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Tuesday, September 02, 2008 No MORE HIM He broke my heart. he didnt contact me when im away in LAOS. Thats it. Isnt the signal that he gave me rather obvious?? Well oh well.. LOVE Failure again.. HAHA~~ So be it den. Who LIKE ME, bring it on!! Im single and AVAILALE ONCE AGAIN .. HAHA :P Other ppl deserve and appreciate my love more than u do. Im not that perfect as what people think. HAHA~ people have yet to see the beautiful side of me! People still cant accept who i am, regardless of my appearance and my personality. Is there something wrong with me or is there someone 100% PERFECT in this world? I dun dare not say im forcing them to accept me but u never try, u never noe. Cos u cnt forsee how far will both of u go unless u guys reali try. Am i so unworthy for ur love? no point praising a person till so good and that u obviously will mislead the person. And just as i told the person that i like him, the person ended up telling me that he only regard me as gd friend. He is just being honest abt what he thnk about me. But, all this kind of thing i had enough alr. I guess never ever again i going to be close to a guy or believe everything they said about me UNLESS ACTIONS. Actions speaks louder than WORDS afterall. No actions, no talk. p.s: im not blaming u my dear. i noe u reali mean what u said from the bottom of ur heart and u reali mean it. Thank u for making my days with so wonderful and meaningful. Thank u for being the 1st and the one & only person who said that im perfect and im beautiful. Though we enjoyed having each other and talking to each other, but still, it is just my imagination, my own will. i shant now dare to think that much anymore. NEVER! Dun feel bad or guilty for misleading me. Though we may be impossible and it may not turn out in reality, but still, thanks for making me feel so damn special and make the time tgt unforgettable. THANKS. Dun ever feel that u r unworthy for my love and there will be even better guy suitable for me. As i told u b4, no one in this world is perfect. When ppl said they love u, they reali mean it. It oso means that they see something in u that no one will notice. U r special in the person's heart, if not, u wouldnt been attracted to the person. Am i right? Well, for now, we shall take things at a step. I couldnt take it thats why i let it go. I dun mean anything too.. U get what i mean??So many GAYCUS thing happened and im shocked. So.. i decided to say it out and be sure that u r NOT GAY which i think u r not. Thanks for listening to me and thanks for believing in me. We shall see how things go okay? unless u willing to gif urself and me a chance to noe each other better... Love u my dearest fren.. Moment like this song is dedicated to u! Thanks love :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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