Wednesday, June 28, 2006
L-O-V-E?
I will always rmb wat happened on 27june06. The first time i ever ever confess my feelings to a guy whom i have true feelings for. But.. It can oso considered tt i never reali confess to him too.. I just asked what he tink abt me and i even told him that i am in love with a guy and i wanted to tell him but.. i dun wan the friendship to end jus like that after i confess to him which i tink its most likely impossible.
But after I get what he mean,i decided not to tell him that the person is actually him. I felt terribly upset that i still nid to hide my feelings and face our friendship. I felt so helpless at that moment. Simply heartbroken. Tears jus rolled down my cheek while i was talking to him and even my classmates who helped me wat to say to him. After the incident,i dun tink i have the courage to confess my feelings to a guy ever again. I reali afraid the outcome will always be the same. I dun wan to be heartbroken again and again.. Am i that worse? Am i such a failure?
It is reali hard to be with someone whom u truely love and had feelings for.
I just wanna be with him. Really wan my last bf to be the one-and-only and the last one till we get married. Am i very silly to tink that way? sigh.. Maybe i am thinking too much...
Abt this guy i had feelings for is LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. He is really not bad looking.. Can say not not bad looking but very HANDSOME. lolx~ I met him a year ago at a street show and i overcome his friendster acc and i added him. :D From den,we always communicate and get to noe one another thru friendster email. And after so many months both of us finally meet! I get to see him at a showcase. He noticed me first and he even shouted my name very very loud "SHARON!! ITS ME..!!" After i looked at him for awhile,i finally recognise cos he really look very diff from the friendster pix. He looked even better in person. Gosh.. Reali unforgettable moment at tt time! ;)
But.. we hardly spend time with each other such as just gg out for a movie or so. And somemore i am the one who always asked him out BUT he always have no time for it. He is too busy to go out n he dun always stay out late. Wat a good guy! Sigh.. Though i already noe there is simply no hope in this relationship yet i still carry a hope. I am so foolish yeah? haha~
Well everything is over i guess.. I didnt confess to him afterall cos he said things will went smoothly if both parties is very close. if not,the friendship will jus drift away after u confess. So i guess i get wats his meaning and i decided not to tell anymore. Like wat he said.. Time will heals. Is it gonna be true?
I must love myself so that my relationship with others will always improve. Is it true? Can someone tell me what he said make sense? Though we chatted almost an hour or so.. I am very quiet throughout the conversation and jus kept reading what he wrote.whatever he said,i jus replied it does make sense though something he said doesnt reali make any sense. All i wanna tell him is STOP SAYING TT I AM STILL YOUNG. thats all.
Friends and family is all i have. Though now got pl like me but i dun like em cos at tt time,i kept carry a hope tt he is interested in him but i was wrong. But i of cos wun take anyone as my bf. Like wat my fren said,i must let pl who love and interested in him to notice me instead i notice pl. Even i notice pl tt i am interested in,i muz let him notice me instead..
Well that night is simply unforgettable. Even i look strong to my frens when i went to sch,but deep inside my heart is reali very painful! :'(
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Sch Reopen!
Well,my holidays have come to an end and all i wanna say is that two weeks of break is simply not enough for me! How i wish i can enjoyed even longer holiday w/o work. How i wish i can enjoy at least 4days-1 week of holiday out of singapore! I really dun wanna stay in Singapore. Singapore is too stress. W/o money,w/o a certificate,u cnt survive. U nid it! Both of em is very important. Dun ya tink so?
