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Sunday, July 31, 2005 Hey guys its mi again.. sry tt i took quite a lg time to update my blog. Well,i am getting busier n busier.. esp on my studies. My prelims is ard the corner n my sch is giving us pressure as in gif us lots of hmwk everyday. Make mi so bz till i hv no time to rest but got time to surf net la.. lolx~ Well,ytd went out wit my two frens to buy bday presents lor.Den we go lots of places la.N we tok quite alot too..Den we took neoprint.. yeah yeah!! i finally get e chance to take neoprint wit my new hairstyle ...lolx~ nice nice.. gif mi sm time to ask my fren to help mi scan n i upload in my blog k? hee~ I didnt managed to buy anything on tt day too but c alot of things tt is nice n the things tt i am gg to buy too..lolx~ N i reach bk hm at 10.10pm.. Erm.. den today hor,i went out wit my mum lor. Go orchard shop shop shop. Everywhere seems to hv sales everywhere man..Den i tried alot of clothing but den wear not nice or even dun hv my size.. sigh.. Sianz nor.. but den i managed to buy a clothing from G2000 la.. haha~ nice nice.. 50% off smmore leh.. simply shiok!! Actually i wana buy skirt n few tops one but den dun hv my size n i cnt find the size on my own too..Cos as sales is gg on,the place is so so messy.. Argh.. so angry!! Perhaps i shld try my luck again mayb nx wk lor.. lolx~ cnt stand mi rite? nvm.. ;p  Well,now i am looking for lots of stuffs URGENTLY.. but if u guys happen to c the things tt i am looking for.. pls pls tel mi where can i find that thing,which shop n how much k? thanks alot.. I am looking for MICKEY MOUSE EARINGS N PENDANT as in like crystal or diamond type one.. or even clothings etc to do with mickey mouse nor..lolx~ N i oso looking for HELLO KITTY PENDANT too.. as in those got crystal n diamond type one.. Both micky mouse n hello kitty price range is all below 20 or so..I no lger cnt find it anymore n i am looking for it NOW cos i can ask my mum to lend mi money to buy lor.. reali regret tt i nv buy when i saw it at the 1st place.. sigh.. Saw alot of nice bags and shoes.. everything seems nice to mi man.. but jus not enough money..AUGUST got alot of pl bday leh.. gonna broke liao.. die die.. Well,i reali miss fik in progress la. Didnt managed to catch him at the great world nor..Heard not much fans is present at the events man.. he must be damn disappointed sia. Smmore there isnt much events for him too.. He must be thinking is fans hv forgotten him or so leh.. but i didnt.. i nv n i wun even forget him!! But heard 13 aug gonna hv fik n sly events together at IMM lor.. 1.30pm.. so guys do check it out k? they will be there signing HSC thingy ba~ not sure abt it too.. haha~ Do go there n support em.. i gonna go there for sure no matter wat.. i wana c em badly n tok to em too.. I wana let fik tt i still support him n i'm oways there for him la.. argh.. sob sob Erm.. tts all for now.. i reali cant wait to c both sly n fik la.. N in addition,i oso miss HAGEN N LEON in progress too.. argh.. reali sad tt choong is eliminated la. He is the 1st one tt i like in the superstar competition cos he is the one tt i spotted him performing at fik's vesak events lor. Den i told him abt the thingy n he rmb.. so happy.. Kinda very sad for him la. I even cried too.. haiz.. y competition is like tt? sigh.. If u guys happen to c mi at events, dun be shy to say hello to mi k? cos i heard alot of pl saw mi at fik's or sly's events but dun dare to tok to mi sia.. dun be shy la n i am not gonna eat u up too.. =) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Friday, July 29, 2005 Hey guys..here i cm to update my blog oreadi.. Been very bz lately esp on my studies la. It reali keep mi bz almost everyday with all the hmwk i received each day man.. sigh.. Den i reali miss hagen n leon la.. miss em so so