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Wednesday, June 01, 2005 y hOlidAYs sTIll nId to gO bk TO sch? aRgh.. yOz guys..Sry tt my bLog is sO lOng perviously man..hAa~ who called so many things happen n den smmore i lazy to update too..lolx~ Anyway i am gonna update abt tues thingy cos i do believe tis time round,my blog gonna be long again man..haa~ so pardon mi k? if u find it long den dun read it..hAaaA~ [Tues 31/5/05] Wow..today i went to eng n pure geo lessons lor. Damn boring sia.. Waste of my time only man..haa~ But den i kept praying non-stop tt everything end by 12pm cos tt is e time tt everything ends at tt time n den i can go hm n rest too.. hAa~ oh yeah.. hEe~ Aft tt,i went hm..i reali hv nth to do n i decided to went out alone to take stroll or sth lor. Haha~ when i wana go out,my mum asked mi tis n tt such as where am i gg or even who i am gg wit etc la.. So nagging. Cnt stand it! sian.. den i didnt reali ans her n i straight away packed my stuffs n go out. But b4 tt,she asked mi to take her money but i refused. Why? Cos i dun even gif a damn of it too. Den she asked mi y i dun wan n what i reali want now man..N i said i want things.. I want clothings n sm other stuffs. N she said dream on..Den i say dream on nor..Since u cnt buy for mi n get e things tt i reali wan now lor. aftall i dun oways asked things from u if its neccessary n i hv no money. Smmore she dun allow mi to wk during the june holidays nor.. Siao de leh..like tt oso cnt n even asked mi to concentrate on my studies for tis yr sia.. I was like wat e hell la.. If u dun allow mi to wk,how am i gg to earn money for myself for jus tis one mth in the holidays ar? u siao ar? smmore if i dun go to sch,u dun even gif mi pocket money sia.. Lucky i nid to go to sch,or else i reali cnt imagine how am i gg to survive w/o money within tis june holidays man. To those who know mi,i reali spend alot..haA~ Den when i said tis,my mum kept silent.I said is true wat.. I am not demanding or sth lor. When i reali short of money or even when i reali nid to buy sth or get sth for myself,i will ask from my mum if i reali cnt afford it lor. i'm jus like to depend on myself..haA~as in when cm to buy things. I jus dun reali like to spend my parent's money instead of mine. My fren jus find mi strange on tis thingy man..haA~ they would rather love to spend their parent's money instead of em cos it hurts em lots if they nid to use their money whereas i dun feel it tt way..haa~ When i went out,i dun reali noe where i am heading to but den i noe i will hv to meet my fren at somerset mrt stat to collect sth..Den aft tt,i head my way to bedok aftall i reali nv went there b4 lor.haaa~ den i walk ard to c things n get myself sm food n drinks from the hawker centre near e interchange..Den i tot of askin liah out aftall she lived at bedok area n we meet up at abt 5sth at her hse there..Den aft meeting up,we head our way to the library to borrow books. N its her who wana borrow n definitely not mi man..haAA~ Den aft borrowing,our stomach is groaning (did i spell correct?it means hungry.)..haAA~ Den we decided to go KFC n eat nor. Aft ordering,we sat n chat n joke alot lor..hAaA~ but den all our conversation is ALL ABT FIK.. u c fik.. everytime hv to tok abt ya man.. y? Cos we jus love n miss u too much man..hAa~ den liah tel mi abt the hougang event thingy n we even chat lots of stuffs abt our encounter wit fik etc la.. Den its so funny den we suddenly tok abt becoming the OI gang man.. i tink only we guys noe what is it abt man.. haA~ rite liah or fira or even ana? haaA~ funny sia.. haa~ we shall reali intro tis group to fik when we c him nx time man.. He sure laugh until like siao man.. Aftall e sight of us oways make him laugh until like one crazy guy man. He admitted too..He said we r very funny n yeah we indeed very lame n humourous jus like u.. is u who influences us man..haA~ but den we r oso born to be like tis too..lolx~ We chat quite long too even we hv filled our stomach so full man.. Den aft awhile we left at abt 8 plus nearly 9 or so lor. Den liah send mi off.haA~ sweet of her la..haAA~ When i was on my way,i kept thinking lots of stuffs abt the conversation tt i hv wit liah man.. Well,its abt every wkend,she nid to attend for her voluntary svc n help out those unforunate kids.. Well,she loves kids n so do mi. I loves kids too..I even plan tt in future when i married,i wana give birth to two the most man cos i wry its pain la..hAa~ but it shall depends on fate la..perhaps i'm still too young to tok