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Thursday, February 26, 2009 I nid a Serious Break! Gosh. I simply cant wait to go Bangkok. I mean it very Seriously! Im sick and tired of the lives im going thru all these while in Singapore. Cant wait to go Bangkok to have a short period of PEACE esp from my Family. :(( As usual...., i kinda dun reali like my family. I seriously dunoe how to explain but the situation is like this.... Though people said that im fortunate to have a complete family, however they are not aware of anything about my family background. I do noe that my parents have been working reali very hard for this family and i do noe that they r reali very tired. But as compared to other families, i dun tink there arent any much difference. How come their children dun have to work while i nid to?? And why their children are given a certain amount of allowance while i dun have?? All these questions have been wondering inside my brain and have been reali bothering me reali unhappily. I seriously dun feel happy at all when i stayed at home. Therefore i always spend my time out of my house esp in school or in work. When i work, im working for the sake of money. If i no money, i dun tink i have the money for any entertainment with friends and of cos get the things that i want or i like. As for in school, i get to noe more friends and they make me happy. At least they dun bothered me with lots of unnecessary stuff. One thing i couldnt tahan my parents is they keep complaining that they r tired. What abt me?? I have been working while studying since pri sch i guess. Earning as much as i can to support myself alone until i entered poly, i managed to fork out abit to gif my mother allowance and of cos pay my own hp bills. Sometimes, its reali not enough for me to spend. As days goes by,i managed to save up alot as i tend to be thrifty at times. However my mum tend to spend my money at times to buy her own things without my awareness or my permission b4 she swipe any cards. I seriously get very angry when i noe abt it as... its not a matter of how much but the matter of courtesy. I gave her my card is for her to withdraw to pay for my bills and my monthly allowance for her and not for any other purposes. She misused it and i took it back. Other than that, i have a wide circle of friends. However, that doesnt mean i have higher chance of bumping into the right guy to be my Mr Right. HAHA~~ I dun even have time for all including myself. How am i going to have time for her?? She sometimes very funny and informed me abt her last min OFF DAY. I just told her off that im a busy woman who keep working cos i nid the money. With the money, i do pay for whatever she would want or food whenever i went out with her. Thats how much i could gif her once in awhile. I have no time to accom her, thats how i use the money to repay the time that i didnt get with her. She just dun understand the meaning behind so do my friend except my collegues. :(( They dunoe the real reasons behind it actually. :(( I feel happy when i get to spend money. Seriously. I dun even have time for anybody including myself. If i were to keep always accompany her, when do i have the time for my boyfriend. That is why i dun have boyfriend now?? Perhaps?? I dunoe. I seriously very dulan to a big extent that i just tell my mother that if she wanna quit her job now is none of my biz. Cos i do not wanna hear any nagging that she's bored staying home alone. She should noe that every morning if she were to wake up, she will find nobody at home, everybody have left for work. Im not even free on weekends, what should i do?? I seriously wanna knock some sense in her and my dad too. So what if i have graduate? I nid a short break too! What for rush me to go find a job in which i have not rested enough?? At one point ask me faster earn more money so that they could retired and stay at home and dun have to work. And another point ask me spend more time with them. and another point ask me find a boyfriend soon?? Why have so much expectation on me in which i dun even get to enjoy the things that i reali enjoyed doing or get the things that i reali want?? Why do i have to go thru all this kind of unhealthy lifestyle living??? :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
OMG~~ though im going to Bangkok soon, i still buy this n that in SINGAPORE!!! Damn it I bought quite alot of things lahh.. Cosmetics and Lingerie. HAHA~ Kanna complaint and scolded by my mum n elder sis. Said i should have wait till i go BKK den buy all i want cos there is real damn cheap. HAHA~~ but somehow couldnt control :P
But seriously, i gonna stop buying,stop shopping. HEHE~~ Guess cosmetics is one of my shopping lists that i will be getting when i get there. Afterall, i do make up. Will use anyway.. HAHA :D Oh ya.. i went out with my sec sch fren, Geraldine. We went shopping for our upcoming fren's 21st bday present, Monica. We bought for her a watch, gonna collect it tml cos got scatches. HEHE~~ Cant wait to see my sec sch fren again.. :))   N i forgot to shop for my poly fren bday, Huizhen. Gonna ask around who wanna share. Feel like buying her some hello kitty thingy from MAC.. HAHA~ Cos i like it too ;) Gonna shop on wed or thurs.. HAHA.. last min.. =x This week is indeed a busy week for me. Gonna try Bridal maid outfit on fri after my prog meeting. Hope my slimming in action do work out successfully. HEHE~~~ Thats all. Tml working Afternoon shift.. yawnn.. im tired.. Take care peeps..