much including fik too.. I reali regret tt i nv make it to the GREAT WORLD CITY to c n support fik sia. From what i received abt the events reporting from my fren,there isnt any fans there supporting him.. So sad.. Only less than 10 go nia.. Omg~ i shld hv wake up early man cos the day b4,i slp at 3am nor..sianz.. Haiz.. cos i was bz chatting..haha~ But on sun,i managed to meet up wit hagen at airport la. Is a last min decision n information too.. He was there to send his parents n sis off to overseas for a church trip la. Den we chat n took pic wit him nor.I didnt reali dare to look at him or tok to him much la.Cos too nervous liao. Erm..when we saw him,i didnt reali get to tok to him much la..Cos i dun even dare to open my mouth la but den to mi,i can sense tt he's sick cos his eyes is kinda red..den i go towards him n ask him nor..haha~ den he got flu etc nor.. So sad.. *heart pain* den i ask him to tc of himself la. Den abt 9plus,i still do not hv the chance to take pic wit him or let him sign la.. Cos i must reach hm by 10pm n i dun even tink i can reach hm on time too.. But i got tell hagen's nanny,haza tt i gota go off n she tel hagen sia.. I told her tt no nid.. i jus pass him the things n i go off liao..Den how i noe,JO ask mi to come over to the table n sit jus infront of him n let him sign etc lor..Smmore i'm the 1st one leh.. So so shy n nervous la.. 1st time like tis leh..lolx~ Den everyone began to laugh n tease at mi n or.. His sis said y u dun wana look at him.. Den my grp pl oso said the same thingy.. his nanny said take e opportunity to c more n tok to him nor.. But i reali dun dare la.. i am blushing n laughing..haha~ Den hagen oso asked mi to speak n look at him..haha~ But den i asked him to read my letter 1st n den sign n take pic..lolx~ den i oso ask him to tc only n tts all nia.. my msg to him is very short rite? i oso noe..lolx~ Den i began to took pic wit him..N guess what? i super nervous when i took pic wit him cos his family n rest is looking at mi sia.. Suddenly got a person said wow the smile is so nice.. i was like wondering whose smile is the person refering sia..omg~ den i laugh n blush la.. Den i told hagen die die die..i wana die liao.. den hagen laughed.. Den aft tt hagen waved at mi n said byebye..haha~ [Below is the pic tt i took wit hagen at airport..24/7/05] (below pic not nice one.. cos i looked weird..)  (hp pic wit Hagen..damn nice..)  (hp pic of Hagen..act cute..)  (digi cam of Hagen..act cute again..aft i left)  (Hagen wit JO..sweet pic..lolx~)  Den the nx day mon 25/7/05,i got remindial sia.. so tired..argh.. everything jus end so late abt 4.30pm n yet i still must go mdc sia.. We didnt reali get to c anyone la.. but JASON KOR n weilian nor..haha~ so happy..i run bk jus to c JASON KOR n take pic wit him..haha~ so happy.. but when i reach hm,i received an unexpected call from tricia.. Tricia asked if i wana tok to LEON.. can u imagine.. LEON leh.. haha~ so happy den i called bk to tricia n i tok to LEON nor.. haha~ both of us r laughing thru e fone..lolx~ hee~ too bad tt i didnt get to c LEON la. i simply miss him so much la.. ever since the results tt day nor..argh.. no fate..argh.. haha~ But den i still very contented tt i managed to tok to LEON even for awhile thru e fone..yohoo!! (below r the pics tt i took on 25/7/05) (below is mi (mei) n JASON KOR..my hair is messy n nobody told mi..haiz..)  (grp pic wit JASON KOR n weilian)  Today went to mdc straight aft my sch..meet up wit xiao zhu to mdc.. we go straight to the radio gate n wait la.. we saw alot of mediacorp artists nor.. but den they dun wana take pic esp the female actress la..cos they nv put up makeup ma.. sigh.. den aft tt,we saw the superstar pl inside the bus sia.. shitty man.. stupid amy.. dun allow em to walk emselves thru the radio gate or wat sia.. cos we saw weichoong turning his head..argh..shit.. But den aft 6plus,JASON KOR come out..haha~ den we called him n he helped mi sign things n den helped our grp n other grp sign mag etc la..Den many pl took pic of him too..haha~ Below hp pic is he took one.. Den the act cute pic is our grp one..lolx~ haha~ but alot of pl took pic of him acting cute for tis pose sia..sigh..   