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Sunday, October 30, 2005
Above pic is the latest neoprint tt i took wit my darling,ALICE. I took pic wit her when i am gg out wit my mum. haha~ Nice rite? i love it lah.. hee~ Now i trim my hair n cut my fringe abit shorter too but still the same old hairstyle lah..haha~ The new pic is in my friendster profile too..do check it out yeah? haha~ Gonna hv a great change of my hairstyle straight aft my last paper on 22 nov as i will be gg to my sch grauduation high tea the nx day. So i simply cant wait too.. ;)
Anyway will be busy lately and no time to blog too but i will try to blog during wkend.. hee~ but i will still be online! :D simply miss everyone of u.. I'm getting emotional now..haha~ Hopefully aft my Os,i can find a job asap n earn enough money. Its okay tt i hv no time to go idols event though i will be damn sad lah. It depends. Perhaps i try to find a job which i can wk on wkdays. Will tt be possible? try lah hor..? Wit e money,hopefully i can buy the things tt i wan n sign for singing courses. Etc to do wit music.. hee~ tts all.. take care pl :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Saturday, October 22, 2005 Hey guys its mi again. I guess i simply hv too much to say lah.. Dunoe why i hv so many thoughts too.. hmmm.. haha~ Anyway another two hv confirmed wit mi tt they wana go leandra's bday party n they r interested to go.. Therefore i left abt 21 in my list tt can go to her party man. So once again if u guys r interested to go,plsplspls make it fast yeah? it gonna be damn damn fun.. haha~ better seize the chance to get upclose n personal wit her.. ;) Anyone will do. u can bring along ur fren along too.. So do drop mi ur name n no to my email at kittygal40@hotmail.com k? thanks alot. N venue n time to meet mi is not yet confirmed but i wana repeat myself tt it gonna be on 11NOV n it starts at 4pm to 6.30pm... More details is in my previous post in my blog. Do scroll down n read for more info yeah? thanks alot~ Do wana c u guys too.. haha~ Today is Fri.. erm.. today is kinda special cos i dun hv any lessons. Why? Cos our sch is hvin sort of PROMOTION day. hee~ But i still got go to sch cos i got meet my eng teacher to collect my wk n asked some qs abt ENG. Besides tt,i oso stay bk in sch for abt an hr or so to tok to my BEST FREN,geraldine. She lah.. I wanted to go hm cos i'm tired. The day b4 i slp at abt 2am cos i was busy chatting wit my another good fren,HUINEE over some interesting topics lah. Got carried away. Smmore lg time nv meet up wit her n chat wit her. Therefore gonna take the chance to tok more abt her life n some other topics thru fone for abt 1hr plus.. nearly 2hr lah.. haha~ My fren geraldine kept askin mi to stay n tok to her n i stayed. Kept playing ard n hv fun chatting lah. Nv endless laughter n chatting lah.. haha~ She kept using my hp to take pic of mi. Cnt stand her. She so Zhi lian too. Kept taking pic of herself.. *shake head* but cute lah her.. hee~ She is one of my best fren in class n in sch too.. been thru many obstacles n here we are,so close now. haha~ Thanks to god for sending mi such a gd fren to stay by my side.. hee~ ;) I went to hv my fringe cut n trim my hair too. Much flatter now. feel much more better n comfortable lah. Simply cnt stand the hot weather.. phew.. Den aft cutting my hair,i went bk hm straight away cos i hv a date wit my mum to watch movie at PS.. haha~ We went to watch FLIGHTPLAN.. quite nice too. But all the movie scene is all inside the plane.. Nth much but its quite exciting n sad too.. Recommend u guys to watch. but diff pl hv diff taste lah. so if u guys dun like it aft watching,dun blame mi yeah.. haha~ but now,i simply hv too many movie tt i wanted to watch lah. ESP harry potter.. yohoo~ cant wait cant wait. Esp straight aft my Os.. gonna ask around my fren n c if they wana watch together lor.. haha~ Den went shopping again n even tried some clothing too but nv buy anything today.. haha~ rare huh? but i gonna wait for my bro to give mi DISCOUNT COUPON.. haha~ Aim one clothing in S & K.. hee~ Cant wait lah.But i am still looking ard for tops n bottom again cos i am gonna wear it for my graduation high tea. too bad that my sch didnt organise any graduation prom night. Cos the main purpose is dun wan us to spend too much jus to doll ourselves up jus for tt night. But still consider gd lah. better than nth. Aftall i love to wear casually too n i dun even intend to go to the prom night too. I dun wana spend tt much too though i wana do sth to my hair BADLY.. haha~ But my mum would wan mi to buy now as the high tea gonna be the nx day aft my last paper. So she wry tt i might nt hv the time to go out