The first day of sch,as usual,i find it boring. But the min when i saw my classmates,i was so happy to c em. Some of em changed after the holiday. N i tok to em etc.. I really had fun in the end of the sch. ;)
After my web application lessons,my group stayed back for awhile to discuss abt our project logo and we even asssigned every member their individual tasks as we nid to show it to teacher on thurs. We were so afraid tt we might not finish on time but still,we did it! ;)
But i left around 5pm while the rest stay cos i hv to meet up wit my fren for dinner :D
My fren and i went to tampines to have KFC. N we sat there n tok alot abt our stuffs for an hour or so.. N we went to centry square to take neoprint! :D Its been so so long tt we take pix of each other man. gosh.. i miss e time which we always hang out with each other.. :'(
But on our way to take neoprint,guess who we saw? We saw ADRIANO (i dunoe if i spelt his name correctly),one of the campus superstar contestants. My fren was rather excited to c him whereas i'm not. He is jus a ordinary human outside so yeah.. nth big deal..lolx~ I admit tt he's cute n my sis fond of him. But his singing is not very good too.. so yeah,i dun really fancy him but his looks only! :P
(Pix of myself.. haha) 
Den after that,we went to tampines mall to walk around b4 we go home. But along our way up to the arcade,i saw my sis's fren. they were rather suprised to c me at tt hour and her fren even offered if i wanna sit his car back home with e rest. I was like.. hm.. if u dun mind den i'm fine wit it.. hee~ So after chatting for awhile,i went to play some games with shan and huinee.. We had lots of fun there but its been so long tt i ever touched anything there.. So clumsy of me! haha~ Den after that,i went to meet up my sis fren and den we walk around the supermarket. After that,we head back home. My sis fren,zhisheng even drove me to a shop whereby they always go there buy bubble tea etc and i ordered OREA i/c milkshake but seriously,its not tt nice man. I tink i do much better leh.. :P haha~ I reach home around 9 plus or so.. N i slept around 1plus or so cos i went internet searching for my project pix and even had lots of msn conversation wit my frens. Rather enjoyed it! hee~ Thats all for today.. :D
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Monday, June 19, 2006
well the next following week,i am given four days off..
On Mon (19june), i went out wit Geraldine and we met at PS to watch R.V. It was a comedy movie so it is rather interesting while watching the movie. After the movie,we went shopping and we went home rather early tt day too cos we really dunoe where else can we go. N though at tt moment is GSS,there's nth much to see and the price is still quite ex to me. so yah.. went home e best! ;) And geraldine even gave me a bday present. She gave me a jewellery box! :D
On Tues ( 20 june) , well that day i was suppose to meet up wit my group to decide web application project but it was later cancelled. N i oso suppose to meet my sec sch frens for dinner but it was later postpone earlier. I ended up meeting jose n syaza in the mrt at abt 4.30pm or so.. N we meet angel at PS. We went to Long John Silver to eat. N we ended up chatting,eating n listening to music from ANGEL's laptop.
Den after tt crystal joined in for awhile and left as she nid to go to bugis. :( so sad.. cos didnt get to tok much to her on tt day too.. haiz.. she is so busy! Den after tt,we oso saw Mei Tian. oso one of our ex sec sch frens. She is on her way back home from work. So happy to c her. We dun reali tok much cos we dunoe wat to tok man. Afterall we r not tt close. But we can c tt she is doing fine,happy working as a carrefour cashier! all e best to her..
(took pix with Angel only.. haha)
Den after tt,we took one of our sec sch form teacher,mr cheong car back home. And along e way,we chatted happily and syaza shared more of the interesting incidents that she encounter when she studied nursing course! It was kinda gross after listening but it was rather interesting. But THAT course is really tough. Can imagine how much do they nid to remember as i saw their textbook b4. It was so thick and WORDY.. haha~ Must work hard alright? :D But glad they have interests,if not they wun hv the determination to hang on and move on..
