God damn shit. My exam falls on CNY. GOD.. Where got pl hv e mood to study on CNY?? Pl sure v.bz gg people hse, nid to entertain the guests and even busy gambling n collecting hongbaos. Just like mE!!! =D All i can say i didnt gambled much but just ONCE n i just won $16 ONLY!!!

This yr is a GOOD year for the DRAGOS.. But too bad tt i didnt get the chance to play more in order to win more :( Besides,my hongbaos money is LESSER this yr.. SAD :( I do wonder why. Perhaps the economy is not good.. Thats why people cut down the amount on giving other pl.. :(
Though i get lesser money yet i still gif some money to my daddy when he gonna go back to BRUNEI to work.. :( I gonna miss him. SERIOUSLY!! It hurts me when i c my dad still work so hard for the family at this age. How i really wish i was born earlier than my sis n bro?? :'(

Well,abt this yr NEW YEAR.. It was nth special but i bought 4 TOPS, 2 BOTTOMS & 2 PAIRS of shoes for the new yr n i didnt get to wear em all!! :( BUT STILL, gonna go shopping again after my exam.. I still wanna buy somemore. Who wanna go SHOPPING with me?? Pls sms me alrite?? =x

During the CNY eve,my dad came back from BRUNEI n he is staying in SG for 4 days!! When he is not around... SERIOUSLY,my home n family no longer the same...

For the past few weeks ever since my dad left to BRUNEI to work n earn even more money for the family,my sis esp became rebellious which make me cried for days!! She made my MUM angry n worried sick almost everyday till she reached her or reached hm. She nv reali considerate my mum' s feeling n my feelings too. N so do my bro. Both of em same same. I reali dun wanna say much abt em. Cos when i said sth bad abt what they do is WRONG..my mum said i shouldnt say em cos in return,i might become like em in future which i tink IMPOSSIBLE.

In their eyes,they said i dun hv bf so i wun understand the whole situation. But in real fact, they dun even noe tt i hv bf b4 though all my EX is not reali true love. BUT now i'm diff. I am searching for true love n i found one though i haven have him BUT he's already taken a place in my heart. :P <>

So.. I seriously dun reali like my sis's bf n bro's gf. Bcos of em,i hated my siblings too. They changed n they no longer the loving n doting bro n sis tt i used to have. :( I cried almost everyday whenever i heard em quarrel or even c my mum's face whenever i reached hm.

I find it reali hard on me sometimes. I am the youngest in the family therefore...i dun hv the right to say my elder siblings n dun hv the right to voice up too. N during tat period of time, i was busy with lots of quizes n projects. I was so tired n stressed till i couldnt breathe properly. Everyday nid to stay up late... It was real tiring n yet my mum failed to c n kept thinking another way round. :(

I was so pissed off that i cried alone in the room or whenever when i'm alone when i tink abt that matte. My tears just keep dropping unlike in the past. IT WAS REAL SERIOUS THIS TIME!! :'( N yet nobody knows.......

I bet my mum did tell my dad abt it but thank GOD my dad didnt say anything but keep saying that we must be good n listen to mummy when he is not around. Cos if he ever RAISE up,i guess the situation will turned out even worse tt we can expected. :(

So when he's back,my mum is reali very excited n happy. Cos my mum hv been left alone at home almost everyday. My sis kept cmin hm late as she kept gg out with her bf.. n she even slp over at her bf hse w/o seeking my mum's permission. As for my bro...,he's the eldest in e family!! But still..,always bring gf over to SLP. GOD damn shit. SERIOUSLY!! Not as if they dun hv their own hse n their own bed.. Why must they invade other pl's privacy??

So what that they arent young anymore?? My bro always said he wanna buy lappy n CAR.. GOD!! He dun even hv the money to go BUY them n kept saying tt he wanna own em. BUT afterall, when he tok this thing to my mum, he is trying to hint my mum to support him with the money. SHITTY him leh.. I reali hated em. But i always tell my mum dun be soft to em. When they nid money esp den they tink of her n will come tok to her nicely blah blah. SERIOUSLY,they make me feel tt i dun even hv a bro n sis... No one can reali understand how i feelig now. Cos no matter how busy i am ,i hv no time to go out or rest but do go to work no matter what. :(


Anyway on the 1st day,woke up early to get myself ready n dressed up!!! N we head our way to our relatives's hse n we came home around 9 plus or so. Or i can say it was real tiring. N when we just reached, my aunt n my parent's fren came over till nearly 11pm.. GOD.. No peace!!

(Family photo)




(First Day)


Den next day worse..more pl came n i hv to go outside to greet em n entertain em. I planned to study that day but i cant. They Asked me lots of qs as usual. N followed by last min call from my big Aunt asking us to go over her hse to eat BIAN NIAN as usual. End up till 9pls or so as my dad was very tired.

(2nd day outfit with hongbaos..haha)

3rd day.. I again planned to study but i cant cos i nid to go over to my sec sch's teacher hse for visiting. Finally get to meet my dearest ex-classmates n took lots of pix with em n my teacher's dog.. :P Den after that,i went back hm to change another clothing b4 heading to the next destinatin. I went out to eat with two family of my parent's fren. Again,i am the centre of attention. Asked me qs n even praised me... Again,i reached hm around 11plus!!!


(My ex-classmates)

(left to right) Crystal.Josephine.Angel.Me.Brandon

(Group with Mr Wu,My English Teacher)



(WE love Doggy)


(Me.Josephine)



(Angel.Me)



(I love this pix)