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Saturday, February 18, 2006 Gosh.. i'm in great pain man. My mum still pulled mi out to watch movie wit her. We went to watch I not stupid too.. It was so nice. I cried.. Very sad n touching. I used one packet of tissue for the overall movie! I'm so emotional rite? Cnt blame lah. I'm a girl who r super damn sentimental n emotional. hee~ But the movie is super recommended! Its very nice. It totally reflects the present school lives n how some of the students became so rebellious these days. Gosh.. so nice.. feel like watching one more time ;) can i? haha~ B4 the movie starts,saw some of the movie trailer. Gosh.. More movies are coming up. Gonna drag my mum again or my frens to watch wit mi.. hee~ Gonna broke any time.. But i dun mind. haha~ PINK PANTER,Walk the line, Big Momma's House 2,Wolf Creek,Nanny McPhee and many many more which i cant reali rmb the movie title. Many rite? haha~ But it seems very hilarious. gosh.. Gonna take it so as to release my work tireness n stress.. :D When i went to work today,i feel so uneasy. I felt giddy n weak. I took pandadol. Gosh.. lucky today not much customers or else i die. Cos usually every fri is the most busiest day ever for mi n i am specially requested to work every fri night by my supervisior. Though i might not feeling tt energetic,but i'm still having fun wit my supervisior n my boss. Gosh.. having lots of fun n laughter. MAke my stomach feels even hurt man.. gosh.. I didnt reali hv the chance to pack up the stuffs but both of em are the ones who helped mi. So touched. N my mum even came down to pick mi up from work.. N i oso got my pay today too ;) hee~ Oh yes.. i oso got a NEW MP3.. yeah!! finally!! i am so happy. I jus bought it on thurs. hee~ N its my mum who pay for mi. Been waited so long. N now,i gonna save up again to buy a NEW HP.. haha~ still deciding which hp model should i choose. hee~ kinda hvin trouble over it. The cost and the functions.. hmmm.. which one is better? hmmmm.. but nvm.. still have long way to go but its the best dun keep mi waiting for too long. now i hv been gg out b4 gg to work b4 6pm. My mum is now askin mi to shop for clothing etc for my poly. I den replied to her back tt these things can wait but not handphone. Handphone is very very impt to mi cos my hp is abit faulty too.. So gonna try to replace it asap.. ;) Now everywhere is having the post cny sale.. make mi feel so tempted to look n buy but i will only buy when its reali very very cheap. Its e best everything is below $20. hee~ SAw jackets too. Gonna be very useful for mi when i'm in poly. I will be staying inside an air-conditioned room at all times for lessons,therefore jacket can keep mi warm n nice too.. lolx~ But i jus eye on a NIKE orange n white jacket. gosh.. its so pretty n striking.. But it costs $80++.. oh man.. Gonna put it aside cos handphone is the 1st thing tt i wanted to buy first b4 anything else.. haha~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Friday, February 17, 2006 Yes.. i will be working night shift from now on onwards.. yohoo~ haha~ BUT its boring.. Nth for mi to do in the morning n at night lah. Usually i got many things to do in the night.. haha~ but wat to do rite yeah? hee~ Oh yes.. HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE DAY to everyone ;) haha~ Went out during tis day! But its not a BOY i went out with but my best fren ALICE.. We hv off day for two days cos we nid some time to decide what course we want for poly. whereas alice decided to go for shatec. As for mi,i decided to go poly. I went to appeal for the courses tt i like though my marks cant reali enrol to tt course lor but i try..! Suppose to go shatec or LASALLE,but my family objected. gosh.. esp LASALLE. Gonna gif up my dream man. Cos tt was where i can learn many things n given the chance to perform on stage. In tis way,i will hv the confidence performing but i cant. Gonna wait.. smmore the fees is arent cheap. Its EXpensive. :( Cried for almost two days after shafik gave mi the booklet for some reference. thanks shafik but i shall return to u one day cos i dun tink i nid it anymore :( On valentine tt day,i went to KBOX wit alice to sing.. Gosh.. so fun. Long time nv step in into KTV ever since my last O lvl paper u noe? gosh.. hv been very busy wit work ever since den.. ahh.. so fun.. ;P N we went round the town to shop. Envy those couples sia. If not,both