On Wed ( 21 june) , i went out with my darlings and that is ALICE,her bf,SHIYA,her bf and brandon. I was so angry on this day. cos i was not told that shiya is bringing her bf along. In the end,they make me with brandon sia. I was so angry and brandon kept neglecting me and kept toking to tt stupid shiya bf. As if they knew very long ago and so close sia. Den i was so angry. N alice even remember tt i dun like gg out wit friends when they bring along their bf. Its our party,its our outing.. Wat for bring bf n den jus intro to us n tell us it her fren. gosh.. n smmore kept sticking to the bf lor. shitty sia! N she even asked y i am angry and if i am jealous sia. I was like WTF lah.. WAT IS THERE TO JEALOUS ABT MAN. WHATS SO GREAT OF HVING A BF? I AM NOT GONNA ANGRY COS OF THAT BUT U,SHIYA! In the end,we suppose to take neoprint but i cancelled it cos i have no mood to SMILE.
wah seh i was so angry tt i went home after i send alice to her course at takashimaya. I even told my mum abt it. So freaking angry and it suppose to have a bday celebration for me leh. N cos of tt shiya,she msg n told us tt she's sick so KBOX IS CANCELLED. gosh.. den wanna watch movie,she kept saying tt she watched tis n tt already. so freaking..!! ARgh.. not gonna go out wit her anymore unless alice is there!! Oh ya.. alice even bought me a PHOTOFRAME. a last min gift.. jus like wat she told me but its very sweet of her tt at least she gave me a gift. ONLY some frens still haven gif me any..perhaps they are really busy so they hv no time to shop for it.
On Thurs and Fri (22-23june) ,i am working full on that day. But too bad when i am working on that day,nth special happen and it was not rather busy on these two days too. It was rather boring but i managed to c my viet collegues the last day. She is gg back to viet for 2MONTHS as she is having her holidays now. Gosh.. i missed her so much now. N b4 she left,she even showed me her family photo. N her COUSIN is so HANDSOME. so hip hop. gosh.. N i even asked her to intro him to me.. haha~ as if i got chance like this.. hee~
On Sat (24june) , i off on this day as i am hvin a family outing on tt day. we went to cafe cartel to celebrate our post-pone father's day. Gosh i even forgotten abt it but still we get to celebrate it! :D
This is the food tt i ordered.. Does it look yummy? yum yum.. haha~
but too bad tt i didnt get to take other food order pix! cos they jus straight away get started once the food is served infront of em.. so greedy of em!
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
1st class outing (poly)
Well,this is the 1st poly class outing. Kinda very excited the day b4. We suppose to go ice-skating but we didnt went in the end cos there is too many pl. We forgotten it is sat. So of cos got so many pl nor. Den we went to kbox to sing.. lolx~
Tis is my 1st time singing infront of my outside frenz sia. So nervous n paiseh.. Gosh.. But the min i started singing n even when i managed to hit the high note,they applause and praised that i can really sing well. Gosh.. i am so shy nor..haha~ Den my class very funny de leh. As they knew the tibits over there is refillable,they kept eat n eat n eat n den asked me to call the service no to ask em take tibits to refill leh.. wah seh.. so paiseh but everybody enjoyed lah.. :D
Kim gave me an alphabet pendant n i love it alot! :D I really really love it. I love the things which got my name or tt alphabet. So i usually tend to buy if i really tink its nice lah.. haha~ :D
and even a keychain of my name "sharon" given by one of my classmates too. So in the end,i have two similar keychain.
Overall,the kbox costs us abt $19.60 per pax. So ex.. but we still enjoyed ourselves and we sang alot of songs too.. haha~
They even asked me to be the one to organise and book a chalet sia. I was like.. why me leh.. they said i am the organiser.. pls lor.. i'm always the one who go round talking to pl n den bring the atmosphere.. haiz.. But still,the boys really enjoyed emselves when i asked if the outing is boring! :D very happy lah!
Kinda sad not the whole class went! All lah.. stupid de leh.. Some not free or even no money to go as a excuse.. haiz.. so sad..
But at the end of the kbox right,my class very sweet n funny leh. They even discuss if they wanna sing me n my fren a bday song sia. So cute. But really sweet of em.. my 3rd time of hearing tt song tis year. Very special moment! thanks guys once again!
I will try to book a chalet if there is a chance but no promise of cos :D
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Taufik..
