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Monday, March 10, 2008 Some things i would like to share with u all - Part 1 Hey guys, its me again! ;) Currently now i am having holidays so i have plenty of time to do the things that i want EXCEPT going Kbox or even Watch the show that i wanted to catch on YouTube. Damn it leh... Why ar??? Busy with work and upcoming MTC Camp as i will be the Co-Organiser of the event. Do hope after Week Zero, i am able to enjoy all i want. I wun be running ESC anymore. My decision will be final! So, i will gif my best of all on MTC and Week Zero. As for whether will i be participating in camps that is going around in ENG or TP, i tink i will still go and be participants. Cos u will get to learn more things and noe more friends :D Hehe~~~ There are some reasons why i dun wanna run ESC anymore. Being the main committee of the club is not that simple and easy as what others ppl think. Cos.. some of them just never put themselves in our shoes or even tink in a different angle. But what to do rite?? We cnt blame them too. All i can say its just one of their selfish way of thinking. Why do i say that?? When i was in Year 1, i was the sub-committee of ESC. I was under Jason Gay and Jason Pang. They guide me along the way and taught me lots of things. I saw their effort and i saw their hardwork which was why i decided to take over and decided that i wanted to do the same thing that they can do. When i went for the election, alot of ppl rather supportive but when its come to the result, it wasnt as expecting. Rather dissappointing. But what to do rite?? One say or say, they do another thing. So untrusthworthy as they dun mean what they say.. but i dun blame them cos i believe they will sure regret with their choice. Straight after we have some few events, conflicts and disaggrement arised as expected. Some ppl dislike some ppl in the main committee. As in they dun like the way they are doing etc. When they actually said that, they added that they regret to vote for the person or even came to think what changes them. As i am part of the group, they see me as a whole. They tot that i'm change and they even tot that i will support in any ways that they are doing etc. But they are wrong. I was rather depressed at the moment of time when they see me, they see me/ tok to me or even greet me as a stranger. I just feel that we are no longer behaving like in the past and we no longer had much time for anything else. Everything seems to tied me down to the max which i cant describe or explain. I feel so weird out of the sudden that i began to be stay away from the club including the ppl in there. I didnt even tok to the ppl belong to same room level neither do i tok to those ppl whom i noe from camps. Until one day, they came to look for me to ask me out as they see me alone in the room. I went out with them and i tried talking things out to them and i cried. Everything from the start is being unfair to me. I lose alot of friends whom i used to closed to or even made alot of enemies not intentionly. But the things now is i am not gg to care anymore as i am stepping down. I'm choosing to be with my friends. I decided to spend the time with my loved ones and do the things that i'm enjoyed doing. Hopefully by next year, i will get to enjoy a little and have plenty of fun and rest at the same time. :)) Can i?? I will...... But still.. at some moments of time, when some ppl told me that the ppl in there seems to hide from me alot of things or even they cant be trusted but at times, i do enjoyed myself in there with the ppl . Sometimes i do wonder who are real and who should i believe. I struggled alone and seriously, no one will understand how i feel cos personally, i am a naive girl who believes in ppl very easily and wun easily tink of other things. What to do rite??? A girl who get hurt easily... Well, i gg to end this soon and i cant wait seriously. I will still miss the fun that i had with them and of cos the work that i am dealing with and of cos the room i always slack in there. :(( Hopefully i wun cry during the last day of event. I swear..... :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Sunday, March 09, 2008 After so long, i finally start working. haha~~~ Faster next pay day man. i once again spend finish my pay man. damn it!!! I'm so happy with one thing and that is got one day, bel asked what i want for bday. I told him i want I touch. N he said okay. He gonna asked many ppl to share. wahaha. i am so happy to hear it lah. hopefully can come true leh. Thats the thing i wanna get too. Besides that, i would want a PSP in RED, PINK or BLACK. haha~~ Followed by a branded wallet and watch. haha~ I dun mind many watch.. hehe~~ :P:P Ltr worked afternoon shift again. I today do closing with Justin. Shit it. i hate him =x :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Friday, March 07, 2008 Hey guys, these week have been really a Happening week for me. Why do i say that?? Last Fri, i have to attend Prog meeting for the first time. As i expected, not all turned up neither do they informed any of the Heads if they will be coming. Kinda disappointed on that. As for the games planning etc, i was expecting more. More interesting, more innovative that the previous camp never played before. And most importanly, i would want the games itself and the name to be directly link tgt based on this theme of the camp. So i gonna wait till next week and shall keep track of the progress of Prog! I left around 5plus or so as i am rushing off to meet June to head down to Vivo to catch The Leap Years.    