again to shop lor. Smmore my exams is in NOV.. erm.. but saw some lah. Perhaps gonna ask my mum to go down to bugis again for SKIRT.. hee~ as for top,gonna look again. But straight aft my last paper,i tink i wana go down to salon to do sth to my hair not cos for the high tea thingy lah. It is jus the 1st thing tt i wanted to do lg ago since its aft Os.. Gonna hv a change of image lah. Hv a fresh look when i go to work,poly n anywhere too.. haha~ As for the type of color or hairstyle,still under consideration. haha~ Erm on my way to PS n bk home,i tink alot of things. Many things jus came into my mind lah. haha~ I reali dunoe wat to do aft Os lah. I tink i gonna put a stop on my journey wit fik n sly lah.. i nid to wk.. i nid to earn money. but the job i am finding dun hv off day on wkend. sianz.. i guess pl who r reading tis must be damn happy.. sianz.. Haiz no choice.. gonna do sth for poly life,my dream n my future.. haiz.. But i try to find a job where i can hv off day on wkend lor. So tt i dun hv to be so so sad n troubled over my decision lor. Haiz.. guess fik n sly reali will forget mi tis time.. haiz.. den i guess frens tt i knew at events n at fanclub gonna drift away too.. sad sad.. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Friday, October 21, 2005 Hey guys.. Its mi again~ Finally hv abit of free time to update my blog. Well,i jus received two pl who hv confirmed wit mi tt they can make it to LEANDRA's bday. Therefore i left abt 23 pl in my list who can go.. So those pl who r interested to go,Do do do grab tis chance ASAP n email mi to inform mi yeah? If not,i dunoe when is the nx chance for u guys to c her so upclose n personal..So do take tis opportunity n cherish it yeah? hee~ Well,today is my practical. Kinda very sucking lah. I kept panicking sia. But end up all my oberservation n results is diff from my fren. So i tink i reali gonna die for my practical. So i gonna do my very very best on science MCQ n structured Qs lor. Or else i dun tink i can score well n get into the course tt i wanted to go.. God,pls pray for mi!! Sigh.. Besides tt,ytd i was talking to my sis n she was browsing thru the STARIDOL website. Cos her fren's fren cousin is inside n somebody too..haha~ Den now Channel U is hvin lots of prog cmin up such as project superstar 2006, super band,super host etc.. My sis was wondering if i am joining the project superstar nx yr n i said YES. I am not gonna slip off any chance and take part in watever singing competition if there is any to grab the chance. Who knows someone reali acknowledge my talents n appreciates mi.. N who knows pl r reali willing to groom mi up to become the nx idol? Tis type of things is reali very hard to say now too. But jus hoping for the best for myself. :) Well,singing n music is my interests since i was young. N to become a singer is my dream since then. Surprising yeah? I nv ever change wat i wanna be in future but i jus wana do sth tt i enjoyed doing n share wit pl.. I always envy those singers or band cos they were at least given the chance to perform on stage to show their talents. Besides tt,i cant even imagine i hv my OWN FANS man. tt would be great n cool thing to hv too. But my greatest wish is to become a very successful n talented artiste. I not only wan to become a singer,i also wan to1 be a host,actress and composer. Cos if i reali enter tis entertainment industry,there is many things tt i nid to try n work it out. Everything also must try to show my worth. dun ya pl agreed? For example fik n sly. They began their journey as a singer n they even release their album. But aft tt, acting was proposed to em to try it out. Everything jus turns out alright n GREAT too. It receives overwhelming responses from the fans and audience too. Tis shows tt if u nv even try,who knows u r not good at it. Aftall everyone hv our 1st time. As in 1st time in doing n trying out things. As lg we put in the effort,wk hard n try,i tink things will jus turn out unexpectedly as u expected. Most of my fren knows tt i love singing n music. Simply cant live w/o listening to songs n singing in class or at home or anywhere everyday. i oso nid to listen some music b4 i slp too.. haha~ N even my classmates n every of my frens noe tt my dream is to become a singer. Therefore i am reali working hard on it. I dun reali fancy what type of music i listen to. As lg its music,i oso like even it is those JAZZ.. depends.. But i always listen to sentimental,rock,pop etc but not those JAZZ those kind.. haha~ In the family, i am the only one who is very into music. If there is a exam on singing or guess who sing tis songs or wat,i sure score very high one but not the title of the songs. Cos there is