Yawn.. Early in the morning,there is a FIK event at PADANG. Well,gonna meet MIRA n rest at city hall mrt station at 9.30am. When everybody reached,we head our way to the event venue. All of us were very excited cos its been quite some time there is no fik event.
A few mins after we reached,fik arrived. We called him and he saw us and he waved to us! :D
Fik sang FIRST and MAKE UR BODY GO! I didnt take any pix cos my camera quality sucks lah. Too bad tt i no longer took as many pix as i used to. So will have to ask the rest of the fiknatics to send me if they dun mind even if the file is very big. :D So Aziqa and rest who are reading tis,if u hv took any pix on tt day,pls kindly send to me alright. I really appreciate it. thanks!
After his performance, there is a fan interaction section whereby fans are asked to go up the stage to ans a questions. As in asked how much we noe abt taufik.. haha~
I raised up my hand and i volunteer myself to go up the stage. If we ans corrently,each of us will be given taufik's autograph standlee. Gosh.. its so big but i am definitely not getting it back home even if i ans correctly.. Tink i must try very hard to ask around if other pl are interested. I dun mind giving em man though i oso wanted it badly but i cant cos i am gg elsewhere after the event.. so ya.. WAT A WASTE!! :(
I went up the stage and i am so excited n nervous lah. I didnt shake the hosts' hand n fik's too. N one of the host even asked if i am nervous man. Den tt taufik lah.. make me so paiseh.. Say i am wat i definitely not nervous.. haha~ Feel like bashin him up but still try to maintain my composure.
But the min i went up the stage,the host kept saying my shirt is very nice.. I dun tink so leh. on tt day i look very ugly leh cos i am gg after tt mah.. aiyoh! make me so paiseh.. Perhaps is the diamond thingy on my shirt take make it very appealing.. even tt taufik oso said " oh yeah.. very nice!!" gosh.. i am so paiseh.. haha~
Glenn asked me a questions which is not really regard to the question that they suppose to ask. Firstly he asked "what is taufik's favourite song..?" N i was like.. "huh?" and i turned to look at taufik. Even taufik said he have no idea and laughed. N i jus answered " all the songs from his album" N when glenn asked what is the title of his album,i said "blessing!!" N taufik said "NO!! Its BlessingSSSSS.." N i answer backed "ITS BLESSINSSSSSSsSSSSS.." all of us laughed.. haha~ So funny lah. =P
Den glenn back to the questions that he suppose to ask. "Why did taufik decided to stop smoking?" and i answered " because it is bad for his health" N glenn asked what is the main reason that makes him stop smoking.. N taufik hint me n kept making the throat sound.. N i said " throat infection.." lolx~
This the pix tt we took on stage. N i realised my eyes is so damn small!
And after the event.. there is a short auto sect. Hee~ i asked him to help me sign a photograph tt we took at a club at clarke quay. He rmb my name and i am really very very happy to hear tt. :D really!
Well,b4 i went to the event,i kept thinking to myself if he will rmb my bday man. :( but i doubt so cos now its june holiday. He will be very busy preparing his 2nd album. How can he rmb a FAN'S BDAY man.. haiz.. dun expect too much! N i oso tried talking to the rest of the fiknatics too but find it hard. LACK OF TOPICS to tok to.. As usual,i kept silent. :(
I went to queue again and fik and minmin was like.." haha.. u again.." n i was so paiseh lor.. *BLUSH* N i told fik its my bday and he even tot my bday was on 17 june but i told him its not. N he helped me sign the book n it stated happy belated bday. I kinda stupid to ask him guess how old am i.. at 1st he said i was like 12! I was like WHAT? so angry u noe? But ltr he guess i am 19.. kinda close after i said my age.. hee~ N i even asked luqman to help me take a pix of him wit my hp. :D
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Well,seriously i cant wait for his 2nd album lah though it is in MALAY. i tink i will even have difficulty understand but i gonna try very late to learn it n noe how to sing it. I dun care.. i can even ask my mum or the fiknatics to teach me! Den i gonna prove it den i understand eventhough i noe how to sing n pronoun the word clearly! But my heart feel pain for him when i noe tt he didnt slp the whole day the night b4. He was working on his album. Gosh.. cant wait! Can see his hard work. Well done fik.. u go fik!! I will always there for u no matter wat happen even i am a chinese. Though i noe i will get left out,but i dun mind jus for u! As long u mustnt forget me!! u mustnt!! :D
N after the event,we went to long john to eat.. we chatted happily n laugh.. All of us enjoyed ourselves. Though we woke up very early but see him really brighten up our mood! :D thanks fik. It is really another unforgettable moment!