Erm..thats all for now.. erm..i tink i gonna take a lg time again to update my nx blog sia.. so sry..Well guys i dun tink i am gg to c fik n sly for tis cmin sat events at JURONG..cos its too late oreadi..but do update mi wit all the events reporting k? thanks thanks n take care guys :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Sunday, July 24, 2005 Wow today i'm late for sch for my eng course..Oh shit. The course starts at 8.30am but i woke up at 8.20am..Sigh.. I guess its reali my fault for waking up so late la. Cos the day b4,i slept at 3am or so cos i was bz chatting wit pl la..lolx~ hee~ Den i took cab to sch nor.. Den not lg ago aft my eng course has ended,i got eng tuition at hm sia.. No break in between sia. Den i am so so tired n stress at tt time nor.. sigh.. Den mi tuition teacher see mi like so tired n i haven even get changed from my sch uni sia..haha~ poor mi sia..haha~ Den straight aft my tuition,i immediately took a cab down to mdc to meet up wit sylvia n tricia nor..haha~ we go chase superstar pl..lolx~ Den we were so damn shocked to c LEON is wit em in the bus sia.. omg~ den LEON saw our cab 1st n he waved,smile,laughed n point nor..lolx~ so happy sia.. haha~ he is jus so shuai la..followed by derrick n silver..SILVER saw mi..haha~ so happy.. Den we make our way to the j8 nor.. haha~ Didnt reali get to c em la cos its too far liao.. But saw abit nia la.. haha~ But end up we didnt reali get to chase em or wat la.. so sianz n bad luck too..haha~ Den we go all e way to suntec nor..Cos superstar pl r gg to the zpop thingy..But den we failed to follow em again sia.. Haiz gif up la.. Den we went to the pan pacific hotel there for taxi.. Guess who we saw? we saw MAIA.. my dearest MAIA man.. i'm so damn damn happy la. Den we go call her n she was damn shock to c us la..haha~ but den reali regret for askin her to take pic nor.. sigh.. Den aft tt,we take cab down to mdc n wait lor..I wait till abt 9 den go hm liao.. haha~ What a bad luck day sia..Though got c em hor,didnt reali get to tok to em much or take pic lor.. so sianz.. argh.. But Mi,sylvia n tricia hv fun time taking pic even outside the mdc n cab nor.. haha~ [Pictures taken at the cab itself using hp]   [Pictures taken outside mdc..] (picture wit caifen..today is her bday..same as yuwen =p)  (picture wit tricia n sylvia..we reali took alot cos we reali dun hv better things to do..=) )       [self-pic at my hse lift..]  :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Saturday, July 23, 2005 Hey guys..its mi again =) Well thx for ur concern regarding to my previous post. I'm feeling better now so dun wry too much k? I'm very touched la.. thx once again~ Erm..been quite bz n stressful over my studies n personal life la.. It makes mi feel even tried man..not enough rest. Feel so restless n lifeless la..haha~ Well,i feel damn stressout n wry for my superstar darlings la..Hagen,Leon n Derrick nor..FEel so damn wry la.. Haiz.. When i watched their performance thru TV,kinda very impressed wit their performance esp leon n derrick one.They got the highest man..omg~ unbelievable.I oso agreed wat the judges hv make comments abt their singing cum performance la.They reali put in alot of effort for tis time round as it might be their last time on stage. I can reali feel it..As in i was moved to their singing n songs lor. They reali bring out the feelings of the songs. They r able to develope the meaining of the songs too.. WELL DONE guys~~ As for