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Monday, October 03, 2005 Shooting star auto sect~ Hey guys its mi again. Well sry for the long update abt my blog. I kinda very busy lately again wit my studies. My Os is jus barely 1mth from now. Kinda very wry lah but i am still trying my best to cope wit it. Hope i wun faced any difficulties on it along my revision ;) Well,on sat,i went to shooting star auto sect. Took a cab now to MAC to book a place for RAZ as he nid a place for everyone to come n gather ard to collect FIKNATIC TSHIRT.. my god.. its so nice man.. haha~ I went to wear n i nid to wear a PINK jacket over it too cos nid to be fair tt i am both sly n fik fans..haha~ Den we joke tt when i c sly,i must zip it up den when fik come,i must do the so-call strip actions lah..funny lor..haha~ Den we oso got talk awhile lah. Sly's mum cases was reported in newspaper whereas i oreadi knew abt tis thingy the day b4. I cried very lg even at mac when i told cheryl n rest abt tis thingy lor. I very worry for sly n sly's sis stacy.. very very wry lah.. Fri is my last time talking to SLY's mum thru fone man. So sad. N i only get to noe only on tt day 30mins b4 her court hearing. They didnt wana tell mi or let mi noe cos they noe i will be there or even cry.. Reali cnt bear her lah.. Not cos she's sly mum is cos she treated mi very good.. very good.. simply good. dunoe how to describe thru here but i always her as in rmb the moments tt i spend wit her at all times from the bottom of my heart. Wish she will stay healthy at all times n dun wry too much cos she must hv faith in sly tt he will take gd care of the family on the behalf of her.. I oso promised her tt i will continue to support SLY n i will! I oso promised cheryl tt i will not cry infront of him or even make him cry.. I tried but i cant when he started singing n even dedicated the song to his mum. But b4 tt,i asked who wana take pic wit mi wit the fiknatic shirt lor. N everyone said they want den i quickly took out my jacket n posed. haha~ very nice lah cos i used diff pose..haha~ N i was touched by what ANNISAA do for fik. My pic is in it cos ANNISAA told him tt she get to noe mi thru his events lah.. So sweet n i cried. Den they very naughty n took pic of mi crying man.. so bad.. Smmore close-up.. *shake head* simply cant avoid their camera lah.. keep forcing to take pic of mi crying..haiz.. who call mi so emotional rite? sigh..   I jus noe i kept forcing myself to be happy lah n smile too.. Nobody know!! Smile smile smile n chesse ;) Took alot of pic of mi smmore too.. my god!!Ha~ [Pic time]            den iffa or whoever said i look like as if idol or what leh.. so many pl wana took pic wit mi.. i was like where got.. haha~ but how i hope i can be a idol one day n in fact it is my dream lah.. still working on my vocal skills.. Anyway we simply took alot of pic to ease our boredness    N when sly step up the stage,i was with FIKNATIC.. i kept jumping n shouting for SLY n i managed to get his attention n he waved to mi n smiled..haha~ so happy. B4,i was happily n being crazy shouting n screaming for other idols. nid to be fair too.. But when its his turn,i totally cnt stop thinking abt His mum.. I noe he is trying to be brave infront of his fans and public. Therefore b4 tt day,i wrote to him 2 and a half pg of letter to him. N at the end of the song when he said he wana dedicated the song to his mum,he breakdown. I oso breakdown too.. I cried. Some of the fiknatic who r not aware of the news yet,they didnt noe what happen to sly n even to mi.. Iffa who is besides mi is aware of it n kept consoling mi.. Thx ger!! Den mi n rest of sly's fan oso cried wit him n i kept shouting to him" dun cry" in chinese. Simply cnt control my emotion. I oso noe he oso cant control too.. My letter content oso cnt reveal much too.. But the only thing tt i ask him to promise mi to BE STRONG. DO RMB TO TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF N BEAR IN MIND WHAT HE HV PROMISE HIS MUM. as for mi,i jus told him tt i will oways be there wit him.. When its fik's turn,well i still crying lah. Crying non-stop. He sang 1st n even specially dedicated to sly besides his mum. I was touched n cried even worse. The sogn is oreadi so meaningful but it turns out even meaningful. Den fik was very happy tt we wore the shirt n even thanked shafik for designing.. Cool~ Den when he came over to our side n smiled n look at our cam,i am still crying. I tried dun make it obvious n used my cam to block myself but i tink he must