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
More bday celebration!!
Well,this yr my bday is totally unexpected. As i always tot every of my friends will forget my bday or even went for a holiday during JUNE so there is a higher chances they wun ask me out or watever. BUT i was wrong.
All of them didnt asked me out on my bday itself as i was out wit my family. So.. i decided to push all my dates on tues onwards though wed i am working full and thurs,fri working lunch,sat off and sun full.. Can u see how busy i am but of cos i am not showing off too.. hmmm
I ended up very very busy cos i always came home till very late. As a result,i very very tired and never get to eat my mum's cooking.. But my mum didnt blame me and asked me to enjoy myself ;) :D
So ya.. n den i ended up very lazy n tired to update my blog too.. haha~
Tues (13june06)
Today i went out with my two sec sch fren,Wanyi & Monica. We meet up around 1pm or so at chinatown mrt station. We finally get to meet up together after so so long. Its like months tt we didnt get to c each other though we still keep in contact. Very happy n excited!
We went to kbox and we are allowed to sing from 2-7pm. Gosh.. 5 hours! I wonder if i can sit inside for so long though i really loves to sing. But the prob is its been so so long tt i didnt get to sing therefore wanyi n monica asked me out to kbox.. lolx~
But overall,they were far more high than me whereas me looked tired. I kept lying down n see em sing n dance. Gosh.. so funny~ Den they gave me a surprise by giving me a slice of choco cake tt i love very much. From fourleaves. Very sweet of em lah. Though it kinda melted but its very sweet of em to buy for me lah. N they even sang me a bday song. Tt is the song tt i really like to hear.. lolx~
Den i ended up freezing cold too. Cos stay inside till very long liao. Cnt tahan.. ;p Den i kept making noise tt i wanted to go home. At the same time cos i am very very tired. hee~ Wanyi n monica kept saying tt i sang very little songs den i apologise and said i didnt mean it. Cos i really tink tt my holiday is not a holiday. Still nid to work and go out so as to catch up wit many frenz. Tis is no choice cos i reali miss em so much and i didnt get many chances in future when sch reopen so i decided to go out as long i am working lunch. ;)
But really wanna say thanks to em lah. Their surprises is quite obvious but i jus pretend tt i dunoe only..lolx~ But i really enjoyed myself though we didnt really go anywhere but whole day at kbox n eating kbox tibits. hee~
14June06
Today i am working full. Thinking tt i will have to come back to work again makes me feel sick n tired. I just feel very tired. Pay is low but i have no choice cos the working hours is very flexible. How i wish my paid would increase in which i noe it is IMPOSSIBLE or even i can find a new job in which the working hours is quite long but working days is flexible and the pay is abit high or as normal. haiz.. money money money!! Money is so important! W/o money,u cant survive anyway,anytime. :(
Well,when i went back to work,everybody tot i started sch cos they didnt saw me for two days liao.. haha~ Den as i went back to work.i tot there will be surprises for me. Wat i mean is BDAY SURPRISES.. Haiz..
But guess wat.. as i tot at night there wun be much customer as it is wed but i was wrong. I was so busy. Smmore tt night my supervisior went back early n i ended up very busy in the counter doin the washin n topping up of stuffs. Customer jus went in themselves and i jus faster go out n gif em the menu n took their orders cos my boss is sitting outside eating. So i jus told em to take a lookout for me n informed me if there is any customer looking at the menu etc.
