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Thursday, July 26, 2007 Stressful Period Omg~ Getting very stressed these days. Got 3 quizes next week n yet i haven start any revision. Currently now busy with my JAVA programming whenever i am free or even meet up with my fellow grp mates for project follow-up. Went home very late every day and wake up very early too. Omg~ Lack of rest n slp.. GOD.. pls help me can?? Sigh.... Exam is around the corner too. my first paper will be on 24AUG. God Damn Shit! My exam will lasted till two weeks.. omgomgomg~ So longg.... Sianz.. Gonna inform my in-charge abt it so that i hv two weeks of rest! :D Though i am looking very forward to holiday... I dun look forward for exam.. sianz sianz sianz. During holiday, i guess i have many things planning to do such as MEETING UP WITH FRIENDS.. omgomgomg~ That will be the first n foremost the things that i wanted to do. I hv been real busy with many things as u guys noe. With work and clubs esp. omg~ Gonna go out at least twice a week with friends for shopping n meet up. Anything oso can as long i get to meet up with em. lolx~ Secondly, will be earning more money pls. Gonna earn as much as i can since i hv abt 1-2 months of break b4 the next semester start. hehe :D Thirdly will be doin sth to my blog. Omgomg~ Gonna update as much photo that i haven been updated to show u guys and of cos my blog slideshow. ARGH.. haha~ I guess that should be all for the things that i've been planning to do. But not forgetting to handle my club stuffs and bonding with my fellow sub com. Got many ideas in mind but yet to confirmed. Nid to discuss with belvin. hehe~ So fellow sub com,do look forward alrite?? hehe~ Thats all for now cos i gonna get back to continue to do my JAVA. Tml hv work in the evening till closing,sat and sun should be full i guess which i cant rmb. Hopefully i get to accomplish 22 hours every week. N i'm getting my pay on sat too.. yohoo~ Gonna get new phones.. Whee whee whee~~~ Do take care of ur health since these days have been raining cos i'm falling sick too. So yeah. See u guys soon ;) Muacks :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 Hey there~ I finally so-called free to update my blog. really sorry to all my friends who have been hoping that i could UPDATE my blog more regularly. i hv been real busy as usual with my work,clubs n projects. but still,i didnt set a time aside for updating my blog. So yeah. sry once again :D Well, finally.. my EEO camp is over!! There are many things that i wished to say to my fellow main com abt my opinion but somehow,i always felt that.. there is no weightage abt wat i have to say or even what ideas do i have. I do talk abt all these to my head,Belvin but he always claimed that i think too much. All i noe that i'm not. Cos they are not me and they nv put emselves in my shoes. How would they noe i reali felt and how would they reali noe what am i thinking abt?? I have been trying hard to do my job well.. As a asst sub com head, i should be the one assisting my head at all times but it seems they always asked the head to do work or even asked to be involved in the camp n neglect the asst here. Take for the instance the EEO camp, I was the GL and neither do i the 2nd i/c for the GL. It hurts me that Belvin is doin the job and he looked reali very stressed handling all the job. He had two clubs to handle. i reali want to share the burden n work load with him but somehow he always said that there is nth for me to do n asked me dun hv to wry. But somehow, i just cant stop worrying. :( I find this time EEO camp is really very tiring as compared to last year ones. One year go, b4 i went to EEO camp,i hv a true,exciting n fun-thrilling 24 hour LEAD camp. Somemore b4 the lead camp,i hv sch early in the morning. That was my ever first camp. It was really fun n exciting i must say. :D That is how i get to noe the rest from other dip club. After 2day 1 nite camp,i went to 3 days 2 nite camp. So i should say in total,i was in sch for 5 days continuously. Can u imagine how i can tahan and how tired i am ?? BUT.. i didnt slp much at all cos i was hvin fun all through the nite. N i can deny that. lolx~ It was the real true memories that i will always remember inside my heart. :) And i seriously wun feel tired even i just slept only 6 hours within that camp day! This one i can swear! But this time round,omg~ I reali felt very tired. My whole body is aching and i felt that i nid more rest. But... i was late the next day when i wake up. My contact lens esp is playing on me. Very dry i should say.. Trying hard to OPEN my eyes big big. I guess