too many to be remembered lah..haha~ Anyway i am gg to find a job aft Os. I nid to find a job tt can allow mi to earn alot n keep my day passes very quickly too.. Esp sales line. I nid plenty plenty of money esp when i am gg to poly aft Os. I gonna be totally independent when i enter poly man. i gonna follow my sis n bro footstep. try n learn to be independent. I oso nid to wk while i am studying. i simply cnt imagine what my life would be like in poly. i jus wondering if i am able to hang on n adapt everything ard mi. Gonna pay my own hp bills,trasnsport,food etc daily life expenses. Can u imagine how much money i nid yeah? smmore i am a girl who like to go out shopping n gather wit my fren. tis nids money too. Besides,i nid the money to sign up to the courses tt i wan n tt is vocal training or even dancing. Both if possible. do u tink i can survive? But if i hv a job,i dun tink i hv any more much time to go to my idols event too.. wat should i do? they will forget mi for sure n dun rmb mi anymore.. dun tell mi what i hv done for all these while for em is gonna gone jus like tt? i tink i gonna cry like hell.. like shit.. But i believe some pl will be damn happy tt i no lger gonna get into their way if that day is gonna come man. I guess they,they n they all wun rmb mi anymore n contact mi tt much too.. :( I gonna create my own dreams n i nid to depend on my own to pursue n fulfill it. I make sure nth can come between mi n my dreams. I make sure i gonna work extra exta hard to earn enough money and train up my vocal singing everyday at hm. N yes,i even hv the thought of participating SI two.. do u tink i can? I doubt so.. but most pl tink i can do it n believe in mi. I dun understand y my frens n some other pl hv 100% faith in mi.. I jus dun understand. They gif mi lots of encouragement jus dun make mi hv low conident in myself. I am simply very touched lah. But i am still waiting for a chance to be able to prove my worth. Therefore i am still waiting.. Hope one day my dreams reali can come true. But i make sure everything will balance it out including my idols' event. i make sure i still can make it as usual n provide pl my greatest collection of event pic tt i took.. n more.. Besides tt,i oso very troubled over some matter too. I tink i reali fall in love with someone. I dunoe if its love or crushed. Its been a lg time tt i nv hear from him ever since we exchanged no man. My fren kept saying perhaps he's busy? I was like..i jus dunoe.. I try dun tink too much n awaiting for his reply cos i believe one day he will reply. I try to gif him one wk.. I oso try dun make my actions too obvious tt i am interested in him. I jus wish everything can take one step at a time. I dun even hv confident in myself. I dun even mind if i can try things out wit him. Cos u nv try,u nv noe if things can reali work out,rite? to mi,i always tink tt most guys usually go for appearance than looking at pl's inner beauty. But as for him,i jus dunoe.. Sigh.. Sad sad.. N my last relationship was abt 2 or 3 yrs ago.. so it was like.. haiz.. sigh.. Lastly,i am very happy over someone lah. He still rmb mi. He nv ever forget mi. haha~ He even asked mi to come down to support him aft my Os..haha~ so happy lah. hv fun emailing him all this while.. But i sure will go down aft my Os cos its been a lg lg time tt i nv c him in real person n he nv c mi too. Besides,he also say he will call out to mi if he reali happens to c mi on street on watever..Awww.. so sweet.. haha~ Nvm lah.. happy to hear tt.. ;) Hope his bro can make it to the competition too. Gonna c him reali very very soon too.. hee~ gonna go wit my sis,sis's fren n gang.. not very sure too.. haha~ jus cant wait for tis day lah. anyway i still wana wish for miracles to happen. Jus hope more miracles can happen more often.. as in happen anyday anytime will do.. haha~ Wish the things tt i hv been hoping for can come true. I oso hope my effort wun waste n the judges n pl n even the idols r touched by my determination,my perserverance,my hard work,my belief n what i believe in. I'm glad to noe who r being wit mi at all times. At least i still hv my family,my frens including those tt i noe thru idols' event and my idols of cos.. I even told em my dream but yet to hear a reply from em. Hopefully they visit my blog n read my tis post.. It reali means alot to mi.. :) Sry if tis post is long cos tis is what i always wanted to say all tis while n it hv been keeping it inside my heart for very long. Besides,i hv always hv the same thinking n dream at all times since i was young. I jus hope god will always there wit mi to move on towards my dream. I believe god will totally gif mi the strength to move on n hang on