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Wednesday, May 02, 2007 Busy n stressful new semester Hey guys.. instead of just waiting for the rest of the photos to be uploaded. i guess its time for me to just update abt my side.. hehe~ Well,new semester has just started. It was tiring. The reason was because i didnt really rest enough after my Orientation. Straight after that day,i worked at night and the day after i worked full shift. So,i was really feeling tired during at work. Not much energy. But somehow no choice cos nid to work to earn money.. :( N as days goes by,i began to feel stressed over my studies. I felt abit laid back due to my understanding level on my subjects. I find it kinda difficult. More tt i spend time on is inside lab. So i hv to wear covered shoes t all time. Feet really stink at the end of the day.. lolx~ But at the same time,i really missing alot of pl already..The graduates,those pl who went out for attachments n including those pl who is in sch having attachments. Everyone seems so busy. I suddenly felt so lost. Dunoe what to do. Dunoe where to go.. Really show how they really mean to me n i did tell em alot of times tt I MISS EM!! Some of em laugh,some of em feel touched.Awwwwww.... I been crying these days. Really hope they r around wit me. I really really miss the past... No one noe how i am feeling now cos i dun wan to add it to their burden. I may seems jumping around being happy at all times n laugh out loud too. But they will never ever noe how i really feel deep inside my heart. But i did get to cry it out infront of my friends. Sry if i make a shock out of ur life n make u guys feel so helpless. Sorry Cos of these,it makes me miss the guy tt i really love now. I miss him alot. How i wish i really rely on him totally. Thank god that my fren is there for me to console me by allowing me to lean on their shoulder or even get a hug from em. I seriously needed that.. But too bad the guy that i like still dunoe how i feel towards him. SAD.. but his bday is coming soon n i cant cos tml i am gg to get him a present.. hehe~ However currently i am abit cash tight but somehow i still must get him a present which is kinda costly. Hope he get the msg once he received n open it.. Imagine a girl who bought a costly present to a guy all by herself. what will the guy tink?? Hope he will get the hint.. :D Wish me luck okay?? Wahaha... :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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