of us hv one too.. haha~ Both of us hv someone in our mind. Its jus tt we dun hv any ans back from them. gosh~ so sad can? I'm still waiting for him to noe tt i'm in luv wit him for almost 9mths. I fell in luv wit him e min when i 1st saw him. He's e guy tt its reali worth waiting for. Though i am still waiting for smone hu love mi the same way as i love him, i do hope the HIM is the one i'm waiting for. I wish to confess my feelings but i dun dare cos i'm afraid of rejection. I dun dare to put too much hope on how's the results would be aft the confession. All i wan is to let him noe how much i love him. I do hope he noe tt i'm refering to him n plz tell mi ur ans after u read tis. Though i dun mind waiting for u,but plz dun keep mi waiting too long. N i'm being serious for wat i said. So why dun U gif mi n urself a chance n try it out? We might nv noe wat will happen if we were to be together..rite? Hopefully u r touched by wat i said n gif a serious thought. Even if we seems to be in two diff world,but if u nv try,u nv noe.. But i promise u tt i will be devoted to u n gif all my feelings to u n put it in tis relationship. N hopefully,i do hope u r my one n only till we aged.. We chatted quite alot n went bk home late. Took lots of pix too.. haha~ broke already.. Oh yes,i jus bought a mp3 too.. hee~ my mum bought for mi. Now gonna wait to buy a hp too.. hee~ cant wait. Save up quite long sia. Now post cny sales is everywhere but i not gonna buy unless its CHEAP.. haha~ i'm very stubborn. I die die wanna buy a hp to pamper myself :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, February 14, 2006 I took tis pic aft my off day of cny.. haha~ tts long for mi to upload it in my blog yeah?   Tis pic took after my work..  Tis pic is taken by angel.. Gosh.. she took many times n finally she succeeded..  FIKNATIC GATHERING again.. cool isnt it? It suppose to be a suprise for aggy. N she recognises us. Tis is her 1st time seeing us in person. So she will hv to recognise us by giving us a rose wit our name on it.. haha~ N we oso hv a chat wit her too ;)        Aft the fiknatic gathering,i went to watch movies wit mal,cher,shafik n vera. We went to watch the JIM carrey show. Its not tt funny as what we thought.. gosh.. haha~ but we still hv fun. Went home around 9plus or so.. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Monday, February 13, 2006 Well O lvl results is finally released! thanks to all the love n concern tt u guys hv given mi n i guess u guys noe who i am refering to. Reali thanks to u guys. I'm okay now. To some pl who didnt noe n r interested to noe how i fared for my O lvl results rite? All i can say is not too good though everyone tink tt my results was okay. to mi,its not even okay. Get the worse results. Sigh.. But now,i finally decided what course i wanted or even interested in. In fact all the courses tt i choose is not reali wat i want.. Jus for the sake of hvin a cert.. My sis n mum begged mi to continue to study. Gosh.. study is not wat i reali gd at man. I love music n singing. In fact,if i hv a choice,i would like to take up vocal courses. N followed by sth regarding to music such as composing or take up guitar lessons. But my family strongly objected! Wat am i gg to do? I am jus so hopeless rite? Cant even defend myself n fight for my rights n interests :( N now.. i decided to gif up my SI competition. Dun even feel like thinking abt it.. Guess gonna wait for another two more years though tis time round,i hv been waiting for tis day to come! :( Perhaps i should practice singing every now n den. When i save up enough money,i shall take up courses n den learn my mistakes,learn new things etc to improve myself to the better!! Thats wat i reali wan in my life,my future!!!!! My family jus dun tink being a singer or anything to do wit entertainment industry wun make big or earn more money.. But as long i enjoyed it will do man.. why cant i do the things tt i like? sigh... I cried the whole day on the O lvl results day. Cry until i fell asleep immediately at nite. Gosh.. i am so tired.. N i got fever n headache too.. :( I slept until quite long.. N its sat!!! Fik gonna be performing at boon lay. I was thinking whether i should go cos none of the fiknatics tt i sms to wanna go leh. Its been a wk or so tt i nv get to c fik man.. god damn! Miss him so much. Finally,i decided to go alone. But at the same time,i receive two messages. SHAFIK N