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Friday, January 25, 2008 Feeling really tired Well i tried not to stress myself neither do i wanna put any pressure on me. But it seems unavoidable. Projects seems unfinished. There are still many things to do done. Staying back in sch till late nite and come to sch early in the morning. Simply lack of slp and lack of fun. I miss shopping and i have things that i nid to go shop for. D&D is on 27March. Going to wear sth nice for that EVENT. Intend to look very diff on that day. Cos i nv went to this kind of function b4. Moreover its FASHION RUNWAY! Whooo~~ I cant wait and i cant wait to take pix of myself with the outfit i am gg to wear in this blog n share with u guys :D I miss my friends... I wanna go shopping and meet up with em. They finished their main exam already while i haven. What a peaceful CNY they can celebrate... I still hv to study during CNY.. Damn it. I wish i hv one day to go shopping for TOPS. ARGH... Can my friend gif me one day off??? Sigh...... Thats all for now. Do rest more n take care ppl... :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Saturday, January 19, 2008 Well, obviously till now E-Guides Open Hse 2008 is over by now. Lolx~ All i wanna say it was a success than the camp itself. As always. The turnout for the participants rate is always higher on the actual day than the camp. Wonder why ppl put in so much effort in the camp but ppl tot camp will be boring. Haiz... Anyway, it was a success.. All the credits should goes to the FA aka Cheerleading team. They did a GREAT job. Many ppl who went to I-Guides regretted for not being part of US this year. So.. we forsee many will come back for the next coming event and.. I CANT WAIT~!! Upcoming would be April Mentor Training Camp and Week Zero Orientation. It gonna be a busy period for me again after the main exam. For now, i everyday stayed back in sch till 10pm doing projs and stayed up till late after that... den always late for lessons. Sigh.. Wonder why this semester so tough. Gonna buck up more on subjects. So that i can score well for both areas.. :D Wish me luck den.. :D Thats all for now. update u guys again~ Take care peeps!! :D :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 These days slept rather late n i always woke up late. Sianz.. Yawn... Too many projs n quiz already. its driving me nuts actually!!! Can someone just kill me?? Poly totally not slacking at all. It is damn tiring.. :( Do wanna finish my this sem asap.. :( :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 Currently got so many projs and test gg on. Moreover thurs will be the TP open hse. I will be performing on that day and fri at ENG Hall 2. Do come down to support. As for the timeslot i will be performing will be on 12.30pm on Thurs and Fri and 4.30pm additional on Thurs. Will be singing both chn n eng songs and of cos hving duet with a guy and a girl. So do check it out! ;) Thats all. do take care guys. dun fall sick :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Sunday, January 06, 2008 Finally 2008 and whatever things had happened in 2007 gonna put it behind! Went thru many up and down in 2007. Simply not a easy and happy year for me. Really! Why should i say that?? Pardon me for this entry as it gonna be very long with no pix. Enjoy reading :P In 2007, i've changed new job. Currently working at Bishan Junction 8 Baleno! Have been working for 6 mths plus. Time flies~ As i have lots of commitment around such as CCA and studies. All these 3 can reali kill me! Really! Till i fall sick reali badly in the mid of DEC. Offically CMI! Making me real busy till i didnt get enough rest and till i always complain that i'm tired and till i hv no time to spend with all my loved ones. No matter how hard i reali try planning my schedule well, i failed to reali hv some time for myself to get plenty of REST. I reali needed that. Seriously! All i do is reali spend money on the things that i wanted to buy or like. Shopping reali make me feel better beside CRYING! I am reali a CRY BABY. Lolx~ :P Besides that, ever since year 2, i hv been elected as one of the committee in Engineering Studies Club. Simply not a easy and simple job as many think esp outsider. Nid to do lotsa meetings and planning to make a event or camp successful. However, it seems.... But still, we had fun! Managed to noe many people. :D Cute guys Lolx~~~~~ :P Gg to step down very soon n i cant wait after week zero. It doesnt reali matter if ENG will reali win AS LONG everything