at all times. Wit god,i tink everything tt i tink is impossible will become possible. I must hv positive thinking n i mustnt tink negatively. The more i dun tink i can make it,it will turn out to be the same. Therefore i must WIN.. WIN WIN WIN.. gambatte.. jiayou.. work hard..!! take care guys.. *peace* God bless :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Thursday, October 20, 2005 Hey guys.. Leandra is hvin a bday party on 11NOV.. N she is inviting abt 25 fans to be there.. As lg u like her,everyone is welcome to be there so dun wry even u r a fiknatic's or sly's fan or leandra's fans etc.. Well tt day,the party is gonna be very fun n crazy. It is so-call gg to be a bday cum costumes party! therefore do prepare urself wit costumes yeah? U can dress urself up like a angel,sch girl,nurse,librarian,teacher,nun,devil or watever u would like to be.. haha~ I do noe many pl do not hv the proper party costumes yeah? Dun wry too much cos it is NOT a must to wear the costumes there.. The party is start at 4pm n end by 6.30pm or so.. It gonna be a picture taking n autograph sect. N on tt day,u can get the chance to get upclose n personal wit LEANDRA.. sound great huh? haha~ Time n venue to meet is not yet confirmed! So,if u r interested n even confirm tt u can make it, do email mi at kittygal40@hotmail.com yeah? thanks..I will only reveal the details to u when i gather all 25 fans who hv reali confirmed tt they can make it. So do confirm wit mi ur ans by 30 OCT.. N yes,do spread tis msg anywhere u can esp to those who wana c leandra,a fan of leandra etc will do.. All are simply welcome to be there.. Thanks alot k? c u guys there n the party will be very fun.. N yes..,presents will be the day entry to the party.. so dun forget yeah? haha~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 Hey guys. its been a very very lg tt i update my blog. I kinda getting very lazy to update my blog most of e time even when i am free lah. haha~ sry yeah? But to those pl hu hv chatted wit mi thru msn or sms or tok to mi thru fone noe tt i hv been doing GREAT but busy wit my studies lah. Cos my exam is ard the corner in the NOV n my 1st Os paper is gonna be tis cmin thur n that is my science practical. Hopefully i try to be relax n stay calm so tt i can tink carefully n hv patient in my oberservation. haha~ Besides tt my next paper gonna be my CHN O lvl on 31st. Kinda very wry lah cos i haven reali started studying cos hv been busy doin hmwk lor. haha~ busy finishing up n let teacher mark n c lor. sigh.. Other than tt,i hv doin great cos i got go out wit my frens n my mother to SHOPPING. One of the favourite thing tt i like to do besides singing. Well,i been to lots of places n i managed to buy lots of things ytd lah. haha~ so happy. two tops n one shoes. Quite cheap lah. Total abt 30+ or 40 like tis lah.. haha~ so happy. Cos i hv been telling the fiknatic n my fren tt i oreadi lg time nv buy anything or even sick of the clothing in my cupboard. But den to mi,its still not enough lah..haha~ Anyway recently i jus been to geylang serai wit the fiknatic n it includes annisaa,mira,anna,aqiza,wana and shad. I went break fast wit em at a malay food court. haha~ i didnt eat together wit em but hv my meal b4 tt cos i went out wit my mum b4 meeting em.. haha~ We reali hv fun being together n it is my 1st time gg out wit em cos usually we gather together cos of fik's event man. But tis time is NOT so i am kinda very happy lor.. we talk alot n most importantly GOSSIP..haha~ Who can we gossip ar? Erm.. it is definitely not TAUFIK but some pl..haha~ cos aftall EVERYONE oso dun like e person.. yeah!! Its fun walking at the gaylang serai but the main thing there tt i cnt stand is ITS VERY HOT.. alamak.. kept sweating non-stop n its very stuffy too.. sigh.. but overall experience was a eye-opening for mi lah. Saw alot very nice n beautiful baju kurung n kebaya.. Very nice sia. My god.. fall in love wit it.. Esp saw the fav color tt i like leh.. haha~ but if i hv a choice,i would want a green or yellow lah. very nice leh.. hee~ Well,i didnt managed to buy anything la though there is many nice clothing la but too bad tt i dun reali get to wear tt often lah. sigh.. N there is many food too. Though it do smell nice and look delicious,i didnt buy cos i'm too full lah. perhaps nx time :D I make one thing for sly.. gonna pass to him e nx time. Hope he like it cos i oso love the things.. but too bad tt i didnt managed to make for my own lah. haha~ ;) all thanks to mira,annisaa n shad cos they noe i hv been looking for tt but its jus tt i seldom go to pasa malam.. haha~ Den besides tt,sth oso happen too. cnt believe someone is jus so shameless n thick-skin man. Say