only my grp member noticed that.. And.. that is sth great abt my grp is THEY R THE BEST! I am not praising em just cos they r my grp and i am one of their GL. But when they went to many station games,i heard from the game master that my grp is the best of all. As in they completed it very fast and their team spirit is there. I am so happy when i actually heard that. Really proud of em and really proud of what i am doing. I remembered that i didnt used any fierce or whatever tone when i tok to em and i even asked my team. Rather,they said i did a GREAT job and the camp was boring. i'm sorry if i disappoint some of u cos i actually told u guys it gonna be fun but somehow u guys didnt felt so. sry if i somehow waste ur time n effort down. and at the same time,i kinda disappointed that some of my friends didnt came. Some did explain to me but some just didnt. :( I do noe some of u do hv grudes towards some of how the camp is running and the people out there. But all i can say,we are still learning. We hv more to learn but all we needed is the time n opportunity. If we were given the chance to gif it a try, i'm sure we r given the time to learn. Do hope i am given the chance to try n learn. For now,i shall concentrate on my projects, catching up with my fellow sub com and also work more when i'm free no matter how tired i really am or how much i am dying to meet up with my friends. :( Do hope there is a few days in a week,i can get to go out with my friends and lets go crazy by den.. haha~ thats all. do take care for now. shall keep u guys updated as much as possible :) p.s: no offence on what i hv written in this entries :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Saturday, July 14, 2007 Hey guys. sry for the late update as usual. I hv been real busy ever since my bday. Cos i got held up with too many stuffs already. My work,studies and ESC. I have now been offically announced as ESC Asst EEO head. I am in charge of ESC Sub com. Now AGM is over...wohoo~ So happy. Many of my friends came. So HAPPY :D Thanks to all alrite.. ;) Pictures wun be uploaded cos it will be too many somehow.. lolx~ N my bday is OVER too n i am officially 19!! Yohooo~~~ Cheers~ Thanks to all the surprises that all my frenz hv planned for me. It is reali surprising and touching. :P Received alot of presents such as Watch,Toy,Vouchers,Card,Accessories,Pouch,Hello kitty Marsmallow and many many cards. It is indeed very touching when i read all the cards that they wrote to me. It is very warming somehow. So yeah. Thx once again. Though it supposed to be a Happy n Joyful day. Kinda sad that i didnt get to spend my bday with the ones that i oso want to spend with. So yeah.. Sigh... But still.. yeah :( But i do had a memoriable bday afterall ;) Today.. I received a bad news is one of my fren had just passed away from cancer. I went to the funeral today n i cried. He is someone that i noe but not very long BUT i am someone that he noe too. Though we do tok to each other but we didnt tok much. Neither do we worked tgt b4. This news is kinda shocking to me though he was in ward for very long and the incident reali happened very fast. I didnt hv time to visit him and yeah.. May him rest in peace. I will remember u always inside my mind n my heart. So yeah.. Remembering u always ;) Ever since the incident happened so sudden,so fast, i cherish my fren even more. As in cherish everyone around me and spend more time with em b4 reali one day,we reali dun get to c each other after we graduate or even left our side just like this.. i dun wan things to happen too unexpectedly. So yeah.. So i hugged everyone by saying i love u to em. I do love em. but i always hv no time for em. i do apologise that so yeah. hope every of my fren who read this noe what i reali felt deep inside my heart. :D Do take good care of urself and do take regular checkup alrite?? Sick must reali go see doctor. Dun delay on these kind of thing okay?? Dun anyhow eat any flu or headache tablets. Straight away go see doctor. I just dun wan any similar incidents happen to u guys. Esp to all my dearest ones. I just dun wan any one of u to leave my side even they graduate. I will make sure i will keep in contact with em. Cos they went thru alot with me. Thank god i noe em and thank god for allowing em to enter into the journey of my life. At least even when i depart of this world,at least i get to meet em and have em as my fren,and leave with all the good memories that i spend with everyone. So yeah.. Reali love u guys deep deep ;) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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