went smoothly and everyone had fun. Dont ya agree?? In previous projects that i am involved and handled with, though we met some cock up in the middle of the prog or even faced any conflicts with our own people, we still managed to run the show till the end. I do noe everyone have someone that they reali like or HATE but still, must draw a line in between work and personal and i can say i am one of the kind. No matter i dun like the person, i dun reali show it out but cooperate with the person and i reali did that. Outside than that, i dun reali hang around the person. :) However, people that often come to camps and event have gone MIA due to all these probs. How i wish everyone can be like in the past. Why do they behave in a way that people dun like, cnt stand it and leave just like that?? It is reali saddening. Really!! N i had enough... :(( In my 2008 resolution, kind think of many things that i wished for or wished i am able to do. First of all, my sis gonna get marry at the end of this year. I simply cant wait for the day. All she wished for is i can slim down n wear the bridemaids gown w/o any custom make trouble. I reali wish i am able to do this for her n in fact people realised that i am getting a little thinner. Gonna JIAYOU MORE b4 she get marry. Hope it will be a wonderful present n surprises!! :D Secondly, in 2007, i fall out of love and i've been hurt deeply. No people noe how hurt i m though they noe who the person. So what if i deny and so what if i like him?? I just dun feel like saying out cos i've been deeply hurt if u dunoe at all.. So pls dun force me. Loving someone is reali a painful thing for me as always. However when someone reali love u with their 100% heart and soul, u just dun fall anything for the person. But at times, u will feel that u r reali living in a blissful person in the world with someone treating u in this world. Really!! So i reali hope in 2008, i shall not be the one who really looking for one but perhaps the one appearing infront of me! :)) can this be happen?? I wish i wish...... Thirdly, i wish i can plenty of time to rest and hang out with all my friends. Can i?? I reali dun wan anything to tie me down with so many things to do. Of cos besides working, i wanna hv more time to rest and hang out with my loved ones. Its been so long actually though i can only get to travel overseas when i turned 21. Which is damn damn long la. Dun ya agreed?? But still... I wish i wish... If only my family is rich n everyone dun hv to work for money but just killing of time. :(( Though it may seems i am very Xin fu with complete family but still, i dun feel that i am xinfu enough. Lack of love,security and concern. Really!! to those people who noe the behind story and u will noe what i am saying and why do i say that. :) Forthly, i wish to do a little progress on my studies and my projects. Hope it can pull me up a little more at the end of the year. Afterall gg to hv MP/SIP le. Sure gonna be a stressful year for me. Damn it!! Last but not least, i wish i am able to focus on developing on my passions and that is Singing!! I love to sing and i love music but i dun hv any talents on playing any instruments neither do do any composing. Going to perform this coming thurs and sat. 10-12Jan2008 at Tp Eng Hall 2. Time slot still not confirmed but gg to post it up in my MSN Nick so do take note!! Do hope one day i was signed to perform for any any event and maybe able to gif me a chance to groom as a singer and released a album of my own :)) Thats all people. Hope i can be strong as ever and smile everyday if possible. Forget abt the past and move forward. No matter how stressful i am and no matter how hurtful things i hv encountered, i must still be strong and move on. Its okay that i dun hv my mr right to be there for me whenever i needed someone but i do believe what my fren said. Just wait patiently!! :D Its okay that people dun cherish u, dun care abt u cos sooner or later, they will realised its their lost. Cos.. once they lost me, i will never come back to u. Cos i hv been hurt and i dun wish to face it again anymore cos i chose to avoid. Thats me!! I'm sorry. I reali love u guys alot and i do love u guys no matter what happen. Its okay if u dun tink so. But all i can say is like this. Wish u guys all e best in whatever u do. ;) Hope 2008 will be a brand new day for the brand new year for u to plan for ya brand new goal ;) :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
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