bad abt fiknatic. The person dun even realise tt actually FIK loves US man.. everyone in fiknatic. How dare the person say bad abt us in which she herself didnt even reflect herself. Say wat we better dun get into her way. At the 1st place,when did we ever get into her way man. Fik doesnt belong to her or us but everyone.. wth sia. Kinda very angry wit her attitude. Seeking pl's attention nia. We dun even nid to shout or chase fik. Once he know tt we r there at events,he immediately mention fiknatic on stage,smile to us,wave to us or even look into our cam immediately..See.. We didnt even do anything at his events. We only shout for him man n we nid to shout for him too to show our greatest warmth n support. So wat is the prob for doing tis yeah? Dun tell mi u dun even shout n seek his attention n look into ur cam? Cm'on most of our pictures got him looking IN lor. Pls lah.. look at urself at mirror lah. Fik is so happy everytime he saw US there lor. Cos he rmb ALL of us. At least he rmb n recognise ALL of us in fiknatic lor. Even our names n even the things tt we gave him lah. The way the girl said is totally too overboard n too much. dun be arrogant yeah.. I gonna show u the REAL SHARON WIT BAD ATTITUDE.. dun provoke mi! Stupid ass hole.. Well,we r not gonna care too costhe way u said n do is simply too childish lah.. not even worth our time too. Go ahead n do.. as if fik happy to c u everytime u go chase him sia.. A STALKER only.. wat only~ :p Well thats all for now man.. hee~ feel free to tok to mi thru msn lah or sms mi or fone though i am always busy wit my hmwk n studies.. hee~ i will always put aside my time for my friends. so dun wry.. :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Wednesday, October 12, 2005 Hey guys.. its mi again. Well sry tt i once again take so long to update my blog. As usual,i am busy wit my studies. It is now barely few fews before my Os man. Kinda very worried lah. Smmore very stressed n tired. Been staying bk aft sch n asked qs or even study till 6pm lor. Den when i reach hm,i cnt reali slp till the nx day lor. Got many last min of hmwk given by the teachers. So many until i dun tink i can finish too but gonna try my best lah. As usual,i reali miss fik n sly lah. Ytd on tues is the last episode of the SHOOTING STARS. kinda dun bear lah. Last time seeing em on TV liao. E rest gonna wait if there is any news abt them in their events gigs or even their nx album lor. Sigh.. I cried when i watced. Reali like the quote that they said "nth can come between mi n my dream" and " i gonna depend on myself to make my dreams come true." My god.. so touching. It motivates mi even more in pursuing my dreams to be a singer one day man. I guess u guys should noe yeah? My dreams since young was to become a singer.. As lg i can enter music n entertainment industry. I simply very into music this kind of thiny. Hope one day i can make it.. ;) Anyway glad tt sly n his family is alright now. Glad that they r fine. So happy to c their smile n hear their laughter again.. heE~ Esp sly.. bought for him herbs drink ..hee~ My sis 21st bday jus over!! yohoo!! so fun lor. Regret not joining the fun the 1st day of chalet. Cos i still dunoe em tt well n smmore they very noisy. Make mi open my eyes n listen to my discman till 4am leh. Den wake up 7am the nx mrning. So tired. Sigh.. But the nx day,i played wit em until like siao man. They played wit mi until very worse too. Joke,laugh and many many more. Den they said i should hv joined them the 1st day to play cos they didnt expect tt i reali like em can play until so crazy lor. Cos 1st day very few pl is there.. hee~ Den they make mi drink VOKA wit sprite n many more n let mi hv the 1st taste of it. Lucky i still can handle man. Nv drunk but very giddy only..haha~ Den the whole celebration is very fun lah.. haha~ Den i oso managed to tok wit a person tt i long been waiting for nor.. haha~ so happy lah.. but too bad tt i cnt reveal his name n pic here.. haha~ (pics gonna upload soon) hee~ Den aft the whole celebration,we gamble. Wow.. i win money u noe? Only $13++ nia lah.. nth much lah.. hee~ cos i gamble $1 in every game. I tried not to be greedy lah though i noe i kept winning all the while lor. Wana increase my bet but dun wana take e risk. Or else god noe i'm greedy n punished mi for being greedy man.. nono.. better not.. haha~ But now all my money is gone cos i spend finish liao. Buy uncle's bday present until no money liao. So broke.. gonna save up man.. cos i still hv smmore pl's bday cmin up leh. die.. Sigh.. cnt hv the money to buy my own things such as shoes n clothing liao.. sigh.. Gonna get down to wk immediately straight aft my Os no matter wat. Gonna