WANA.. both of em msg mi n told mi tt they wanna come.. gosh.. they r e best!! lolx~ We hv fun on tt day lah.. but too many of the "banga" n "china" pl. Mi n wana is so scared tt we kept sticked to shafik.. lolx~ These pl ar.. gosh.. PERVERT PERVERT PERVERT!! even including the mrt sia. When i was told one of em was looking at mi,i quickly turn to another side or hide behind shafik lor.. Gosh.. their staring is so scary can? YUCKS!!!! but the main importantly is the fik event lah. Gosh.. he look so different. As in untidy? I dunoe man.. Sth is wrong wit him. his hair was not styled up.. N his attire was like very slacky.. haha~ He saw us including minmin.. haha~ He was smiling n laughing!! The min i saw him,my mood was totally brighten it up.. Together wit wana excitement.. Gosh.. wana make mi so excited lah though i was trying to maintain my composure.. lolx~ She shouted n screamed.. So funny lah. I kept laughing non-stop. So cute e expression.. lolx~ But mi shafik n wana hv fun there lah. Non stop of laughing.. But i managed to ask wana to help mi pass my letter to him. N i oso didnt managed to see him again b4 he board his van.. heE~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Friday, February 10, 2006 Nervous.. ltr gonna get my results liao.. gonna pray pray n pray..!! But ltr aft getting my results,i still nid to go to wk.. sianz.. Well guys.. wait for my gd news!! :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Wednesday, February 08, 2006 Gosh tis fri i am getting my results. cant believe it. I;m too nervous to tink of anything else. Totally dun hv the mood sia. smmore aft getting my results i still nid to wk.. sianz rite? sigh.. no choice.. N i am not joining SI anymore.. GOOD BYE TO MY DREAMS. i guess gonna wait for another two more years den i join lor. If singing n becoming a singer is reali my dream n singing is reali my passion..,i guess i will still be interested to join though by tt time i am abt 20-21yrs old. So.. SI u gonna wait for mi yeah? as lg i get to pass thru the 1st few rounds n managed to get into top10 or so,i am very pleased wit everything. By den,i guess i will wk even super harder to get into even higher level.. Jus as lg pl acknowledge mi n i hv my own fans.. gosh.. i am so touched wit everything.. its better even i get into the runner-up places.. :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, February 07, 2006 Hey guys.. its mi.. I'm so tired man.. gosh.. Not gonna hv any off day n break till sat.. but sat is the SI audition date. I am still hesitating whether is should join anot. smmore on tt day got fik sia.. gosh.. wat am i gg to do? goodness.. dun tell mi tt i am gonna wait for another two more years to be more ready? GOD.. i hv been waiting for 2006 SI too. but it seems i not yet ready.. wat am i going to do? :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Saturday, February 04, 2006 Hey i'm bk again to blog.. yohoo!! Wat a tiring day for mi these past few days.. Every since the 1st day of new yr,i hv been v.bz lately visiting my relatives hse n even nid to entertain so many guests cmin over to my hse n tt includes my relatives,my parent's frens n even my siblings' fren. Goodness.. alot sia. Lucky i didnt call my fren over to my hse. Cos my hse is not tt big aftall n my hse got nth to play except gambling.. N all my fren placed small bets unlike my bro n sis's fren.. goodness.. they reali placed a big bet.. BIG can be like more than $10? yah.. to mi is alot.. n they hv more gd luck than mi too :( Well i was born in the DRAGON yr n tis yr happen to be not a gd yr for mi esp my wealth etc. So many pl asked mi to go n pray to one god which i forgotten the name. They said once i go there,i must ask the god to bless mi to hv a gd fortune n hv a better yr for mi tis yr.. So i guess i will be gg down to pray to tis god perhaps on mon as i am hvin my off day ;) Tts y so far i lost abt $20++ during CNY man.. so cham.. sob sob.. but i dun reali feel pain at all leh. i jus dunoe why? isit cos i earn too much money? no lor.. I earn not much from my wk too despite sales job! :( Anyway i still enjoyed myself throughout the new yr lah. Not much hongbao money too.. Cos i haven reali collected finish. N some of my relatives father-in-law or whoever passed away n they cnt gif hongbao. So too bad lor. Took lots of pix too wit my frens esp. But i forgotten to take pix wit my cousins.. argh!! Well during tis CNY,i