As i was so busy,my boss asked me to come out for awhile. Guess wat i saw.. They bought me a BDAY CAKE.. gosh.. So sweet of em lah. Still bluff me out tt boss wanna tell me sth.. stupid! haha~
15June06
Today i am working lunch. Immediately after lunch,i went to meet up wit my fren,yuwen. One my best sly's fans friend.. haha~
We went to orchard. N in the end,i bought a HELLO KITTY coin purse at far east plaza. So cute. N its cost me around $17 (U.P $19.90). As yuwen dun hv enough money,she insisted on treating me LONG JOHN SILVER.. haha~ But i can see her thoughts so ya.. the thoughts that counts.. :D
Well,on this day its quite funny lah. We save up alot of money lor. B4 we went to far east,i went to buy SURPLEE. It suppose to cost $1.60 like this n i gave $2. N they suppose to gif me back 40 cents but they ended up giving me back $1.60. haha~ Den even at LONG JOHN SILVER. i bought two combo 1 sets n it should costs $7.80+ with additional caslaw and cheese. But they ended up giving me $4+ change.. Gosh.. Both me n yuwen save alot of money sia. Both of us jus find it finding but we dun care.. lolx~ Blame their carelessness.. =X
16June06
Today i am working lunch again. Gosh.. today i will have to go out again. Well, today immediately after work,i will have to rush to bugis to meet up with wanyi,monica,cheryl and GERADLINE. i didnt expect tt she is cmin too cos she didnt told me.. haha~ They last min asked geraldine if she is free to come down for dinner or so.. lolx~
Well,we shop the whole bugis but ended nth.. haha~ I mean we bought nth. =P
But i went to collect my blusher.. its very nice n it costs me $23.
Besides that,all of us bought nth..
Den we had our dinner at V8 CAFE. I ordered a strawberry smoothies and cheese wedges. Cos i dunoe what to order man. The food over there is NORMAL. not so nice as wat monica told me. Gosh.. Wat a recommendation.. hurhur.. N i even told her tt.. haha~ i do agree the food over there kinda CHEAP but not so nice. haiz. So in the end i spend around $11plus over there..
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
ITs my bday!!
Hey Hey EVERYBODY.. guess wat is the day today? Today is 12june! N it is my bday!! Yohoo~ I'm offically 18 n i can go clubbing.. haha~
*as if i will enjoy going there..* lolx~ gonna wait till the day my sis bring me there wit her frens.. haha~
Well,today i didnt went out wit my frens the whole day but my family. I went wit my poly fren,LAURA to CINE kbox to sing. N she gave me a present! It is a toy and a earrings. I love it n i wear the earrings straight away..haha~ Its been so so long tt i last receive toys as a present from frens.. haha~
Den after tt,i meet up wit my parents at PS CAFE CARTEL to eat.. gosh.. i'm so full. I kept reminding myself tt i must take pix of the food tt i ordered BUT.. i forgotten.. haha~ Including the cake tt i ordered. gosh.. So filling~ Yum yum.. N over there,all of us spend around $50+ n got 10% discount for non-member when i issue my student card. N i even apply for student privilege card in which nx time i will hv 20% discount every mon-fri for those ALA-CARTE DISHES n 10% for weekends. haha~ Kinda bo liao rite? haha~
Den after our meal,i went shopping wit my mum. I bought a mascara from SASA n a concealer from THE BODY SHOP. These are the two things tt i bought. N my mum kept asking me if i wanna buy anything such as pants etc but i rejected. Ltr she will complain tt i have too many bags,too many clothing blah blah blah.. haha~ didnt really noe what else should i buy,where to go but i did went to shop around such as PERFUME n clothing.. :D In the end, i decided to go back home by 6 plus and i reached home b4 7pm. KINDA VERY EARLY YEAH? No choice lah. dunoe where to go.. what to buy so decided to go back early. hee~
Guess wat again? My sis surprised me with SWENSEN's COOKIES & CREAM cake.. gosh.. my favourite. Its been so so long tt my family bought me a bday cake. but kinda very sad tt i nv ever once got a bday cake from friends.. haiz.. But anyway i do look great when my sis took pix of me with the cake by using my hp. Gosh.. Glad tt i capture the moment..