wk n earn as much as i can.. hmmmm... Well i'm happy tt pl started calling my hp lah. i dun reali like pl calling my hse lah. lazy to pick up the fone in the living room or in my room too.. too lazy.. unless i call pl den can lah..haha~ den as for now only my mum n dad's fren call the hse nia.. haha~ guess the bill will be cheaper then.. n hopefully my bill can remain lower too.. haha~ Thats' all for now cos ltr at 4pm i got tuition at home n i nid to meet my fren at 6pm to celebrate my fren's bday. didnt reali wana go celebrate one lah cos i dun reali like to go out on wkdays unless its on fri lor. Cos the nx day,i still got sch leh. very tired. I tink i gonna stay there n eat n den awhile hv to go bk.. haha~ take care guys.. love ya pl.. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Friday, October 07, 2005
Yohoo.. i finally changed my HP plan to 24 hr free incoming call liao.. Den pl can dun wry tt my bill gonna be very ex aft they called mi aft the free incoming time lor..haha~ but den the no of free sms is reduced lah.. kinda very sianz lah..but try to limit lor. no choice. or else bill shoot up again.. i tink i gonna die even sooner.. Cos my previous plan oreadi very EX until my mum kept grumbling non-stop. Therefore there is a nid to change esp free incoming call for 24hr cos i dunoe why pl like to call mi aft 7pm which is not my free incoming call period man.. But no worries now.. U guys can call mi anytime u wan liao.. sms oso can lah.. its e best to call lah..haha~ Cos mi personally prefer to tok on fone than sms.. haha~ hee~ Smmore i oways go out n go bk very late too.. therefore tis hp plan is very impt to mi lah..haha~ I reali cant wait for tml lah.. cos gg to my sis 21st bday chalet..yohoo!! gonna be damn damn fun.. den sun gonna go somewhere else leh.. wana noe what is it? shhh.. not gonna tell u.. hee~ look out for my blog yeah? hee~ tc pl.. miss ya.. anything jus call or sms mi from tml fri onwards okay? TRY DUN CALL MY HOUSE ANYMORE CAN? UNLESS IS I CALL U.. Cos i oways away from my hse fone therefore kinda very inconvenient for mi lah..haha~ sry ar.. smmore my hp got caller ID.. so if someone gif mi a missed call,at least i can easily managed to call bk to the person. Anyway tts all.. bye ~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Hey guys.. sry tt I took so long to update my blog cos sth wrong wit my Interenet man.. hee~ Well,i hv been reali very busy esp wit my studies. Been staying in sch to ask Qs n for remindial lessons until evening. Den I reach hm abt 7pm or so. N even when i reach hm,i cnt reali rest tt long too cos still got hmwk to complete. Can u c how stress i am now? My god..!! Very tired.. Reali very tired n stress. Been rushing to complete all my hmwk tt i nid to pass up the nx day or even pass up advanced hmwk to teacher so tt they can mark n return mi asap lor.. haha~ Smmore i didnt do tt well for my prelims too so gonna reali buck up for tis few wks b4 Os lor. Gonna with flying colors so tt i can tell someone how much i score for my overall man..heE~ Not gonna let him down. :p Erm.. thx for all ur care n concern to mi. I am feeling better now but i reali miss sly n his mum damn lots. dunoe whether if they r alright including sly's sis,stacy n his father lah. Hope they will still stay strong as usual man.. :D Besides,i miss fik too.. haha~ wun forget what happen at the shooting star auto sect n even his nx day event at sengkang. My reviews is oreadi posted up in tb.net forum.. Do look it up yeah? hee~ Sianz.. tml still nid to go to sch.. But aft tt gonna be very fun man.. yohoo!! cos sat is my sis 21st bday n i gonna check in to pasir ris chalet on fri till sun man.. my god!! lg time nv go chalet liao. very excited n happy too.. yohoo!! Gonna take many pic on tt day lah..haha~ But at the same time,i nid to finish all my hmwk by today or so lor. If not,the following wk gonna die man.. lolx~ Tis oso means tt i wun be logging in till sun lor. anything jus sms or call my HP regardless wat time or so.. :D Will miss my com damn lots.. :( Aaaa.. nth much to write too.. N yes.. i oso wana wish all my frens who r sitting for Ns tis yr man. Must wk hard yeah? heE~ i believe u guys can do it.. So god bless! Thats all for now. anything do update mi yeah? hee~ Tc pl.. miss u guys.. simply cant wait aft my Os lah. Cos i oreadi hv plans aft it man.. gonna be a busy day for mi AGAIN.. Chalet,nid to go SP for 2wks n even working.. C how sharon is so busy abt? sigh.. but dun wry, i will still take gd care of myself ;) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Monday, October 03, 2005 Hey guys its mi again. Well sry for the long update abt my blog. I kinda very busy lately again wit