was given four days off including the CNY eve. during the last day of my off day,i ask alice out to take NEOPRINT. we hardly can get to go out together n take pix as we used to be. We love gg out together n takin lots of SELF PIC.. haha~ tts was how i was influenced by her to take so many pix of myself n upload it up in friendster. haha~ But the day aft my last day off,i nid to go to wk. My goodness.. Alice and i simply hv no mood n energy to wk sia. Its been a while tt we stop our wk n rest. sigh.. All our muscles felt pain.. sigh.. Both of us felt so tired.. *yawn* U may seems tt i hv no energy to go out aft my wk rite? Cos straight aft my off day,i am not wkin full but only lunch hr. Therefore straight aft i hv my lunch,i quickly went bk hm to get changed to meet my classmates. They asked mi out. So surprised n happy too ;) We meet at Bugis. We shop around to look for some clothings,shoes n bag.. but at the end,i didnt both any of em except my earphone. tts all.. didnt buy much too.. haha~ whereas they emselves bought clothes etc lah. Simply hv more money than mi though they r not wkin now.. wat a gd life! Suppose to buy a perfume cos i wanted to buy. Though i dun use it often but i would like to buy a small bottle will do. the brand is ESCADA.. the scent is very nice. FRUITY smell.. i wanted to buy but my fren adviced mi to go to those shop tt sells alot of perfume such as SASA etc but not CKTANG,METRO etc those big shopping department mall. N i realise the big bottle original price is suppose to be 100+ but when my fren helped mi asked around bugis for those small shop for the price,it is jus only $70+. gosh.. so much difference. But i dun reali use perfume tt often so maybe i gonna buy a small bottle will do ;) But i reali like e smell alot! :D Well on Thur itself,i didnt go out but stayed at hm n rest. haha~ Nth much to update on tis particular day though my mum wanted mi to accom her to watch movie.. She wanted to watch fearless but we plan to go n watch tt movie on tis cmin MON.. lolx~ As for FRI.. gosh.. its my full day! I'm so tired n bz on tt day.. why? Cos in total,i got 11-12 tables. Both cafe n resturant side. N i hv to run in n out again.. N i sweat alot too.. cos once i came out,orders from the kitchen come out. They placed too many order cos of mi cos i recommend em too many nice food until they wanna try em all.. lolX~ N everyone praised tt i hv a good recommendation n good service too.. Though i'm very busy on tt day,i received the most compliments from the customers. Make mi wanna cry. Wk so hard but tt night was totally a special day for mi. I was suppose to hit 1000 tt nite cos every fri is the most busiest day ever. But i managed to get 1200+.. I didnt reali stand outside to give flyers or watever. CUstomers jus came in emselves. haha~ The last customers came in around 10 mins b4 10pm. We suppose to close but i told em we not yet close n i told em the last order is 10pm. Therefore they order alot until it cost em around 100+.. They hv a great time too. They kept apologise to mi tt i hv to stay bk wk jus for em n i didnt reali rush em or watever man. They r simply very kind n friendly to mi. We simply jus communicate n joke wit each other. They said i'm a nice girl too. They even wanted to present mi THE BEST SVC AWARD but too bad we here dun hv. If not,they wanna gif mi tis award cos they said they simply hv lots of fun by hvin mi to serve em n tok to em n joke wit em. They noe tt our shop close very early n they noe i dun dare to say tt we r closed. therefore they bad n left aft i cleared everything from the table. nice ;) Got another few customers praise mi too.. TWO MAN.. c mi soon u noe? lolx~ though he dun eat spicy but he still try the food n he said the food was great but too spicy n i said sry. N he said nvm. OVERALL THE FOOD WAS GREAT.. they said i hv a recommendation n i asked em must cm bk again to look for mi n they said sure.. haha~ so cute.. Den awhile ltr came a japanese couple. Gosh.. they asked mi to recommend food again. In total,i hv recommend many food for many tables already n as a result,many pl said GOOD recommendation n gd svc of mi cos i got interact wit em. lolx~ ahh~~ i wan em to come bk again cos i wanna serve em again too hee~ Well,tts all for now yah? I am gg to prepare to meet the fiknatics ltr.. yohoo~~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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