sebestian,i noe he is trying his best liao..But den still still not enough la.Perhaps he still young la.as in his thinking everything la.But i do do do believe one day he will succeed one..As lg he dun gif up his dream,i'm sure he will make alot of effort n improve his weaknesses one.. As for HAGEN.. my oh my..My HAGEN..Well,i reali love n support him lots la.He didnt reali perform tt well on tt day la.I can reali feel e way he is feeling at tt time la.He's feeling stress n tired. Ever since tt results thingy,he oreadi not in e mood though he claimed tt he's not giving up his dreams,his interest jus tt downfall lor. I noe he is oreadi trying his best liao.. I can feel it. I oso noe he wana do his best one but den i tink he is jus too pressurize la. Dun hv the mood. But i believe if he were given even more time,i believe he will be able to make it for sure.. I reali cried for all their performance la..I reali cant believe it if it were to happen on mi man..Will pl vote for mi? Pl oways said i got the voice la. As in i got nice voice n got the talents.Is jus tt i dun hv the appearance for the superstar thingy nia..But no choice,hv to accept it!! On,thur,I went to their results show but den i nv go in la.I only jus to c em n den i went bk hm liao. lolx~ I Managed to see HAGEN 1st.. I helped him wear the bracelet thingy tt i bought for him at his wrist lor.He said he like it lots.My hand was shivering n cold..haiz..I oso managed to tel watever i wana say to Hagen but den i reali cnt bear my tears n i cry nor..Den hagen "sayang" n console mi n said its alright tt i cnt be there for revival rd etc la.. Den ask mi dun cry or else take pic not nice etc la..haiz.. kept crying nonstop la. Den i waited for tt LEON damn lg nor. I didnt noe tt he enter mdc from the radio gate lor..So angry la. Test my patience only.. sigh.. Den i shouted at him n he was damn shocked tt i am still there though i got told him tt i must leave by 6 lor.I managed to pass him the things tt i do for and sm sort of bracelet thingy for him nor.He said he like it alot la.. he reali appreciate my care,concern n love la. Den i waited for the results till i feel so damn sleepy sia.Haiz.. Well in fact tis time rd the competition is rather competitive la. They got lots of fans supporting em but den not enough votes nia.I feel damn wry for all of em la. Well,as lg any one of em win,i oreadi very happy nia. I tot either HAGEN or LEON will go win one leh.. But i nv expect tt both of em nv even get in..So sad sia..I cried till siao sia.. Haiz den gera called mi at 1plus am n hagen tok to mi on fone nor.Didnt reali tok much to him la cos i reali dunoe what to tok to him abt too.. kinda shocked n blur blur at tt time la. Cos i was rather sleepy at tt time too..haiz.. Do hope they still stay strong as usual la.My love n support towards em will nv change n stop. I will constantly be there for em whenever they nid mi lor.. I promise cos they reali worth my love,concern and support towards em.. [My pictures wit sebestian..he's cute man..]  [My pictures wit HAGEN..i damn ugly la.cos i took the pic aft crying nor]  [Grp pic wit HAGEN..Xiao Hag Gang..my eyes is damn red in tis pic cos i cried till very jiala aft talking to him..]  I guess i will be damn bz n tired tml man.. got headache these days nor..when i get tired n stress,i usually get a bad day man.As in will get serious headache for days sia. Tml mrnin still must wake up damn early for eng course in sch den aft awhile 11plus got eng remindial at hm..sianz.. sun got taufik events..finally.haha~ gonna c him again man..so happy..hahaha~ i gonna tel him tt sharon still love n miss him lots..haha~ anyway tc guys :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, July 19, 2005 Hey guys.. Here i come n update my blog. Well,alot of things hv happen to mi in which i felt very lost