Make a Wish.. Make a wish.. (hope my dreams come true.. shh...)
I'm officially 18!! yeah~
But really thanks to everyone for the sweet wishes tt u guys send me via sms,msn n even posted up in the FIKNATIC FORUM. FIKNATICS rocks la.. haha~ Really very touched. All i can say is TOUCHED.. haha~ Really blessed to hv known u guys and have u guys as my fren. Really thanks for all the love,care n concern that u guys have given me. I feel the warmth and i feel so loved.
Though i do noe some of u guys were v.concerned abt me working n studying at the same time will affect my studies. In fact,i do feel v.tired n even more busier. But..I do mention to some of u guys the reason behind it. But no worries cos i do bring my books over to my working place to study. N i only work on weekends. So overall,i hv no break everyday. Though it is indeed v.tiring for me, i am trying to hang on. So do give me the power n energy to stay strong alright?
But i do feel very sad tt i cant get to celebrate wit e rest cos everyone seems so busy during the holiday. Some out of town etc.. Or even worse,forgotten my bday den nv ask me out wor..
So.. ya.. very sad.. :( But all i can say is i'm used to it therefore i dun really like my bday every year. Hopefully nobody means to forget my bday.. So i always hope i can have a memorable bday every year as much as i can or even have fun! wahaha~
Well,Thats all as Tml gonna meet up wit my two sec sch frens to KBOX.. gonna sing again. My most time favourite thing to do. N aft tt,i wanna go shop around for my frens bday on sat as her bday is on sun.. hee~ thats all.. thanks guys.. simply love all of u guys and miss everyone of u here! muacks!
p.s: hopefully on 17 june when i went to fik event,fik will rmb my bday!! But i doubt so.. haha~
Tis week gonna be a very very busy week for me.. AWWWWWWW.. but gonna make full use of it man!!
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
Yohoo i'm back from my shopping today. Went to bugis those areas including suntec and marina.
My fren and i didnt went to KBOX or movies though i told em tt i wanted to go sing n watch movies badly. Its been very very long tt i last seen a movie or even go kbox ever since i started sch.. Gosh.. Some pl said its a waste of time, some pl said its ex.. So whatever it is,i jus said nvm its okay. We shall go SHOPPING den.. N now,i am finding pl so hard n asked if they were interested to watch movie or go kbox. I jus wanna release my stress! N yet no pl noe the reason and even tot i am wasting my money. So sad..
Today didnt really saw anything tt i want or buy much but a UNIQUE n SPECIAL blusher from KOREA.. It costs $23.. haha~ Gonna collect it next week. The color is very sweet n the thing is very special too..haha~ Cant wait to use it and see the results.. haha~
I even went to take my 2nd neoprint wit my poly frens. i shall upload it here when its ready. hee~
Besides tt,i have been going round looking at watches and PERFUME.. gosh.. even my fren who went shopping wit me said the perfume tt i like is very nice.. Sweet Sweet smell..lolx~ Thats wat i thought so.. haha~ BUT.. EX though its GREAT SG SALE.. but i planned to buy one of the 3 perfume tt i like after my bday week. See wat i get for my bday this year.. haha~ But tink there is a higher chances tt i will hv to buy it myself. Cos seriously,i tink everybody hv forgotten abt my bday. Even my best fren went to KL on my bday itself. Whereas the rest from sec sch.. gosh.. i dunoe where they've been. Didnt even hear any news from em. Nv even receive a sms from em. They must thought tt i might hv a date on tt day so they prefer to ask me on another day instead. But still i tink they should at least ask me yeah? How many times should i tell em tt if they wanna ask me out,they should asked or booked me in advanced. smmore i'm working. so they cant always blame me tt i'm busy. In fact,i am busy! If no one asked me out,i gonna work even i dun wanna get any off day.. cos i dun wanna rot at home doin nth besides housechores.. Who will understand my feelings now?
