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Monday, February 13, 2006 O lvl Well O lvl results is finally released! thanks to all the love n concern tt u guys hv given mi n i guess u guys noe who i am refering to. Reali thanks to u guys. I'm okay now. To some pl who didnt noe n r interested to noe how i fared for my O lvl results rite? All i can say is not too good though everyone tink tt my results was okay. to mi,its not even okay. Get the worse results. Sigh.. But now,i finally decided what course i wanted or even interested in. In fact all the courses tt i choose is not reali wat i want.. Jus for the sake of hvin a cert.. My sis n mum begged mi to continue to study. Gosh.. study is not wat i reali gd at man. I love music n singing. In fact,if i hv a choice,i would like to take up vocal courses. N followed by sth regarding to music such as composing or take up guitar lessons. But my family strongly objected! Wat am i gg to do? I am jus so hopeless rite? Cant even defend myself n fight for my rights n interests :( N now.. i decided to gif up my SI competition. Dun even feel like thinking abt it.. Guess gonna wait for another two more years though tis time round,i hv been waiting for tis day to come! :( Perhaps i should practice singing every now n den. When i save up enough money,i shall take up courses n den learn my mistakes,learn new things etc to improve myself to the better!! Thats wat i reali wan in my life,my future!!!!! My family jus dun tink being a singer or anything to do wit entertainment industry wun make big or earn more money.. But as long i enjoyed it will do man.. why cant i do the things tt i like? sigh... I cried the whole day on the O lvl results day. Cry until i fell asleep immediately at nite. Gosh.. i am so tired.. N i got fever n headache too.. :( I slept until quite long.. N its sat!!! Fik gonna be performing at boon lay. I was thinking whether i should go cos none of the fiknatics tt i sms to wanna go leh. Its been a wk or so tt i nv get to c fik man.. god damn! Miss him so much. Finally,i decided to go alone. But at the same time,i receive two messages. SHAFIK N WANA.. both of em msg mi n told mi tt they wanna come.. gosh.. they r e best!! lolx~ We hv fun on tt day lah.. but too many of the "banga" n "china" pl. Mi n wana is so scared tt we kept sticked to shafik.. lolx~ These pl ar.. gosh.. PERVERT PERVERT PERVERT!! even including the mrt sia. When i was told one of em was looking at mi,i quickly turn to another side or hide behind shafik lor.. Gosh.. their staring is so scary can? YUCKS!!!! but the main importantly is the fik event lah. Gosh.. he look so different. As in untidy? I dunoe man.. Sth is wrong wit him. his hair was not styled up.. N his attire was like very slacky.. haha~ He saw us including minmin.. haha~ He was smiling n laughing!! The min i saw him,my mood was totally brighten it up.. Together wit wana excitement.. Gosh.. wana make mi so excited lah though i was trying to maintain my composure.. lolx~ She shouted n screamed.. So funny lah. I kept laughing non-stop. So cute e expression.. lolx~ But mi shafik n wana hv fun there lah. Non stop of laughing.. But i managed to ask wana to help mi pass my letter to him. N i oso didnt managed to see him again b4 he board his van.. heE~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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