The Leap Years All i say this movie is the most romantic show ever acted by Singapore artists. Cos of this movie, i den realised that every 4 years den got Feb 29. Sth that amazed me. Really!! N i did get to watch this movie on this special day with my friends. This movie touches me. I cried by the poetry that they expressed their Love for each other. The promise that they kept that they will meet up at the same place same time every 4 years, Feb 29. The songs behind that they played at every scene is touching enough. Tears just kept dropping down my cheek while i'm concentrating on watching the whole movie. Gonna find the songs to reflect the whole scene again. :) Went to Double O straight after movie. Everybody was late. God Damn it. haha~ Cos i was sweating while waiting. Thank God, i still look great.. :D When i went inside, i was rather bored at the beginning as i was waiting for the dance floor to get started. Omg as usual, i kept drinking non-stop. lolx~ But still, i wasnt drank. I was rather high instead. For the first time, i really danced like nobody business and really dance like crazy. N i dun really danced with any guys except that day. Really dunoe what am i up to that day too. All i can say, i was rather flirting on that day. lolx~        Shopping Day  I went back home around 3plus and i chatted with Desmond till around 4 and i slept till den. Wake up around 8plus as i have work the next day. thank god i worked Half M. But i went shopping with Lilian, SnK collegues. Hehe~ Well, i bought quite alot of things actually but too bad that i didnt take any pix. I bought my DnD shoes and dress. But i have yet bought cardigan to go with. Besides that, i bought a new white bag. total cost me around 100+ Really spend alot. But somehow unavoidable. Lolx~ Amazing Race 5 I just came back from Amazing Race. Straight after my shopping trip on sun, i went over to June hse to stay. It was really a tiring day for me for the past few days. Reach there around 12plus and slept around 1. Wake up around 6plus. Rather sleepy i must say. Had my own ESC meeting at 11am and i even joined back AR around 12 plus after settling some stuff for every dept. Day 1 I still rmb the very first day of Amazing Race. Huizhen, Karen and I was the first station. Folding 100 stars per team and for first time, i learnt it using straws. It is sth not easy. Moreover 100 stars. My hands was hurt while helping some groups to finish. But the min, i saw one by one team went off, i was rather happy for them and kept cheering for them. Hehe~~ After that, we went over to the Swimming pool to join Alvin and gang. They were playing spot the difference using alpahbets. It was rather interesting i must say as everyone was reading the line while checking. lolx around 2 plus or 3, we went to had our lunch and head off to our next station which is at Pasir Ris,PA. Last station was skipping rope. It was rather tiring for all participants as they are required to jump 200 times with 5 SAVE. The whole prog end around 1plus or so. It was very tiring... :( Day 2 As for Day 2, if i am not wrong, i was having a touch and go station. Each group are required to drink 2 bottles of 1.5L of water. But all i can say the place that i'm station at was rather deserted and boring. With no food especially. I went there with empty stomach. Thank god there was toilet. While waiting, i slept on the couch there. It was raher comfortable with the windy breeze. So cooling, so shiok. haha~~~ Den after, we are send over the Changi Airport for another station. While waiting once again, we were supposely to have lunch but by the time we reached, it was around dinner time. haha I partnered with Piwen. Though i do noe her but somehow we were not that close. So i went to sms Huanwei to ask where is he as he was with huizhen and karen. I was rather sleepy and boring at that moment so i was hoping that they can come over to accompany me. Huanwei kept calling me to ask where i am and asked if i wanna come over to T3 to eat but at that time, i had my dinner already so i told them to join me after they are done. After that, he called me again to asked if i can come over to accompany them and lastly, he called me again to tell me that they are gg back to PA as they were told to do so. At that moment of time, i was rather sleepy and moody. So i sounded rather sad to Huanwei. Neither do i expected, the 3 of them turned up and laugh while i still very blur blur and shocked. lolx~ But one thing i must say, it was rather warming when i actually saw them come over just for me. hehe~ So sweet of them lah. lolx~  We slept while waiting for the team once again until Karen received a call that the station was once again cancelled. Huanwei drove us back but the funniest thing is tat the kept denying that he dun speed and dun cut other driver queue. The whole journey was very enjoyable as we had lots of jokes and laughter that was brought by Huanwei. Haha~~~ All i can say that nite was wohoo~~ Enjoyable ever!!! :D Day 3 Finally it was the 3rd day. We all slept rather early even b4 all the participants came back. So i can say b4 that day, we didnt had debrief. hehe~~~ On this day, we had a Combi station at one location. There were compiling mixture pages into a book, memory country flag games and lastly it was finding alpabets inside a stack of newspaper that can led them to their next station. Soon after, we head down to Kovan to accompany karen. We went shopping. There is a change of our sleeping place and that is Aloha Loyang. We walked all the way back from Costa sand. It was rather tiring as it was rather a long way walking all the way there. haha~~~ Once again, i slept soon after i bath. haha~~~ Day 4 Finally its the last day of AR. I have many things in mind. Went through lots of fun and laughter with all the participants,helpers and the main com. And managed to noe quite a few people and we began rather close. Lolx~ I had lots of fun. hehe~~ Today my station is at fish farm. Once again, was the first station. Hehe~ Saw lots of beautiful fishes. hehe~~~         After that, we head off the Pasir ris. We stayed there till kind late nite and once again while waiting, i fell asleep. guess what, i got ants biten till my foot got a little swollen. We had a retreat on tat nite. Took pix with some of the participants . All i can say i was rather high and happy that day. Hehe~~~Congrats to Kaiwen team who came first.Thank god i guessed correctly. All the while have faith in their team. =))) At the end of the whole event, all i can say it was a GREAT experience for me. Gonna share some experience to my prog team so as to contribute some ideas for me.. :D      Thats all for now. Tml gonna worked in the afternoon. Hope to see u guys soon ;) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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