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Thursday, September 01, 2005 Yohoo~ Its wed.. Time reali flies. I reali dun hv any much time left.. what am i gg to do? Well,i hv been bz constantly these days. As a result, I dun even hv e time to catch a breathe.. sigh.. Kinda very stressed out. I simply very tired. I wana slp.. I nid to slp. I dun even hv the time to take aftnn nap. N i hv to turn in bed very early too. But lazy to get up the nx mrnin for sch. Sigh.. Everyday,i slp during lessons but i oways nv get scolding from teacher..haha~ Why? i oso dunoe too..haha~ But i nv failed to ensure tt i fully understand what lessons is gg on everyday. If i am not sure in certain areas,i will straight away raise up my hand n asked teacher. Even if i dun ask,teacher will oso came to asked mi if i understand.. Cos e way i look in class. I will gif those puzzled n looks if i dun reali understand what teacher is teaching abt. N they nv failed to teach mi n guide mi patiently. they nv even blamed mi if they c mi sleeping in class cos i am not those person who oways slp in class.. i'm a gd girl!!haha~ On Mon (29/8/05),i hv science practical test. Den on tues (30/8/05),i hv math paper 2. Well,these two days,i oreadi busy like hell. Why do i say tt? Cos i nid to stay up in sch till evening. From mrning studying during normal hours. N i still nid to stay bk aft sch for remindial/tests/revisions till evening leh.. Wow.. i reali very tired when i got bk hm. But i nv slp immediately. I went to do my hmwk.. I haven even finish n slp quite early on tt day too. Cos sth urgent crop up at hm.. Therefore it reali kept mi reali very busy on tues. It totally affect my mood tt day. No mood to tok on e fone or watever. Reach hm quite late on tues. WEnt to bed immediately so tt i can stop thinking abt my probs,my troubles. Den the nx day which is today (31/8/05),it was the ACES day.. Nid to do wk out in sch man. It was boring.. Nobody didnt even followed what exactly the instructor told us to do. As a result,i sit down all e way cos i totally no mood to do all this thing lah.. but i still pretend nth happen n jus smile n play alg wit my frenz lor. They dun even noe i'm troubled over sth. I jus dun wana say it out. Dun hv the mood too.. Therefore it makes mi dun even feel like gg to see someone in these few days time. It hurts mi to c the person. It will make mi cry if i reali c the person. anyway.. today,there is teachers' day celebration in sch. The whole performance was alright la. Quite boring.. only one classes tt i enjoyed e most. they do those PPT thingy for the teachers. It was very touching. I cried even it wasnt dedicated to mi. I was simply touched by these things man.. So sweet.. so sweet of em. I jus wondering if one day i become an idol,i reali cant wait to receive sth tt touches my heart by fans leh.. anything will do too. I reali cant wait la.. when will i hv e chance? gonna wait till aft my Os man.. As in aft my Os,i gonna wk n earn alot of money. I wana use e money to attend vocal trainings. Gonna train up my vocal n even do a full make-over from top to bottom. From hair etc..haha~ So my frens n idols gonna see a diff sharon soon~ but do gif mi sm time la. I oso nid time to make those changes too..haha~ Besides vocal trainings,i wana learnt sth to do wit those music. Dancing,composing etc. anything for music will do ;) I am more into music. I enjoyed doing all these things too..haha~ Well,tml gonna be holiday but tt doesnt mean i can rest too. Cos the nx day on fri,i gonna hv my eng prelims. My oh my.. gonna die man. Den aft my prelims,i gonna rush bk hm immediately n make my way to kallang threatre. Cos i hv been invited to join fiknatic for an educational seminar on anti-smoking, organised by Health Promotion Board. N Taufik will be performing too. I reali cant wait to c him again. I reali hv no enough of him. This oso same goes to sly,hagen n leon n even jason. They r all my favourites. No matter how troubled or sad i am,i will nv failed to show em my smile.. gonna let em c the sharon tt they oways c mi all this while. Not gonna let em c the sad n troubled sharon. :) As lg i can hear em sing,it will brighten my mood n day. So i will be fine very soon too.. But not all e time la. Must depend too..haha~ Erm..thats all for now. Tml 11am still hv tuition at hm. Den aft tt,gonna study abit for test lor eventhough there isnt anything much to study for eng..haha~ My eng is damn poor okay? Dun u guys tink so? Well,gonna take many pic of fik on fri,sat on hagen n sun on sly..yohoo~ all events gg on.. gonna enjoy though i dun reali hv the mood la. As what i said,i am not gonna show it out!!! but sharon will oways sharon. Sharon will not lie in whatever she told pl or wat one.. Thats how i gain pl's trust n faith in mi. No matter what they say to mi,i wun say it out. Tts mi.. tts my principal policy.. Anyway guys do hv fun k? gonna share pics wit u if i hv any..bye :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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