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Monday, February 23, 2009
Yohoo guys.. its been reali quite some time i update my blog. Getting lazier.. opps... =x Well, finally, my paper are over!!! Projects are over too!! Overall grade still not bad. Hopefully, my MP helped me to pull my GPA higher that i can go for UNI.. :) If not, guess i will have to work really hard for 1 year b4 i enrolled into UNI after i get my cert on MAY. :)) For now, im working very hard as a part-timer @ Vivo Baleno. :)) Besides tat, i will be busy preparing for my last event in poly till April. In the meantime, i will busy preparing for Nancy wedding on March 21st and my sister wedding on May 23rd. Last but not least will be my 21st bday celebration!! Now u can see how busy i am though i am not in the midst of looking for a stable full time job?? lolx~~ HEHE~~ Reali got lots of things in my mind right now. HAHA~~ What job do i reali want if i cant get into uni?? I tot of being a brand merchaniser or website designer or even an event/wedding planner. My sis once told me that im not gd at studies but im gd at learning. Indeed it is. Not denying, im a girl who love to learn esp on the things i reali wanted to learn or enjoy doing. Seriously. I can picked up reali fast... :)) My sis reali pin high hopes on me including my parents.. hmmm.. what should i do??? In the meantime of all these mini mind-ing things going on, im preparing to go for my bkk trip for 5 D 4 N. Woohoo~~ Im going with my ihub ppl. OMG~~ I simply cant wait n my shopping lists is getting longer. Guess i reali gonna buy whatever i like or i can when i get there. Simply prepare a big empty luggage and a empty big bag for me to carry while im gg shopping. HAHA or even not enough space. HAHA.. HEHE.. kinda kiasu huh?? Bobian.. i love SHOPPING... wait for my pix alrite?? HAHA  
I will try to update as write down my happenings n feelings.. hehe.. soon my 21st bday wish is coming out!! Just wait and see!! HAHA :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Friday, February 06, 2009
HAHA.. though now its still NEW YEAR. but i still cant stop buying things. Guess my waredrobe is bursting soon.. OMG.. HAHA~~ but soon, my sis gonna get marry and all the things inside the waredrobe gonna be moved to her hse. so.. i simply cant wait.. YEAH~!!! Soon, i gonna go to bkk with my club ppl. gonna do non-stop shopping from head to toe and even inner wear too.. HAHA.. when my mum heard abt it, she was like.. -.-llll but i gonna care. gonna plan the lists of things i wanna get den when i go there, i gonna die die must get the things tt i am looking for and oso get as much i get since the things over there is really very very cheap.. :DDD But as for in singapore, i bought lots of dresses. simply getting to look nicer on it. HAA. Guess im getting slimmer so the figure is there u see?? N my fren r saying tt im getting prettier, slimmer and sexier. OMG =x Cant believe what they said but its true lah. even my collegues oso said that. HAHA.. Hopefully i reali get to wear like ermm.. without any cardigan if i get to wear any tanktop, tube etc.. HAHA ::PP Wish me luck den... ;) take care peeps..   :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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