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Friday, January 09, 2009 Happy 2009! Harlow everyone once again. here i am to update new entries for my blog :D Well as usual, im pretty busy with lots of things after the new semester has started. Catching up with some of my friends and at the same time, trying to concentrate more on my studies. Trying my best every now and den as long i can stay focused. :) Time flies, indeed. Finally, it has come to an end of 2008! It is indeed not a easy and smooth-sailing year for me. Lots of things happened and i actually went thru alone at all times. I didnt reali picked myself up since den. Many things just keep bothering me and i just cant stop thinking alot. Where do all my friends go??? The friends who always there for me, who always wait for me to have dinner, who always asked me out etc... is no longer exist :( I dont know whats wrong with em.. i do wanna noe why?? Or.. isit bcos im too busy?? Totally a heartbreaking year! Besides friends, relationship is part of it that cause the MOST heartbreak to me! Though alot of my friends tell me that this kind of thing couldnt be rushed, but somehow i just couldnt stop asking if the prob lies on me, based on my appearance or characters or its just that the time is not right?? My friend have been telling me how great i am but its just that the time is not right or even my expectation is too high... Well oh well, i have been telling people that i have no right to be fussy or set high expectation on other ppl. It should be another way around. I always have complaints on myself. Always have lots of unsatisfaction regardless on how i look etc.. Till the extend, i decided to lose weight! Currently my weight is 70kg. Gonna lose down to 60kg by MAY.. Just wait and see k?? HAHA Life still has to move on no matter what yeah?? HEHE~ Finally, the brand new year has finally arrived!! Totally set a new resolution i have for this year. :) 1. Slim down even more 2. Find my Mr Right 3. EARN MORE MONEY 4. BE MORE HAPPY and worries free!! Lolx I still nid to work hard even more to slim down by running almost everyday at 6pm at the school running track. If u r lucky, u will get to see me there till 7plus at most.. As for my long waiting Mr Right... i reali stay far in contact with guys to avoid any misunderstanding. as far as i noe that if by 21, im still single..., guess i seriously shall not step into a r/s anymore.. Cos if not, i seriously will find sth wrong on myself. that was why this worries my friend till they keep on introducing their guy friends to me.. lolx.. so funny As for earning more money, i hope i can earn alot to go bkk this march.lolx. simply cant wait!! :D Gonna have lots of in mind that i wanna get!! LOLX~~ N last but not least, i hope i can be more happy and worry free.. Can such a simply wish granted?? hmmm..... :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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