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Wednesday, July 01, 2009 Maintaining a friendship wasnt easy :( Well oh well... graduating life indeed wasnt easy for me. why do i say so? My schedule used to be very packed almost EVERYDAY when im still schooling and when on weekend, i will be working but still, will be gg out after work with my colleagues.. :P After i graduate, it seems those ppl whom i always hang out with me seems to drift me apart. I wonder how come? Do i really look as if im reali busy or im just a bosim fren to em? Whatever outings or gatherings that ppl organised and i didnt go doesnt mean they r not important. Sometimes is i just unable to excuse myself from work or i got something important to attend to or i already have prog :(( When i get to overheard that they went out recently or have outings on planned, i get very upset that im no longer being asked along. :( I tried my best already but yet failed. What am i supposed to do to all my dearest fren?? Whenever u nid me, im always there to lend my listening ear and my shoulder. Where have u guys been when i need u guys? Am i really not a gd fren to u guys after what we have gone thru together all these while? Are our friendship that fragile? Im really busy at times cos i nid to work. I have my own reasons to work that hard to earn that much of money. Not only to content myself but my parents too, in order to gif em a better life that they should be deserved. I tot my fren would understand but some just couldnt that one of my fren just told me this " ..perhaps they r just not ur click of friends who can understands u.. u have plenty more awaiting and standing by ur side always whenever u nid them..." So...isit true? Im tried my best and i did... its beyond my limits and im tired! think back what have i been doing for the friendship... am i that worthless? :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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