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Sunday, October 14, 2007 I'm confused I really confused on wat i really want right now. Really very troubled. Currently two guy chasing after me but.. i totally not interested in em cos at the first we are not friends. I prefer to start off a relationship with a guy whom i already noe him as a friend but not some one whom i dunoe that well. My friend said i'm fussy n picky whereby i'm cant wait to have someone to love me and pamper me. But just when i dun reali searching for one or so, here come two. My cherished recently in camp was joking with me that he wants me and officially announced to some people that we are bf and gf. thank god but... still.. some people believed. Its okay to joke at times but pls... dun be so serious till i almost got tricked by his words. Unlike the two guys. They like me and they say it out which i tink its good. At least they dun deny their feelings to me and somehow their actions can tell that they like me. But as for really started off as friend, i really cannot see if they like me anot. Too good, too close till i dunoe if the way i'm treated is care for me as friend or......?? I really feeling very moody these days abt these issues. Kinda small but somehow no one i can turned to. I'm not picky actually. As long and best is to start off with a guy from friend. At least i can to noe him more than someone whom i just knew. Besides, must be able to kick off very well. Enjoy being with him at all times with non-stop of laughter and jokes. Lolx~ And really feel comfortable with him lah. lolx~ Smoker nvm as long DUN SMOKE INFRONT OF ME... Is my expectation really that high?? My friends and family said its high.. i dun tink so.. As for looks, dun really matter that much as long "kan de shun yan" which i dunoe how to say in english.. sorry. Inner beauty MATTERS THE MOST....!!!!! I really dunoe what i want actually but i rejected them i must say. must be truthful to my feelings somehow. Will keep on waiting for my Mr Right. but i really prefer guys to say it out their feelings than by small little actions. Somehow it will gif me a wrong idea but probably i prefer both.. Can this be happen?? Hmm..... :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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