my studies. My Os is jus barely 1mth from now. Kinda very wry lah but i am still trying my best to cope wit it. Hope i wun faced any difficulties on it along my revision ;) Well,on sat,i went to shooting star auto sect. Took a cab now to MAC to book a place for RAZ as he nid a place for everyone to come n gather ard to collect FIKNATIC TSHIRT.. my god.. its so nice man.. haha~ I went to wear n i nid to wear a PINK jacket over it too cos nid to be fair tt i am both sly n fik fans..haha~ Den we joke tt when i c sly,i must zip it up den when fik come,i must do the so-call strip actions lah..funny lor..haha~ Den we oso got talk awhile lah. Sly's mum cases was reported in newspaper whereas i oreadi knew abt tis thingy the day b4. I cried very lg even at mac when i told cheryl n rest abt tis thingy lor. I very worry for sly n sly's sis stacy.. very very wry lah.. Fri is my last time talking to SLY's mum thru fone man. So sad. N i only get to noe only on tt day 30mins b4 her court hearing. They didnt wana tell mi or let mi noe cos they noe i will be there or even cry.. Reali cnt bear her lah.. Not cos she's sly mum is cos she treated mi very good.. very good.. simply good. dunoe how to describe thru here but i always her as in rmb the moments tt i spend wit her at all times from the bottom of my heart. Wish she will stay healthy at all times n dun wry too much cos she must hv faith in sly tt he will take gd care of the family on the behalf of her.. I oso promised her tt i will continue to support SLY n i will! I oso promised cheryl tt i will not cry infront of him or even make him cry.. I tried but i cant when he started singing n even dedicated the song to his mum. But b4 tt,i asked who wana take pic wit mi wit the fiknatic shirt lor. N everyone said they want den i quickly took out my jacket n posed. haha~ very nice lah cos i used diff pose..haha~ N i was touched by what ANNISAA do for fik. My pic is in it cos ANNISAA told him tt she get to noe mi thru his events lah.. So sweet n i cried. Den they very naughty n took pic of mi crying man.. so bad.. Smmore close-up.. *shake head* simply cant avoid their camera lah.. keep forcing to take pic of mi crying..haiz.. who call mi so emotional rite? sigh..   I jus noe i kept forcing myself to be happy lah n smile too.. Nobody know!! Smile smile smile n chesse ;) Took alot of pic of mi smmore too.. my god!!Ha~ [Pic time]            den iffa or whoever said i look like as if idol or what leh.. so many pl wana took pic wit mi.. i was like where got.. haha~ but how i hope i can be a idol one day n in fact it is my dream lah.. still working on my vocal skills.. Anyway we simply took alot of pic to ease our boredness    N when sly step up the stage,i was with FIKNATIC.. i kept jumping n shouting for SLY n i managed to get his attention n he waved to mi n smiled..haha~ so happy. B4,i was happily n being crazy shouting n screaming for other idols. nid to be fair too.. But when its his turn,i totally cnt stop thinking abt His mum.. I noe he is trying to be brave infront of his fans and public. Therefore b4 tt day,i wrote to him 2 and a half pg of letter to him. N at the end of the song when he said he wana dedicated the song to his mum,he breakdown. I oso breakdown too.. I cried. Some of the fiknatic who r not aware of the news yet,they didnt noe what happen to sly n even to mi.. Iffa who is besides mi is aware of it n kept consoling mi.. Thx ger!! Den mi n rest of sly's fan oso cried wit him n i kept shouting to him" dun cry" in chinese. Simply cnt control my emotion. I oso noe he oso cant control too.. My letter content oso cnt reveal much too.. But the only thing tt i ask him to promise mi to BE STRONG. DO RMB TO TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF N BEAR IN MIND WHAT HE HV PROMISE HIS MUM. as for mi,i jus told him tt i will oways be there wit him.. When its fik's turn,well i still crying lah. Crying non-stop. He sang 1st n even specially dedicated to sly besides his mum. I was touched n cried even worse. The sogn is oreadi so meaningful but it turns out even meaningful. Den fik was very happy tt we wore the shirt n even thanked shafik for designing.. Cool~ Den when he came over to our side n smiled n look at our cam,i am still crying. I tried dun make it obvious n used my cam to block myself but i tink he must hv noticed lah cos i jus standing the 2nd or 3rd row from the queue n it is so-called quite near too but i nv hv any eye contact wit him lah but i noe i got smile to him lah.. pretending i got c him from my camera screen. Finally its signing of the album time. Kept crying non-stop n mira n rest was kinda confused why i cried. I tink they must hv tink tt i am touched wit