n helpless. My tears jus keep dropping non-stop. As in drop every min every sec when i tot abt the things.. U guys might tink its a small matter but it reali matter to mi.. I jus dunoe how to write out my prob too. I reali wana tok to sm1 even not regarding to my prob.. I jus wana find sm1 whom i can tok to.. I jus wana say everything tt kept in my heart lor..Anything man.. I jus wan a listening ear..N most propably a shoulder for mi to lean on plus a warm hug.. I would reali feel great man..As in it will at least make mi feel more secured n comfortable. I jus dunoe who to turn to even thru msn,sms,fone or thru person lor. I'm totally dunoe what to do now.. I oso dunoe what am i thinking abt too.. I jus feel very vexed.. Cry immediately when i tink abt tt matter or look at my hp pic.. Besides tt,i reali feel very sick,tired n stress.. Smtimes,i reali feel like giving up on myself or the things tt i planned to do or the things tt i am doing now... Oh well.. i am crying now while i am writing up tis post. Perhaps u guys cnt reali feel e same way as i do now..cos no one reali noe e feeling except mi.. How pityful i am rite? When i am in sch,i kept constantly trying my best to buck up my studies. During lessons,i tried to pay as attentive as possible. In tis way,i will be able to understand n helped greatly when i am doin my hmwk etc.. Besides tt,i oso tried to do finish all my hmwk in sch b4 i go hm. In tis way,i can relax even more at hm.. However,i oways get accussed by my parents tt i nv study sia. I oways stay bk aft sch till very late for my self-revision etc leh. They jus dunoe. No matter how hard i tried to explain,they dun believe n kept scolding non-stop. Do u noe how hurt anot? As in i reali feel very very hurt tis time sia. The trust tt my parent hv in mi hv faded.. Is it cause of mi? Perhaps its reali my fault. I hv been gg out all e times n i didnt reach hm early too. I oways let my parents wry tt i might encounter any danger or even hang out wit e wrong grp of frens sia. Well,i fully understand how they felt n i reali do..!! I got put myself in their shoes n tink over these days. Is jus tt i dun reali noe how to express myself even in a simple word.. I jus dunoe.. All i do is to keep silent..As in nv tok,nv smile n kept dazin in sch n at hm too.. Well,i do noe when my fren n teacher saw mi like tis,they will oso find my action weird n would like to noe what happen to mi too.. I noe they r concerning abt mi n i oso noe they loves mi too.. Is jus tt out of e sudden,i jus feel sth is lost.. My goals,my dream n everything tt i wanted to do seems to go nowhere.. Even mi myself dun even noe where hv it been!! I dun even noe what hv i been doin lately too..I dun even noe what am i thinking abt these days.. Dunoe tis n tt.. :'( I'm losing my freedom too. I canot go anytime i want oreadi. Its all my fault. I shouldnt blame anyone but myself rite? Will it affect my relationship wit my frens in sch n outside? N will my idols forget mi too? My family dun even bothered but my studies. They dun even bothered abt my talents.. They dun even allow mi to focused on my interests,my passion. Its so sad tt even my dearest n closest kin dun even support the things tt i wanted to do.. But my fren.. They fully gif mi their greatest support on the things tt i do sia. Sign.. I reali reali hope everything can turn bk sia..To where i make my mistakes 1st time.. On the other hand,i hope i can grow up faster. In tis way,i can concentrate wkin hard..Earn more money!! Wit e money,i can go for make over n hv a great change in my overall image.. Besides tt,i can oso buy the things tt i wanted to buy too..But most importantly,i wana sign up for vocal,composing n dance course lor. I dun even mind attending these course while i am studying n wkin at e same time. I dun even mind if i cant go out as often anymore cos i do believe my fren will understand e reasons for wkin so hard. right guys? Anyway i should reali stop here.. I'm jus feeling damn low. No mood to do anything!! My best fren r getting worried abt mi.. But i oways smile to em whenever they call my name. Tis is not to let em wry so much or bothered abt mi.. Am i doin the right thing? ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: SuPerStar Part 2 hey guys.. ytd i jus went to c the superstar revival contestants.. I meet up early in e mrnin wit gera n waimin to mdc.. den followed by sylvia n tricia. We r e 1st grp to reach there..hee~ Den abt 12plus or so.. leon reached 1st followed by derrick. I was memerized towards leon sia. As in the way he dressed is reali very dashin la.. cnt stand it la.. Cant let my eyes off..!! Den we oways joke wit him tt he reali looked like 56's tony xiezhi lor..haha~ But on tt day,he reali look like la..e way he dressed n smile too.. Den jus nice teenage mag got 56 poster n got xiezhi..Smmore on the poster,leon wear almost e same as xiezhi sia.. Den we joke wit him n he laughed too..lolx~ hv fun time chatting wit him la.. Den i oso told him tt he is very handsome tt day..haha~ den he shy shy.. ;p Den aft tt is Derrick liao..My xiao ke ai..haha~ he's very cute la..Cnt stand it..But i tink he looked better in person than on foto cos he looked nerd la.. haha~ Perhaps as what he said he is a boring person who dun reali noe how to pose..lolx~ Den i asked if he still rmb mi ma,he tink awhile den i said i am the ger who asked if u want tissue ma lor..Den i kept giving him tissue n helped him wipe his sweat all over his neck n face till my tissue almost finished sia..lolx~ den he rmb..haha~ Den i oso asked him to sign my 1st pic wit him..Den aft he is gg to sign the 2nd photo,he still asked mi the name sia.. I was like.. "wow u so fast forget ar?" den he was like who sia.. alamak.. STM.. N den i told him,its mi la.. its the same person,sharon ok? den he laughed n take the photo n put besides mi n said ya hor..haha~ stupid him la.. blur sotong.. Den i oso asked him to take pic..haha~ Den i got said can u changed ur pose anot? den he was like shaking his body n said i'm a boring person.. everyone laughed nor.. his action very cute.. Den aft tt i said he act cute den he moved his body again n said i nv act cute hor.. alamak.. cnt stand it la.. Den mi n him n the grp laughed haha~ Den aft tt i got to leon for awhile.. i tok him tt i am very wry la.. as in i said tt i reali very wry for him n the rest lor.The competition is getting tougher n tougher n i dunoe what to do too..Den i told him lor..Den he was like consoling mi n asked mi dun wry too much lor.. haiz.. i almost cry when i said tis to him lor.. haiz..Den i oso said my word of encouragement to him la.I asked him dun care what other pl said abt him etc lor.Jus do his best can liao..Den he said he oso cant be bothered abt the forum thingy n he gonna heck care too..Den i said u must reali do ur best k? We will keep cheering n shouting for u one.. Nobody trust u,we trust u can liao..Den he was like very touched n thanked us.. ;) Den followed by derrick. I oso said the same thing to derrick.i told him i very wry for him n leon n hagen la..ALL of em r my favourite lor..den kinda feel very lost at e moment.. den derrick said i sure hv chance to c him even he got eliminated or sth lor.. haiz.. i reali dunoe la.. I jus love the three of em plus weichoong n silver nor.. I dun wan em to leave my sight.. Ever since the result thingy,i hv been crying non-stop lor.. as in very wry n they noe too.. haiz.. I didnt tel tis to hagen cos i dun wan to add his burden..He oreadi feeling damn low aft the results thingy n i noe it.. He jus nv show it out nia.. He jus dun wan us to wry la..I am very touched la.. Den aft tt we took cab n chase their van till