abt tis thing la.. We shall c how in future..haAA~ Den on one of our conversation,she told mi abt her trip to thailand or indonesia when tsunami occurs on the countries lor. Omg~ when i heard abt tis thingy,it is so tragic n sad la.. e thought of it reali make mi wana cry la. When i heard abt tis thingy thru the news n newspaper etc,i cried almost everyday. E sight of the dead bodies reali sadden my heart la.. They r so innocent lor. Omg~ y GOD must do tis? but i do noe GOD has its purpose for doing tis too.. Is it what GOD wana tel em sth thru tis incident? sign.. E numbers of dead bodies is increasing every day n the number of people been reported missing kept increasing too..Omg~ i feel pity for those pl la.. Sm pl from our country went there is to enjoy n hv fun n yet tis tragic thing will happen on em la.. So sad sia.. I jus feel i am so lucky n fortunate to be in sg lor. No natural disasters,no war. I'm jus far lucky n fortunate than the rest sia. Den when liah told mi her experiences at there lor.Can reali understand how she feels lor.. She told mi her duty when she reach there lor. Kinda feel proud of her. At least she did her part by helping those pl who r desperatly needed. N yes,they reali nid our help . Till now,they still nid.. Reconstructing nid money n time.. But how long is tis gonna be take? sign.. Smmore when tsunami occurs,many children lost their parents therefore they were send to a place where they can received well treatments man.. but den i dun understand y sm pl so cruel tt they wana take em away n sell em to other pl to earn money la..They jus only tink abt themselves but nv even spare a thought for those childrens too la.. Alamak..they oso feel sad tt they cnt find their parents u noe? omg~ reali heartless pl..no wonder they will get punishment by the GOD.. N yes,liah oso told mi y the country will encounter great number of times of bombing n attack from the terriorts or even the disasters lor. Cos they even allow muslim to marry the catholics w/o converting the race sia..Omg~ tis is against the rule of the religion la..Omg~ they r jus defying the order set by the GOD. no wonder he will get angry n tis is what they gonna get for wat they hv done by not following the rules tt he hv set man. TIs is what they get for their retribution. Jus like what some other pl betray u,backstab u behind ur back or even gossip etc man.. They sure will lay in tis type of situation n consequences one day man.. i'm oways sure it will happen on em one day man. Even they dun hv to die,i'm sure they gonna suffer in many ways too.. I tink they gonna lose sth impt to em or wat nor. Jus wana let em feel how i reali felt at tt time when they did tis to mi sia.. Wana try mi? jus go ahead man.. i jus dun gif it a damn..haA~ but den i nv mention names so dun admit tt i am saying u okay? haA~ Life is indeed very fragile. Liah reali learnt alot of things thru tis experiences la.. Things reali happen anytime they want. No wonder they oways tis kind of thing indeed unpredictable!! Jus go n come whenever it likes sia. It jus so scary.. It gonna be a nighmare to sm pl sia.. sign.. hope tis kind of thingy dun happen so often la.. Cos alot of innocent lives is gonna be gone jus like tt man. smmore is not their fault too..sign.. Poor thing!! I oso get very wry for myself too. I still dun wana die so early too. I still got lots of stuffs tt i haven even do man..i guess u guys shld noe lor. I still hv many dreams n tasks to do..haA~ N i'm serious too.. Well,guys i should end sia.. smmore its like now oreadi 1am plus nor.. i'm still crap alot wit yuwen,fira n liah earlier on man.. haa~but den tok n joke alot wit yuwen lor.cnt stand it sia.. aftall lg time nv c her or even hear from her le ma.. kinda e friends feeling is cmin bk n i'm damn happy abt it too..heE~ love n miss her la.. but den as my fren of cos..haA~ i jus love e rest too.. no nid to mention names,u guys shld noe too.. *wink* Tis is some of the pic tt i took..i took quite alot but den overall two is the nicest..haAA~ zhi lian pic..haA~ tts all cos tml still nid to wake up n go for my science camp which start from 8.30am-5pm sia.. die..i tink i reali gonna die soon man..haa~ die of exhuastion n overworking man..sign.. jus gif mi a break!! haa~ [Tis is taken while i am waiting for liah at her void deck..i jus hv nth better to do..lolx]   * reali cant wait to c fikmaiasly~~* i jus miss em more than others man..haa~ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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