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Tuesday, July 24, 2007 Hey there~ Hey there~ I finally so-called free to update my blog. really sorry to all my friends who have been hoping that i could UPDATE my blog more regularly. i hv been real busy as usual with my work,clubs n projects. but still,i didnt set a time aside for updating my blog. So yeah. sry once again :D Well, finally.. my EEO camp is over!! There are many things that i wished to say to my fellow main com abt my opinion but somehow,i always felt that.. there is no weightage abt wat i have to say or even what ideas do i have. I do talk abt all these to my head,Belvin but he always claimed that i think too much. All i noe that i'm not. Cos they are not me and they nv put emselves in my shoes. How would they noe i reali felt and how would they reali noe what am i thinking abt?? I have been trying hard to do my job well.. As a asst sub com head, i should be the one assisting my head at all times but it seems they always asked the head to do work or even asked to be involved in the camp n neglect the asst here. Take for the instance the EEO camp, I was the GL and neither do i the 2nd i/c for the GL. It hurts me that Belvin is doin the job and he looked reali very stressed handling all the job. He had two clubs to handle. i reali want to share the burden n work load with him but somehow he always said that there is nth for me to do n asked me dun hv to wry. But somehow, i just cant stop worrying. :( I find this time EEO camp is really very tiring as compared to last year ones. One year go, b4 i went to EEO camp,i hv a true,exciting n fun-thrilling 24 hour LEAD camp. Somemore b4 the lead camp,i hv sch early in the morning. That was my ever first camp. It was really fun n exciting i must say. :D That is how i get to noe the rest from other dip club. After 2day 1 nite camp,i went to 3 days 2 nite camp. So i should say in total,i was in sch for 5 days continuously. Can u imagine how i can tahan and how tired i am ?? BUT.. i didnt slp much at all cos i was hvin fun all through the nite. N i can deny that. lolx~ It was the real true memories that i will always remember inside my heart. :) And i seriously wun feel tired even i just slept only 6 hours within that camp day! This one i can swear! But this time round,omg~ I reali felt very tired. My whole body is aching and i felt that i nid more rest. But... i was late the next day when i wake up. My contact lens esp is playing on me. Very dry i should say.. Trying hard to OPEN my eyes big big. I guess only my grp member noticed that.. And.. that is sth great abt my grp is THEY R THE BEST! I am not praising em just cos they r my grp and i am one of their GL. But when they went to many station games,i heard from the game master that my grp is the best of all. As in they completed it very fast and their team spirit is there. I am so happy when i actually heard that. Really proud of em and really proud of what i am doing. I remembered that i didnt used any fierce or whatever tone when i tok to em and i even asked my team. Rather,they said i did a GREAT job and the camp was boring. i'm sorry if i disappoint some of u cos i actually told u guys it gonna be fun but somehow u guys didnt felt so. sry if i somehow waste ur time n effort down. and at the same time,i kinda disappointed that some of my friends didnt came. Some did explain to me but some just didnt. :( I do noe some of u do hv grudes towards some of how the camp is running and the people out there. But all i can say,we are still learning. We hv more to learn but all we needed is the time n opportunity. If we were given the chance to gif it a try, i'm sure we r given the time to learn. Do hope i am given the chance to try n learn. For now,i shall concentrate on my projects, catching up with my fellow sub com and also work more when i'm free no matter how tired i really am or how much i am dying to meet up with my friends. :( Do hope there is a few days in a week,i can get to go out with my friends and lets go crazy by den.. haha~ thats all. do take care for now. shall keep u guys updated as much as possible :) p.s: no offence on what i hv written in this entries :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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