. I dunoe. Abit freckle minded. What shall i do? I dunoe if its LOVE or even hvin a fling with him?? I oso dunoe. I do feel that he have feelings for me but still, i dunoe if i tink he treat me as a friend only...?? I always have this thinking which i dunoe why. I really a gong person. Seriously. I wanted to make the move but somehow worried things doesnt workout somehow. Worry that we might not be ended as friend too. :( Do not pester me till the person tok to me. It shows that he's alrite. I wan to hear a ans from him if he really have feelings for me and he oso noe i have feelings for him too. Can this happen?? Can someone help me check it out?? :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Sunday, October 14, 2007 I really confused on wat i really want right now. Really very troubled. Currently two guy chasing after me but.. i totally not interested in em cos at the first we are not friends. I prefer to start off a relationship with a guy whom i already noe him as a friend but not some one whom i dunoe that well. My friend said i'm fussy n picky whereby i'm cant wait to have someone to love me and pamper me. But just when i dun reali searching for one or so, here come two. My cherished recently in camp was joking with me that he wants me and officially announced to some people that we are bf and gf. thank god but... still.. some people believed. Its okay to joke at times but pls... dun be so serious till i almost got tricked by his words. Unlike the two guys. They like me and they say it out which i tink its good. At least they dun deny their feelings to me and somehow their actions can tell that they like me. But as for really started off as friend, i really cannot see if they like me anot. Too good, too close till i dunoe if the way i'm treated is care for me as friend or......?? I really feeling very moody these days abt these issues. Kinda small but somehow no one i can turned to. I'm not picky actually. As long and best is to start off with a guy from friend. At least i can to noe him more than someone whom i just knew. Besides, must be able to kick off very well. Enjoy being with him at all times with non-stop of laughter and jokes. Lolx~ And really feel comfortable with him lah. lolx~ Smoker nvm as long DUN SMOKE INFRONT OF ME... Is my expectation really that high?? My friends and family said its high.. i dun tink so.. As for looks, dun really matter that much as long "kan de shun yan" which i dunoe how to say in english.. sorry. Inner beauty MATTERS THE MOST....!!!!! I really dunoe what i want actually but i rejected them i must say. must be truthful to my feelings somehow. Will keep on waiting for my Mr Right. but i really prefer guys to say it out their feelings than by small little actions. Somehow it will gif me a wrong idea but probably i prefer both.. Can this be happen?? Hmm..... :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Thursday, October 11, 2007 Hey people. its been quite some time i didnt update my blog again. Well, these days i have been busy working n dealing with my sch camps etc. OMG~~ Money is getting lesser n sch is starting soon. What am i gg to do?? Cant wait for my next pay cos it is ALOT~~~ haha~~~ But it is a secret. not gonna tell u guys. wahhaa~~~~ But still, i just bought a LIMITED EDITION Adidas sports shoes which has a Rose Embroidary on it. It is very nice i must say. REALLY!!! Thank God i have 15% and it costs me abt $120+ I do noe its still expensive. But what to do rite?? It is really very nice. Beside always buying Adidas bag, i finally get to buy a adidas shoes. lolx~ Hehe~ Den now i just finished OCT MTC. Wohooo~~~ So happy. Another event is over. Cant wait for the real actual thing where the freshies together with all the main committee. Hehe~ I really love doing prog stuffs. If ur prog is not fun n packed, i dun tink the camp is gg to be FUN. As in, the participants including the Mentor will find it fun. Though they may feel tiring with all the walking n running stuffs, at least they still find it enjoyable. lolx~~~ Dont ya agree??? Hehe~ that was the reasons behind why i always chose prog. I just wanna chose a department which can allow me to do alot of things and at the same time, tink of more innovative games. wahaha~~ AND.. i did it in CAMP 500!!! Gonna do it again.. Yessar~~~~ but gonna wait till for next event. I gonna fight for prog head so that i can tink of more n work together with my sub com. :) Thats all for now. Take care people. Sch is reopening soon. cant wait but at the same time sian. lolx~~~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Monday, October 08, 2007 Just a little update, i passed my sup paper!! Whee~~~ Feel more eased at last!! Haha~ kinda busy lately so i hv no time to update my recent happenings. really sry about that. but will update a little as possible. take care guys ;) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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