j8 nor..haha~ hagen,leon n derrick saw us n sebast too..haha~ so fun chasing la..kept waving to em etc la..haha~ they kept smiled to us n waved..yohoo~~ Den aft tt we followed em bk to their recording places lor.haha~ Den i saw silver n choong,weilian,ruth,jason n rest lor..too many to say..lolx~ I finally get to gif weichoong the pic tt i took wit him la..haha~ den i got write sth behind it n he said he read it liao.. He very touched n thanked mi..heE~ When he gonna leave e place,i told him i love him..haha~ n he still rmb mi la.. as in i met him b4 even b4 tis competition nor..lolX~ so happy Anyway thats all for now..Jus wish em all e best for their recording competition today 18/7/05. I was objected by my parents. I cried until very jia la.. Leon noe tt i nv cm..so sad sia.. alamak.. Cnt be there wit em even during the results thingy.. sianz.. I cried very serious today lor.. cry non-stop.. Stupid parents.. hate em la.. Say i nv study sia.. sick n tired of tis kind of thingy sia.. Hope my msg is passed to leon,derrick n hagen..I hope they will still rmb mi n wun even mind if i am not there lor..Hope it reali means to em too..As in hope they oso want to c mi there supporting em too..haiz.. ALL E BEST TO LEON,HAGEN N DERRICK. I REALI LOVE U GUYS.. MUST JIAYOU WOR.. JUS DO UR BEST CAN LIAO.I HV FAITH N TRUST IN U.. I WUN NV FORGET E MOMENT TT WE HV TOGETHER. :) HOPE U GUYS DUN SO FAST FORGET MI.. I WILL BE DAMN SAD N DISAPPOINTING.. :'( below r the pictures tt we took on sun.. [My dashing cool cutie Leon..haha~xiezhi]  [My blur cutie Derrick]  [Hp pic wit Leon..he took one..haha~ nicenice..love tis pic lots..]  [Two cute n handsome hunks..haha~] (hp pic)  (digi cam)  [Mi n Macy..She's tall sia..Lucky she let mi stand almost e same height as her..]  [Mi n Jason..Jus take for fun nia..lolX~ bad sia..lolx]  [Mi n cutie ChoOng..love him la..cute] (digi)  (hp..tis one he took one cos when i took,i'm too nervous tt it turns our blur..)  :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Sunday, July 17, 2005 Hey guys.. here i cm to update my blog.. Today i'm too free tt i can update my blog man...lolx~ I'm tired too due to my studies stress sia.. constantly been doin hmwk when i got hm sia.. Besides tt,i hv been doin my revision too.. My parents jus dun believe mi cos i hv been gg out lately too.. I jus dun even gif a heck to em la..They oso dun reali support my interests n my passion.. they jus totally object mi from pursuing my dreams to become a singer or a composer one day.. i jus dun like it.. I hate pl disrupt mi from doing the things tt i wanted to do.. One day,i shall prove to em wrong sia.. So angry. How i wish i can grow up faster n finish my studies. I wana earn more money.. With e money,i wana sign up for LEE WEI SONG music sch so as to train up my vocal.. If possible,go do some make over oso can la.. So as to change my appearance la.. Besides tt,i wana learn composing n dancing.. Tis is simply my interests la.. Nobody knew better than my fren n me myself lor. Haiz.. now kinda very very wry for the superstar contestants esp hagen.. He's feeling damn now sia.. So damn angry la..He shouldnt feel tis way at tis moment nor.. He shouldnt gif up la.. alamak.. damn sad when i c his nick etc la.. haiz.. Leon n derrick too..Very wry for em too..Alamak..i'm jus very confused la.. Erm.. I love 3 of em lor. haiz.. how? Dun say i'm flirt or wat la.. i'm neutral la.. U guys shld noe.. I looked more on their talents than their looks or watever la. Tis thing is the one tt i mattered the most.. I dun reali like pl who get famous cos of their looks n not their talents..But 3of em reali got the talents la..Tts y i like em alot.. They hor.. alamak..dunoe what to say.. jus very wry for em esp hagen..He dun hv much time to prepare himself too.. Unlike leon n derrick.. Hagen jus eliminated.. N