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Sunday, May 20, 2007 He's back again~ Well as i thought that i have thought it through after realising that eventhough the guy that i truly like dun like me,dun see my inner beauty, theres always a group of people who truly love me and appreciate my inner beauty. He dun wan me, my friends all wants me! When the week after the incident, i was going thru depression. I didnt smile and laugh as i always did. All my friends find me strange n feel uneasy when they see me like this. They even feel hurt for me which i deeply feel sorry abt it. So,in order to be who i am again, i began to laugh n smile the week after. There's nth much reali happen for the first few days as i was busy doing my project assignment and even for the ESC Main Com election preparation. Everyday went home till very late and stay up till very late too. Though i was feeling real stress and busy, at least all these keep me busy n kept me away from thinking abt HIM and the sad incidents. However,there the saddness came back again. He went back to sch on fri.. After so long...,i finally saw him again.. :( My friends was asking whats my reaction when i saw him that day. Of cos i feel shock when i saw him cos he was saying hello to me like as if no happen.. But somehow after the incident,we no longer chat thru the msn. He didnt take the initative and it seems he was expecting me instead. I reali dunoe what i should do right now. What is exactly our relationship now? Are we still friends?? It seems we are no longer like what we used to be in the past anymore.. HOW?? :'( Straight after dinner when i saw him again.. I cried. I cried on Marianne's hug. Pang was consoling me. Maybe i reali nid time to cool down n reali forget abt the matter. Maybe at the end of the next semester, his attachment is over, by then i can reali get over already. Maybe again by then,we can be wat we used to be already and start things over again.. :) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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