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Friday, September 12, 2008 Clarification! Well, this afternoon out of the sudden, the previous HIM whom i mentioned in my blog, clicked on me and chat... I was rather shocked as it was the third time he clicked on me FIRST.. HMMM... I can still rmb.. HAHA The first line that he types was he owe me apology. I was confused in the first place why he said this until he paste the phrase that i written in my blog. Somehow he knew that im referring to him and he was sorry about it. I den asked him how he noe it was him and stuff like this. He somehow could guess it and from the start when i gave him my bloglink and he read it, he already noe my feelings for him. I continue to clarify with him some matters when i get home. I told him who is the person im referring to and he told me that he told one of his closed fren who happen to be her closed fren. I was shocked and he is not even that close with her. We actually had a little arguement here and there b4 we end the conversation. I didnt expect myself to go up to him again to talk things out. Somehow i feel there is a need, cos i wun feel alright too. Though it is not my fault, but somehow clarify things is better than leaving things unsolved. Thats not me!!! :) He said he not gonna trust anyone anymore but i was telling him that he can 100% trust me. Cos im a person whom ppl can trust. At least i keep secrets when i was told to and i choose ppl to tell my secrets to. I noe who to trust and not who to trust after my LAOS trip. But still, we are still good friends no matter what. He was rather shocked after so many things happened, i still wanna noe him better. hehe~~~ We chatted more after that.. All i wanna say is that, its up to u to decide if im trustworthy to u.. but soon u will noe. U will love my characteristics and soon, u will have to tolertate my nonsense and craps. I believe u will get to see the REAL ME. Dun believe what other ppl said abt me but u urself. See it with ur own eyes and spend the time with me. Soon,u will get to noe me better :D I dun care what my friend said why i like u at the first place as long i noe im happy being with u. :D Friends forever!!! Im a fren u can totally rely on, a person filled with strong personality who can bring laughter n joy to ur life! A Fren who is worth having around at all times :D Thank u for allowing me to love u once. Thanks.. feelings cant be forced anyway.. :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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