within a few more days,he gonna perform sia..very wry for him.. I understand the process he is gg thru.. Haiz dunoe wat to say... do hope tml got the chance to c him upclose.. I wana ask him to wake up la.. Ask him dun tink too much.. Ask him to trust we fans.. So do leon n derrick..haiz.. love em lots.. [Below r the pictures tt i took wit my best fren,josephine at sch toilet..lolx~]    ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Project Superstar.. yoz guys.. i went to the project superstar results thingy on thurs 14/7/05..hee~ so happy sia.. saw alot of pl la.. i finally get to c my ah choong sia.. my prince charming..haha~ waited for so lg n finally wait till e time lor. tis is my 1st time seeing all of em except tt leon n derrick..haha~ so so so happy.. i tok to HAGEN e longest n the most too.. he is so.. omg~ so friendly.. den we tok tok tok.. Den i kept wishing him gd luck,take pic n hug him too.. *opps..* Aiya everyone there i oso tok until very fun la..laugh non-stop.. I asked leon derrick they all to help mi sign pic nor.. den leon sign e pic tt he act cute.. den he said..eee so ugly.. den we said cute wat.. or sth like tis..haha~ he's cute la..cnt stand it.. But when the results release,i cried for almost everyone la..For joy n sadness.. esp hagen nor.. he shouldnt be gg to e revival rd la.. shit man.. as in stupid superstar results..argh.. I happy cos silver make it.. n i cry nor.. i love her lots.. among the girls,i love silver nia.. she is da best!! Hee~ she rmb mi..lolX~ Den i hug silver n cry..both of us hug n cry la..As in i congrats her tt she can make it lor.. den silver cry n said thank u.. Cry cry cry.. Den she said she very sad tt her frens nv go in ..haiz.. poor silver!! den i console her nor.. Den i oso hug hagen n cry la.. i hug him e longest n he kept consoling mi nor.. bu yao ku la..dun be sad la..guai la.. bu yao ku k? den i told him.. i tot u will go in sia.. y u nv go in etc lor.. haiz.. stupid stupid superstar results..haiz.. Well,below r the pictures tt we took.. took quite alot.. [My 1st pic wit silver outside the studio..]  [My 1st pic wit hagen outside the studio..]  [My pic wit my dearest Leon..love him]  [My finally pic wit ah choong.. fav pic of all.. love him lots lots lots..love tis pic too]  [My 1st pic wit sebestian..inside the studio.he's so cute..love tis pic lots..]  [My 2nd pic wit sylvia inside the studio..aft the results..love tis pic..she so chio]  [My 1st hp pic wit hagen..love tis pic lots lots]  [My 2nd pic wit derrick inside studio..]  [Hp pic wit cutie derrick..he very shy la..love tis pic lots]  [My another pic wit ah choong aft the results..love tis pic lots lots]  [My 1st hp pic wit sebestian..in the studio..]  Well,simply cant wait for tml n mon too..mon gg to c em in the revival rd liao..I tot only left leon n derrick in the revival rd sia.. now got another hagen.. reali very fan leh..dunoe who to vote sia..Perhaps will hv to wait for mon la..C their performance nor.. If they reali put in alot of effort n they reali touched my heart,i will sure vote no matter wat one.. 5 or 10 times oso nvm lor.As lg they go to the nx rd can liao..Tml is they will be at bishan at 2pm nor..the actual venue still not sure.. erm.. guys pls vote for em if u reali tink they r worth to pass thru the revival rd lor..they nid alot of votes in order to go further.. I do hope when i am on stage e nx time,u guys will oso do e same too.. Is jus tt i dun hv the X-factor to go in the superstar thingy nia..I hv confidence on my talents,my vocals.. Gif mi sm time ..I am gg to lee wei song music sch aft my Os.. Wait till i wk n earn enough money den i go to the course meanwhile i am still schooling.. thats all for now..bye guys..tc :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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