hv noticed lah cos i jus standing the 2nd or 3rd row from the queue n it is so-called quite near too but i nv hv any eye contact wit him lah but i noe i got smile to him lah.. pretending i got c him from my camera screen. Finally its signing of the album time. Kept crying non-stop n mira n rest was kinda confused why i cried. I tink they must hv tink tt i am touched wit the songs or wat lah but in fact i'm not. They only came to realise when they log into the forum.. :'( crying again~ Den meanwhile we were still waiting for our turn,i kept focusing on SLY lah. He's my main concern on tt day lah. No choice. very wry for him ;) but i was excused by the FIKNATIC. sry guys.. :( Den i shouted at sly.. den i asked him to smile n do the action lor. Den he gif mi bk a damn big big smile.. quite being forced by mi lah.. i was like stupid sly lor..haha~ still can joke wit mi n the rest was laughing at sly..haha~ Den when i moved quite near n infront of fik. Fik do the actions tt he kanna blocked by pl n cnt c mi lah.. Den he smiled at mi n even posed. I was kinda blur at tt time cos i didnt asked him to pose or watever lah. Den i was like.. " pic ar?" den take lor. Den all laughed at his actions lah.. very cute~ Den its time for mi to go on stage to get all of their signature. The 1st is FIK.. well i saw him.. He said hey i rmb u lah.. Den he pretend n snapped his finger n said " wat's ur name ar.." i was like nvm lah.. its okay tt u cant rmb.. den he said i rmb lah.. ur letter (blah blah tt i cnt rmb) den i replied u dun bluff mi n he said i'm seriois,i reali rmb u n ur name lah.. den i oso asked him to write my name n he reali remembered. Tt reali touches mi lah.. i'm happy n touched n managed to get a hug from him.. A very warmth hug.. thanks fik.. Den finally its sly.. my sly!! Well he saw mi,he looked up to mi n smiled to mi by making a wink lor. Cute but den my heart still feel very pain for him lah. Still acting brave infront of mi sia. My god. Reali wana share the pain wit him lah.. Den i passed to him my letter n i point to him what i wrote on the envelope itself n he read. it stated " be strong! i will oways be there wit u" he looked up at mi n he almost cried u noe? den i was like.. u dun cry!! dun cry!! dun cry!! Den i was almost gonna cry too.. Den we hug lor.. den i whisper to him tt u dun cry okay? be strong okay.. den he said ok and thanks n gif mi a wink smile.. Den i oso managed to pass a letter to daphne n hug her too.she's so cute lah.. my goodness n even received a warmth hug from JEASSEA. the sexy gorgeous lady.. Den MAY was standing beside JEASSEA n i was like Boom.. haha~ n she was shocked n surprised to c mi n we talked awhile lah..haha~ Gathered bk wit the FIKNATIC n took a grp pic. Den i went bk queueing up places lor. Den i kept shouting for sly n den do the handsign lor.. B4 tt i wana say to him be strong but he cant hear therefore do the handsign n he do bk.. :D Den fik oso got saw mi lah.. N i cried again.. Cried even jialat.. :(   Den went to foodcourt wit sly's fans n hv some rest n refreshment lah. Den stacy took pic of herself by using my cam lor. Den i told her tt she must be strong ar.. anything can look up for mi!! Den she said she will ;) I oso very wry for her lah.. Den i went bk hm n log in to internet,i was touched again n cried. Why? Cos of the topic thread set up by the FIKNATIC pl. I cried when i read their posts. Cos when i am wit em,i oso got shared wit em my happiest,fun,crazy n cute moment wit sly n they seems to enjoy it alot n laughed along wit mi lah.. Den i oso got post what i wana say to sly if he reali happens to drop by lor. Den i thanked FIKNATIC on the behalf of sly n his mum lah. Reali appreciate for em lah.. thanks pl!! I simply appreciates it.. When i log in to msn,many msn chat log was popped out n many asked mi if i am feeling better lor. Thanks FIKNATIC for ur care n concern. I didnt feel tt better at all even till now lah. Newspapers came out n highlight abt the cases thingy. Make mi sad again. Simply miss AUNTY LYNN damn lots n even sly too.. N even stacy.. Sigh.. hope they can managed to be strong for AUNTY LYNN.. cant wait to c em again man.. Will keep praying for the best for em!! anyway tts all for now.. it supposed to write quite long or even pose many of the individual idols pic.. sry ar.. but gonna share wit all in taufikbatisah.net as soon when RAZ upgrade its internet space.. sry for the delay :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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