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Monday, October 22, 2007 Moody period Well these days i dun feel right at all. kinda moody these days though sometimes i abit gila (crazy). Okay.. happy and sad to say that i finally reject the two guy who is after me. Well, really no sparks even after going out with them and have a little chat thru fone, sms etc. Seriously, no feelings even all my friends said i should just gif it a try. I did try but somehow nth works. So sorry. I feel sad not bcos i regretted. Its bcos i noe how it feels to reject a people. Just like when i like this particular guy n i confessed my feelings to him, but he rejected me. It hurts and i cried. So i noe how it actually feel to reject someone who have strong feelings for me. But now they still pester after me by smsing n calling me. I ignored n rejected their calls. No one noe except deming i guess and my S&K collegues. I dunoe who to turn to beside those cos so many things happened. As in all my friends looked abit erm.. moody.. Just like me. So i tink i shall not add in my problems as their burden. I do feel uneasy when i see em erm.. cold towards me. But.. i shall not go talk to em till they talk to me. N of cos, i will smile, joke n laugh to em when they talked to me. :D I tink i like someone now i guess. I dunoe. Abit freckle minded. What shall i do? I dunoe if its LOVE or even hvin a fling with him?? I oso dunoe. I do feel that he have feelings for me but still, i dunoe if i tink he treat me as a friend only...?? I always have this thinking which i dunoe why. I really a gong person. Seriously. I wanted to make the move but somehow worried things doesnt workout somehow. Worry that we might not be ended as friend too. :( Do not pester me till the person tok to me. It shows that he's alrite. I wan to hear a ans from him if he really have feelings for me and he oso noe i have feelings for him too. Can this happen?? Can someone help me check it out?? :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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