the songs or wat lah but in fact i'm not. They only came to realise when they log into the forum.. :'( crying again~ Den meanwhile we were still waiting for our turn,i kept focusing on SLY lah. He's my main concern on tt day lah. No choice. very wry for him ;) but i was excused by the FIKNATIC. sry guys.. :( Den i shouted at sly.. den i asked him to smile n do the action lor. Den he gif mi bk a damn big big smile.. quite being forced by mi lah.. i was like stupid sly lor..haha~ still can joke wit mi n the rest was laughing at sly..haha~ Den when i moved quite near n infront of fik. Fik do the actions tt he kanna blocked by pl n cnt c mi lah.. Den he smiled at mi n even posed. I was kinda blur at tt time cos i didnt asked him to pose or watever lah. Den i was like.. " pic ar?" den take lor. Den all laughed at his actions lah.. very cute~ Den its time for mi to go on stage to get all of their signature. The 1st is FIK.. well i saw him.. He said hey i rmb u lah.. Den he pretend n snapped his finger n said " wat's ur name ar.." i was like nvm lah.. its okay tt u cant rmb.. den he said i rmb lah.. ur letter (blah blah tt i cnt rmb) den i replied u dun bluff mi n he said i'm seriois,i reali rmb u n ur name lah.. den i oso asked him to write my name n he reali remembered. Tt reali touches mi lah.. i'm happy n touched n managed to get a hug from him.. A very warmth hug.. thanks fik.. Den finally its sly.. my sly!! Well he saw mi,he looked up to mi n smiled to mi by making a wink lor. Cute but den my heart still feel very pain for him lah. Still acting brave infront of mi sia. My god. Reali wana share the pain wit him lah.. Den i passed to him my letter n i point to him what i wrote on the envelope itself n he read. it stated " be strong! i will oways be there wit u" he looked up at mi n he almost cried u noe? den i was like.. u dun cry!! dun cry!! dun cry!! Den i was almost gonna cry too.. Den we hug lor.. den i whisper to him tt u dun cry okay? be strong okay.. den he said ok and thanks n gif mi a wink smile.. Den i oso managed to pass a letter to daphne n hug her too.she's so cute lah.. my goodness n even received a warmth hug from JEASSEA. the sexy gorgeous lady.. Den MAY was standing beside JEASSEA n i was like Boom.. haha~ n she was shocked n surprised to c mi n we talked awhile lah..haha~ Gathered bk wit the FIKNATIC n took a grp pic. Den i went bk queueing up places lor. Den i kept shouting for sly n den do the handsign lor.. B4 tt i wana say to him be strong but he cant hear therefore do the handsign n he do bk.. :D Den fik oso got saw mi lah.. N i cried again.. Cried even jialat.. :(   Den went to foodcourt wit sly's fans n hv some rest n refreshment lah. Den stacy took pic of herself by using my cam lor. Den i told her tt she must be strong ar.. anything can look up for mi!! Den she said she will ;) I oso very wry for her lah.. Den i went bk hm n log in to internet,i was touched again n cried. Why? Cos of the topic thread set up by the FIKNATIC pl. I cried when i read their posts. Cos when i am wit em,i oso got shared wit em my happiest,fun,crazy n cute moment wit sly n they seems to enjoy it alot n laughed along wit mi lah.. Den i oso got post what i wana say to sly if he reali happens to drop by lor. Den i thanked FIKNATIC on the behalf of sly n his mum lah. Reali appreciate for em lah.. thanks pl!! I simply appreciates it.. When i log in to msn,many msn chat log was popped out n many asked mi if i am feeling better lor. Thanks FIKNATIC for ur care n concern. I didnt feel tt better at all even till now lah. Newspapers came out n highlight abt the cases thingy. Make mi sad again. Simply miss AUNTY LYNN damn lots n even sly too.. N even stacy.. Sigh.. hope they can managed to be strong for AUNTY LYNN.. cant wait to c em again man.. Will keep praying for the best for em!! anyway tts all for now.. it supposed to write quite long or even pose many of the individual idols pic.. sry ar.. but gonna share wit all in taufikbatisah.net as soon when RAZ upgrade its internet space.. sry for the delay :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Saturday, October 01, 2005 Went out to bugis n accom my fren go find MM lor.. well sth bad happen to mi.. didnt reali hv the mood to go out at 1st but i oreadi promise my fren n my fren already went out at tt time. no choice.. we took many pic n i bought alot of things too.. Accessories. Tml gonna go shooting star auto sect.. cant wait. I wana c sly badly. Dun wana c tt i cry or even make him cry too. I wana c fik too.. Hope he still rmb mi.. well,thats all guys.. tc~             :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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