I cried when i chat with vera but i didnt tell her.. I jus kept silent and pretend nth.. :(
I'm gg to fik event on 17 june.. cant wait to c him. Dun tink he rmb wat happen during the PA times.. hmm.. anyway gtg.. tml gonna go out n hv fun wit my mummy instead. Bye everyone. hv fun in the holiday! ;)
Posted by ShArOn at 6/08/2006 12:56:00 AM | Link to this post
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
HEY i'm back! yohoo! My paper is over.. and i am having my holidays now. Yohoo!! I am so happy right now. Cos i have plenty of time to rest though i still have to go to work and assignment on hand.
Well,currently i am planning what's my schedule for work for next week. MY BDAY IS ON NEXT WEEK.. dunoe if all my friends remember??? hmmm...
I really dun like my bday u noe? Cos my bday is on june and its during the holiday. Den pl tend not free or forget my bday u noe? Very sad leh.. So i dun really put too much hope tt pl will ask me out or hold any celebrations or me lor. Cos in my whole life,all my frens nv ever hold any celebration for me but only ask me out n gif me present. Thats all!! Nth touching moment i had b4.. gosh.. i am so pathetic. Some of my fren even go holiday n enjoy during my bday smmore leh. Gosh so angry.. How can right? But wat to do yeah? :( :( :(
So far,i didnt receive any sms to ask me out sia.. HAiz.. smmore my bday is on weekdays. Pl not free!! Pl got work.. etc.. HAIZ.. SO SAD CAN??
Well currently now its GREAT SG SALE. got lots of things in mind tt i wanna buy. Last time i used to buy lots of CHEAP accessories but no longer now. COS I HV TOO MANY TILL I DIDNT GET TO WEAR ALL.. lolx~ So funny! Now i got a list of things tt i wanna get.. wanna noe ? haha~
-> Hp Strap wit my name on it..
( i saw it from the GIF A NAME shop. The alphabet is in diamond pattern n it really look nice on black hp strap. Gosh.. so dazzling.. BUT very EX.. it costs abt $20+.. should i get it? hmmm..)
-> PERFUME!!
(One of my most favourite items THIS YR!! I saw alot tt i want.. for example JLO, BRITNEY SPEARS : Curious Womens and many many more. Gosh so nice sia.. currently i'm using ESCADA..i bought it last yr. gonna finish liao.. hmm...hopefully got discount)
-> BAG!!
and many many more.. haha~ clothings everything i will have to shop around n c if the thing really attracts me. cos i really bought some for my poly. N i have too many till i dun hv enough space to hang as compared to my sis.. haha~
The first day of my holiday,i am gg out wit my poly frens. Den the next day gonna go out wit my MUMMY.. den on fri,sat and sun,i am working.. hee~ But fri i am wkin lunch only.. hooo!! but must tink where i wanng go after tt. Though i really nid plenty of rest,i wanna go hv fun such as watching movie n go SING K.. i wanna release my stress!! WHO CAN GO WIT ME? haha~
PRESENT PRESENT PRESENT PRESENT!! HAHA
I cant wait on 17 june too cos i hv a class outing cum bday celebration. jus nice my classmates and i bday is on the same week. therefore we came out tis thingy ourselves instead of our classmates u noe? gosh.. haiz.. wat to do.. nobody seems to care.. lolx~ But dun care la. gonna shop for my classmates present.. hee~
Thats all for now. gonna try to blog more often during the holidays...
p.s: dunoe if sly or taufik still remember my bday..?? Recall one year ago..
Posted by ShArOn at 6/07/2006 08:54:00 AM | Link to this post
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